It's funny how...
...you can go from feeling like you're just floating around and everything's ok, to feeling completely pissed off at even the most stupid things. For instance, today it's just like i got out of the wrong side of my bed this morning. I woke up with a slight headache and a stiff neck because i'd been sleeping weird and from then on, i've just felt worse - not justphysically, but emotionally as well. I guess it just must be that time of the month! I'm having a fat day - you know, you just feel really fat and ugly and like you're the ugliest thing since E.T. Then i went downstairs and found a note on the table from my mum saying could i please tidy up the house a bit, including the kitchen, change the washing and sort all the dirty stuff out and get the clean wahsing ready to be ironed. I just felt like telling my mum to fuck off, but of course, i didn't, because it would have only made things worse. So i looked in the kitchen and then reconsidered telling my mum to fuck off. She, my dad and my sister (who had all gotten up early) had just left all their dirty dishes and stuff on the side. The dishwasher needer emptying, as did the bin and basically it was a complete tip. So, i've very maturely *ahem* decided to just leave all the crap - i've sorted the washing though - and wait for my mum to come home and force me to it, which is stupid, but there you go, i'm just in one of those moods i guess. Well, that's that over and done with.

I got a text this morning asking if i wanted to go bowling/swimming, have a BBQ and then go to the cinema with a couple of friends tommorrow, but i don't know who it's from, because i don't have their number, i'll phone it later i think. I want to go, kind of, but i have tons of work to do before going back to school and because of this goddamn mood i'm in right now, i just don't feel like seeing anyone, but to be honest, i don't think i'd make very good company.

Last night i watched Titanic, and stupid though it was, i cried. Like i do at every weepy movie even if i've already seen it like 20 times. Like Deep Impact, it's quite a stupid film, but i cry every time. Oh yeah, i went to see American Pie 3 the other day - can't remember what day though. I thought it was good, well it made me laugh and that's the whole point isn't it? Stifler is so funny. Ok, well this entry's getting kind of long so i'll end it here.
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Jus' chillin'
Well, i guess i've calmed down since the other day. I have been so lazy today. I got up at about 11am, stayed in bed till about 12am, had breakfast/lunch/brunch at about half 12 and since then all i've done is play on the ps2, watch tv and go on the net! But, i feel like i should be doing some work, as i go back to school next week :o( I have so much to do. I'm way behind with my ICT and have some other crap to do as well, but i really just can't be arsed. My dad's at work and my mum's gone swimming (i know, scary!) with my sister, my second cousin, Charlie and his dad, because they're down for a while. Right now, just thinking of swimming makes me tired! Even though i've slept in so long, i still feel really sleepy. It probably doesn't help that i was up till 2am this morning watching The Ring ( i rented it - it's bit sad that i watched it by myself, but there you go!) last night and completely freaked myself out. It's really scary and really good, well i thought so anyway. Don't really have anyting else to say, so i guess i'll go back to slobbing around the house...
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First Entry! Woooooooooooooooo!
Hellooooooooooo!
As you can probably tell, this is my first entry. Haven't got time to write anything really. I'll add something tommorrow!