Absent
I am over come with my emotions and there is no one to help me. No one know's how I really feel and no will because I can not tell anyone my true feelings because I can not commit to the way I feel. I will soon be going to my true home and I will be at ease their. I wish for just one day I could show those I love how I really feel. But that would only be one day in eternity. I would seem so short but would stay with me forever. I am nothing to those I care for and to the people who want to know me I am everything. I have shared my love with too many. The one's that have it kept it all to themselves and left me with nothing. I believe that that was the intent. I can not say that I am happy but I can not say that I have nothings so I will remain in the state of grey. Until someone might stumble upon me yet again like one person did. I can only hope that this time I will not be taken for granted and left with nothing in return. I want what I had. Even though that is impossible, I can still want it. I was left in this world alone because of a promise that was broken. I guess it was ment to be because apprently I am worth leaving for I must be nothing.