At Grams
Topic: TRiP
The Story

Zoo
Topic: TRiP
The Story

Malaysia
Topic: TRiP
The Story

Power of the MooN
Mood:  lucky
Topic: Baby Firsts

Full Moon Story

he calls it "the long weekend"
Mood:  special
Topic: shopping
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Fav chocs bought during grocery shopping

The toys! Car seat not included. ;P

Hickey
Mood:  incredulous
Topic: Baby Firsts
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The Other One
Mood:  happy
Topic: Blog's Up! 1st Day...
Thank you to those who read this blog for my babies. I've created another for my own personal raves & rants. It's up today and called The Other One.

Pageants are corrupted
Mood:  irritated
Topic: Beauty $$$
Baby's sleeping so I should really be resting but There's something so important that I really gotta blog about...
So I've been down with the terrible awful viral flu infection which I caught from trying to suck mucus outta my baby's nose...nevermind...anyway I should be blogging about the following in my new blog space (yay!) as I've planned to keep this entirely for baby but I've been too busy to customise it so it's not up yet...
Anyway back to the IMPORTANT issue...Recently I took part in a Most Beautiful XXX Pageant & got into the semi-finals...thank you...but because of that yucky virus, I was too sick to go for the audition & thus I called up to explain my situation, asking for a couple of days grace so that I can at least walk. But guess what? Some gal told me, twice I called, twice she said the same thing, "If you can't be here, you're disqualified." Ermz, hello? Even Star Search hold separate auditions for people who couldn't make it for one reason or the other on that specific date.
And you know what the horrible thing is? Last year I took part in another Most Beautiful XXX Pageant hosted by the same organization. After several days of competition, on the day before the finals, a new contestant joined us. Well, of course nobody took any notice of her...til she won the pageant. And the 1st thing on everyone's mind is "gay-long" or however you spell that singlish word which means the contest was set up/rigged/fixed/manipulated. Everyone went to everyone & said the same thing.
Now how dirty is that? You can get a new gal we've never met before to join us on the day just before the finals, but you can't give me another audition date because I'm too sick to even stand up.

Mourning
Mood:  sad
Topic: Xavier
Today, 5th January 2005, I'll be mourning from midnite to midnite. This happens every year in remembrance of my 1st baby, Xavier.

Attempted Murder
Mood:  don't ask
Topic: Cruelty
We shall not even begin to write about what he had done to me, but last nite he threw 2 cushions at Al's face & after that left him in the water to drown. I'm so scared, no I'm actually terrified & can't stop shivering whenever reminded of last nite's events. I remained strong for the longest of time for the sake of my baby, but he kept attacking me til I break down. There I'm shivering again...I must stop fearing & think of a solution instead. No matter what I'd protect my baby so god help us.