SUNDAY, january 16 2005- 10:33 PM

got some new music goin for my website, yippee! and i got a new profile on myspace, check it out on my me part of the site!

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MONDAY, december 20 2004- 12:33 AM

hey I'm updating! so hello to all my new friends who are visiting the site for the very first time, and welcome back to those who visited it the last time i updated! well a lot has happened but i guess all of you don't want to hear about any of that! soooo anyway yeah, i'm in the middle of updating EVERYTHING so maybe a few of the other pages still have the same layout as before, well the welcome page is the first i start to work on and then i go to the first on the link list. so i hope everyone is haveing an awesome vacation and sign my guest book! ~lataz;)

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THURSDAY, december 25, 2003- 10:47 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! I have very confused emotions right now, with all this "stuff" going on between me and someone else, that I truly truly miss! I mean he's a great friend and was with me through thick and thin (well since I knew him... lol) and now I feel I took advantage of him... so I wanna say sorry *u know who* and if you're reading this, I really want you to know how much I care about you and everyone else! I'm ready to talk to you once again... I guess... so anyways I got Kya and my brother got a PS2 for it to play in! And I got this really kool bead set so now I can make MORE CANDI!!!!! YAY!!!!!! and then I got some other things, but those two things were a big highlight... not that I'm THAT into video games, but I was going to buy my brother a PS2 if we didnt get one for xmas! And also, I wanted to get all the DDR's u know? anyways, Im gonna start to lose rapid weight! I wanna start a diet tomorrow so I'm really skinny when summer roles around... so yea, I guess that's all I wanna say, and if anyone's going to go to Planet New Year, then plan on seeing me there!!!! hurray!!! ok signing out, and a very merry christmas (though I dont really care about mine:P),

~bLaZe

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SATURDAY, december 20, 2003- 6:49 PM

Well, I guess you can say Im a little bit over "all of them"... but I really miss everyone! Buuuuutttttttt, I still have Justin to talk to so Im happy! anyways, last weekend was a little hecktect, hence today was very very stressing! I had to watch my little brother last night and now tonight as well, hahaha, yea, you can say thats very very VERY tiring! but anyways we had a party at school yesterday and then after that, since we got out early, I went over to good ole penryn to visit everyone, geez, i truly miss all my youngin friends! they're all so special to me! I brought along my now favorite cd that justin gave me for my bday and played it on the class room's cd player, said hi to all my old teachers and totally crashed their big bash (but in a good way^-^) I ended up playing some twister and lost! hahaha and so i got pictures, but they will be ready once i use all the film in my camera up! so yep, those are on the way, oh yea- and um more more POEMS!!!!! a lot of my friends made some and I have a few so yep! but yea, anyways I AM GOING TO PLANET NEW YEAR 04, omg it's gonna be soooooo awesome!!!!! I wanna make a really cool costume, and dress up like a freaky glitter alien, or just go as a sexykandykid, lol! but anyways for whoever got the emails, get ur ticket NOW cuz theyre going FAST!!!! well anyways if i dont write more over our long two week break, merry christmas!

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SUNDAY, december 14, 2003- 1:07 AM

I am still in depression... my friends betrayed me and i feel sick... my mind is hollow because memories are being erased perposly... on friday i went to a dance... steffen ohland died wednesday so we talked about him in a hearing... the dance was too sad to stay at so a friend took me and a whole bunch of other people to a teen center... Intensify was that night and justin went, some of my friends dropped and i am happy they still have their lives... and thanku justin for not taking it because it is horrible... anyways i was called a slut by these eight graders that were at the teen center because they were jealous. i was cute and i attracted many many guys. i threatened them because i am much older than them and i can kick their asses any ole day... i got the dj to play my cd, my favorite hardcore song "to the moon" and i was the only one dancing to it...everyone else sat and booed it, because im different... i guess i just dont belong anywhere... on saturday i woke up and went to the orthodontist, i have around three more months until i get my braces off, and they stuck this spring in my mouth... it hurts... almost as much as my heart... and then i went to sunsplash and met this cute senior named andy, he was so nice and gave me all these tokens... he was very generous, mind you... i hung around with ted and james for the rest of the day and spencer and anthony showed up... i dont care for them anymore... they're just two gay lovers in my corrupt world... they stayed for about 15 mins and left, i flipped them off on their way out... i just had to... i mean i dont know why though, well anyways i stayed until 8 and then went dancing with some other friends... well im going to go do something with myself now, i dont want to talk about anything else...

