The school year is over
My senior year is coming to an end tomorrow at 9:30am. I don't know what I am going to be doing in the next year. I wonder were I will be. Well here is my time to show the world who Charlene Schatz is and how she decided to change it.

none
Well lots of things have changed in my life. I am no longer a constant but an unpredictable variable in the world. Well I don't have anything new and exciting to talk about all there really is-is nothingness. I have passed each day by without thought or sense of the world around me. My wings are broken and I weep for the lost of all things sad.
-Charlene

hurt
I am really really really sad right now. And I don't have anything else to say...soo yeah

Ouch!
Getting your tonsils removed doesn't hurt. It is waking up. After fighting of several nurses and pulling of cords I remembered where I was and calmed down. Dan went with my mom and I. I was very glad to see his face as I was waking up. He fed me ice and has been taking care of me since monday. I managed to eat a grilled chesse sandwich today! Well I will check in soon.

blah
Well life has been very blah lately. I am getting a tattoo tomorrow at 4:30 so the pain will make me some what happier. Not looking forward to monday however. I am getting my tonsals removed at 7 in the fucking morning!!!! Sorry I've had a stressful week of trying to quite smoking before the surgery, not going to well though oh well. I have a tad on my shoulder and I'm now typing one handed. Going to go now cat..to...heavy..ahhh

ummmm.....
Well I am alive or thats what I guess you could call it. I have a pulse and my heart beats faintly. My eyes lay open as I blankly stare around my cold surrondings. I dont believe that I am alive. To me life is so much more than having a pulse. I am lost in my own pathitic realm as some would call it. to me it is more of a black and silver abyss. I am traped here on my own regard I suppose. I am broken and boung to the walls of this room the is no light or ray of sunshine sneaking though the blinds of my heart. The room is filling with water, my element of choice. However I may be a dolphine I do not breathe water. The plains are being over ran by houses though I may never be tame fences keep me from running through the open fields freely. My mountains are being taken over by hunters of another kind. Forcing me to extend my claws only to fall at the hands of a gun. I am sorry for running all of your guys ears off.
-Charlene-
Dolphine, horse, cougar
all falling away

I got status!!!!
I got status at vampire today!!! And I am primagin of my clan. Things are going better now and I am being glued back together. So yeah hope everyones 420 was good and hope all is well.
-Charlene

broken
All good things must come to an end.

blah!
I haven't written in s while I know. Dan and me or promised to each other. He got me a amber ring. We are soooo in love. Well I am off to help a friend beat up 160 punds of worthless good for nothing weight. Hope all is well.
Love to all,
Charlene

...
Well a lot of things have happend. I don't really know what to think, say or feel. I am completly cold right now and don't really want to deal with anyone. Everyone is fake and insensitive. I am very upset with the people in my life and I don't know what I should do.