Thursday: Jan. 23, 2003- Adrenaline is the Best Drug

I've been so busy (::cough cough, and lazy::) over the past week and for that I'm really sorry. I finished all my major homework and so no more project should get in my way (hopefully). I was also sick and that sucked. I still have my cold, but not as bad as it was. It still hurts my stomach whenever I cough though.

I got my Alias cards. Let me tell you they are A+! They are so cool, foil with many cool scenes. I absolutely love them. My favorite card is, well... I like them all! I wish I had gotten a piecework or Jennifer's autograph (what are the chances of that?) but I was still pleased with what I got.

I have a lot of make up homework tomorrow and a school dance, but if I get time (and I probably will), I'll update. I have so much to do, it's kind of stressful.

The newest thing I probably did was join a Friends forum. Thought I'd spread the knowledge of OP: SB throughout the internet. Actually, it's a really cool board and that's where I got the inspiration for Los Angeles City (go check that out if you haven't). Well I'm off to study for a Reading quiz and read a chapter in my Science book. Fun-fun.

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Friday: Jan. 10, 2003- I Hate People!

It's amazing how someone's mood can change so quickly. Yesterday I was all happy and today I wish I could strangle someone.

I found out last year a girl (who I like) asked me out, and of course I would have said 'yes.' One of my ass friends told her yes and then a second later no. Now I have no chance of going out with her.

My x-friend is being an ass too. He's just doing everything to piss people off lately. It may sound mean, but I want to strangle him! Ugh, people suck!

The only good thing that happened was my grandparents came and I did good on a science presentation. Hopefully I'll feel better tommorrow.

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Thursday: Jan. 9, 2003- Adrenaline is the Best Drug

Though I didn't actually take a shot of Adrenaline I feel like I have, and it feel so damn good! I found out that my friend Christine from the hospital was let out on Monday and will be coming back to school, I won a pack of 1 box of alias cards and a binder on eBay, and I've been doing pretty good in school. Life is good I must say.

First of all, I must explain why I haven't been updating in the last week. The answer is simple: Homework! Yes it sucks and everyone hates it, but you get used to it. I had a math test, social studies test, book report, and science project all due this week. That's why I didn't have any free time.

My friend called Christine's room at the hospital and they said she wasn't there. She had gotten out on Monday and was living with some of her father's family. I'm glad she's out and coming back to school, but the fact that she's going to have to move to the East coast is sad. I can't image what life will be like without goofing around with her. I know it will be hard for me and all my friends, but especially hard for Christine and her sister. Life sucks.

Right now I'm downloading music and thinking a lot. There's a lot on my mind. I can't wait for my cards to come so that's something I'm excited for. I wish they would come faster though. I'm very impatient it seems.

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Saturday: Jan. 4, 2003- Not a Heck of a Lot

I actually didn't do a whole lot today. I woke up late and then had to sit down and work on my science project. How fun! I had other stuff too, a social studies test and some other errands and junk to do.

I wasn't feeling well either today. My stomach hurt and so I didn't update much. I don't actually have much to update though, I have some classes to put up but other than that nothing. It was a lazy Saturday. I hope to have more to do in the days to come.

The only other thing I did today was call Christine at the hospital. Today was her birthday and she's still in the hospital. What a way to spend it. Well that's all for now.

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Friday: Jan. 3, 2003- Peace For Today

Today I feel so peaceful. This morning I went down to Chicago to see my friend Christine who was shot on Christmas. When we got there I couldn't help but be nervous, would I say something stupid? Would she not want me there? It made my stomach churn. In some ways I didn't want to go up to her room. The nurse led me up to her room, and when I got there she was on the phone. We sat and talked for about three hours and it wasn't weird at all.

When I left I had a new sense of honoring life. This girl was so strong. I keep praying that she gets better and I know she will, she's gotten this far hasn't she? I know she won't be coming back to my school and for all I know I'll never see her again. She will probably move to Boston with her relatives. I do wish to continue talking to her though, she is one of the greatest people I know and an inspiration to many people I know. Me being one of them.

I didn't do much else today, my relatives came down from their house and we exchanged gifts. I helped the little kids put on a puppet show and it was really fun. I didn't think they would like the little puppet show I put on, I mean it was probably one I heard from a childrean's story, but they did.

I hope to keep this attitude up, even when Christine is out of the hospital and back to normal.

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