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Well I have come to a point in my life where I just can't hang anymore. I need something in my life that will make me happy. I have been searching and searching but I can't seem to find anything or anyone. I am at a draw with people I lose or I lose in both situations. I want everything and nothing at the same time.
I just don't knbow anything. I am so confused and I can't stop hurting myself. I am delibratly trying to kill my body. There is something inside of me that needs to go. I have a feeling that someone had purposely tried to hurt me. There are a few people I have in mind.
I guess I will never really know. I am lost in this world of Khaos. I was not built to handle all of lifes misfourtunes. I want to go back to being sheltered and safe.