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II I think that at that time none of us quite believed in the Time Machine. The
fact is, the Time Traveller was one of those men who are too clever to be
believed: you never felt that you saw all round him; you always suspected some
subtle reserve, some ingenuity in ambush, behind his lucid frankness. Had Filby
shown the model and explained the matter in the Time Traveller's words, we
should have shown HIM far less scepticism. For we should have perceived his
motives; a pork butcher could understand Filby. But the Time Traveller had more
than a touch of whim among his elements, and we distrusted him. Things that
would have made the frame of a less clever man seemed tricks in his hands. It is
a mistake to do things too easily. The serious people who took him seriously
never felt quite sure of his deportment; they were somehow aware that trusting
their reputations for judgment with him was like furnishing a nursery with
egg-shell china. So I don't think any of us said very much about time travelling
in the interval between that Thursday and the next, though its odd
potentialities ran, no doubt, in most of our minds: its plausibility, that is,
its practical incredibleness, the curious possibilities of anachronism and of
utter confusion it suggested. For my own part, I was particularly preoccupied
with the trick of the model. That I remember discussing with the Medical Man,
whom I met on Friday at the Linnaean. He said he had seen a similar thing at
Tubingen, and laid considerable
stress on the blowing out of the candle. But how the trick was done he could not
explain. The next Thursday I went again to Richmond - I suppose I was one of the Time
Traveller's most constant guests - and, arriving late, found four or five men
already assembled in his drawing-room. The Medical Man was standing before the
fire with a sheet of paper in one hand and his watch in the other. I looked
round for the Time Traveller, and -
`It's half-past seven now,' said the Medical Man. `I suppose we'd better have
dinner?' `Where's - - ?' said I, naming
our host. `You've just come? It's rather odd. He's unavoidably detained. He asks me in
this note to lead off with dinner at seven if he's not back. Says he'll explain
when he comes.' `It seems a pity to let the dinner spoil,' said the Editor of a well-known
daily paper; and thereupon the Doctor rang the bell. The Psychologist was the only person besides the Doctor and myself who had
attended the previous dinner. The other men were Blank, the Editor
aforementioned, a certain journalist, and another - a quiet, shy man with a
beard - whom I didn't know, and who, as far as my observation went, never opened
his mouth all the evening. There was some speculation at the dinner-table about
the Time Traveller's absence, and I suggested time travelling, in a half-jocular
spirit. The Editor wanted that explained to him, and the Psychologist
volunteered a wooden account of the `ingenious paradox and trick' we had
witnessed that day week. He was in the midst of his exposition when the door
from the corridor opened slowly and without noise. I was facing the door, and
saw it first. `Hallo!' I said. `At last!' And the door opened wider, and the Time Traveller stood before us. I gave a
cry of surprise. `Good heavens! man, what's the matter?' cried the Medical Man,
who saw him next. And the whole tableful turned towards the door. He was in an amazing plight. His coat was dusty and dirty, and smeared
with green down the sleeves; his hair disordered, and as it seemed to me greyer
- either with dust and dirt or because its colour had actually faded. His face
was ghastly pale; his chin had a brown cut on it - a cut half healed; his
expression was haggard and drawn, as by intense suffering. For a moment he
hesitated in the doorway, as if he had been dazzled by the light. Then he came
into the room. He walked with just such a limp as I have seen in footsore
tramps. We stared at him in silence, expecting him to speak. He said not a word, but came painfully to the table, and made a motion
towards the wine. The Editor filled a glass of champagne, and pushed it towards
him. He drained it, and it seemed
to do him good: for he looked round the table, and the ghost of his old smile
flickered across his face. `What on earth have you been up to, man?' said the
Doctor. The Time Traveller did not seem to hear. `Don't let me disturb you,' he
said, with a certain faltering articulation. `I'm all right.' He stopped, held
out his glass for more, and took it off at a draught. `That's good,' he said.
His eyes grew brighter, and a faint colour came into his cheeks. His glance
flickered over our faces with a certain dull approval, and then went round the
warm and comfortable room. Then he spoke again, still as it were feeling his way
among his words. `I'm going to wash and dress, and then I'll come down and
explain things. . . Save me some of that mutton. I'm starving for a bit of
meat.' He looked across at the Editor, who was a rare visitor, and hoped he was all
right. The Editor began a question. `Tell you presently,' said the Time
Traveller. `I'm - funny! Be all
right in a minute.' He put down his glass, and walked towards the staircase door. Again I
remarked his lameness and the soft padding sound of his footfall, and standing
up in my place, I saw his feet as he went out. He had nothing on them but a pair
of tattered blood-stained socks. Then the door closed upon him. I had half a
mind to follow, till I remembered how he detested any fuss about himself. For a
minute, perhaps, my mind was wool-gathering. Then, 'Remarkable Behaviour of an
Eminent Scientist,' I heard the Editor say, thinking (after his wont) in
headlines. And this brought my attention back to the bright dinner-table. `What's the game?' said the Journalist. `Has he been doing the Amateur
Cadger? I don't follow.' I met the eye of the Psychologist, and read my own
interpretation in his face. I thought of the Time Traveller limping painfully
upstairs. I don't think any one else had noticed his lameness. The first to recover completely from this surprise was the Medical Man, who
rang the bell - the Time Traveller hated to have servants waiting at dinner -
for a hot plate. At that the Editor turned to his knife and fork with a grunt,
and the Silent Man followed suit. The dinner was resumed. Conversation was
exclamatory for a little while, with gaps of wonderment; and then the Editor got
fervent in his curiosity. `Does our friend eke out his modest income with a
crossing? or has he his Nebuchadnezzar phases?' he inquired. `I feel assured
it's this business of the Time Machine,' I said, and took up the Psychologist's
account of our previous meeting. The new guests were frankly incredulous. The
Editor raised objections. `What WAS this time travelling? A man couldn't cover
himself with dust by rolling in a paradox, could he?' And then, as the idea came
home to him, he resorted to caricature. Hadn't they any clothes-brushes in the
Future? The Journalist too, would not believe at any price, and joined the
Editor in the easy work of heaping ridicule on the whole thing. They were both
the new kind of journalist - very joyous, irreverent young men. `Our Special
Correspondent in the Day after To-morrow reports,' the Journalist was saying -
or rather shouting - when the Time Traveller came back. He was dressed in
ordinary evening clothes, and nothing save his haggard look remained of the
change that had startled me. `I say,' said the Editor hilariously, `these chaps here say you have
been travelling into the middle of next week! Tell us all about little Rosebery,
will you? What will you take for the lot?' The Time Traveller came to the place reserved for him without a word. He
smiled quietly, in his old way. `Where's my mutton?' he said. `What a treat it
is to stick a fork into meat again!' `Story!' cried the Editor. `Story be damned!' said the Time Traveller. `I want something to eat. I
won't say a word until I get some peptone into my arteries. Thanks. And the
salt.' `One word,' said I. `Have you been time travelling?' `Yes,' said the Time Traveller, with his mouth full, nodding his head. `I'd give a shilling a line for a verbatim note,' said the Editor. The
Time Traveller pushed his glass towards the Silent Man and rang it with his
fingernail; at which the Silent Man, who had been staring at his face, started
convulsively, and poured him wine. The rest of the dinner was uncomfortable. For
my own part, sudden questions kept on rising to my lips, and I dare say it was
the same with the others. The Journalist tried to relieve the tension by telling
anecdotes of Hettie Potter. The Time Traveller devoted his attention to his
dinner, and displayed the appetite of a tramp. The Medical Man smoked a
cigarette, and watched the Time Traveller through his eyelashes. The Silent Man
seemed even more clumsy than usual, and drank champagne with regularity and
determination out of sheer nervousness. At last the Time Traveller pushed his
plate away, and looked round us. `I suppose I must apologize,' he said. `I was
simply starving. I've had a most amazing time.' He reached out his hand for a
cigar, and cut the end. `But come into the smoking-room. It's too long a story
to tell over greasy plates.' And ringing the bell in passing, he led the way
into the adjoining room. `You have told Blank, and Dash, and Chose about the machine?' he said to me,
leaning back in his easy-chair and naming the three new guests. `But the thing's a mere paradox,' said the Editor. `I can't argue tonight. I don't mind telling you the story, but I can't
argue. I will,' he went on, `tell you the story of what has happened to me, if
you like, but you must refrain from interruptions. I want to tell it. Badly.
Most of it will sound like lying. So be it! It's true - every word of it, all
the same. I was in my laboratory at four o'clock, and since then... . I've lived eight days . . . such days as no human being ever lived before!
I'm nearly worn out, but I shan't sleep till I've told this thing over to you.
Then I shall go to bed. But no interruptions! Is it agreed?' |