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TUESDAY, december 9, 2003- 9:27 PM

Im going through depression again and now Im also feeling paranoia... the rvgl crew hates me, I guess I try too hard to be their friends... and they think i lie... all im trying to do is show them that i can be just like them and i guess in return they hate me for it... i guess i just have to change if i want them to ever talk to me again... well anyways, today was good until tontite, now, it's hard for me to breath... i cant think about anything else but this, but anyways before i forget about these wonderful yet embarrassing memories, i want to tell a story about my life at good ole del oro high school...: today in english we had to bring in a poem of some sort- it could even be a lyric, so i decided to bring in simple and clean both japanese and english mixes, look at us, my summer love, and of course waka laka just for a laugh... well, this guy that sits next to me in that class, cole, (he's a jock:p) didnt have a poem or lyric so pleaded to me for one, so i gave him waka laka. it was his turn to read his poem and he stood up and started trying to read it... it was the funniest thing, a jock trying to recite a DDR lyric... i started to silently laugh and then all of a sudden, i snorted a huge ass snort which made everyone laugh! it was so funny... so later in concert, i snuck to the teacher's computer and found the waka laka midi on the internet, so my friend jessica (j) and i got everyone's attention and reminded everyone that was in our english class about cole's recitle... and then i played the song and we started to sing waka laka... in front of everyone... it was strange but sooooooo funny! anyways that's the highlight of today, plus, i pierced my ears for everyone that didnt know... i have the two and then one on the upper part of my right ear... it hurts so bad for i burnt that ear when straghtening my hair the other day... I think im most likely going to Intensify, but, uh... i dont have a ride... so i guess if i dont go, ill go to our winter dance... i hate dances...

but right now, i feel like going to sleep and never waking up... my life is coming to a huge ass hault and i am not liking one ounce of it... i want to go raving, but no1 wants me there... i need to go raving because it runs in my blood now that ive been to one... but i just cant get these facts out of my head, and i should just go away, go far far away... new poems coming soon, i just made one about my feelings right now, and i made one last night expressing wishing for something that i cant have... new art coming soon because i just scanned half my sketch book...

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SUNDAY, december 7, 2003- 5:41 PM

hello everyone, sorry i havent updated in a long time, ive been SOOOOO busy!!!! we had a finals in chemistry and DAMN THAT WAS HARD!!! but i got a B- on it, so im happy^^ well anyways, last friday (december 5th) was my bday, and i had invited all these people, but only four said they could come. so we get there and everyone else that had declined my invite were thee, almost like a surprise!!!! i was soo happy!!! we all went and saw the 8:15 show to the last samurai, it was so touching, i cried at some parts and when we walked out of the theature. so after that, we were supposed to go to sunsplash, but it was almost 12, so my dad wouldnt let us. so amanda, mercedes, and danielle came back to my house and jessica came over, we stayed up hella long and i listened to my new trance cd!! THANKU JUSTIN FOR THE CD!!!! it's awesome!!!! so anyways i fell asleep around 2 and i think everyone else stayed up until 3 or 4, lol, we listened to music and snacked on food then watched Degrassi- the one where the girls go to the Sound Slam, a rave^^ and then emma and manning stop talking to eachother because manning's becoming a friggin SLUT! so anyways saturday roles around and we all woke up sooooooo late, so we all quickly got dressed and headed to the Galleria- there were so many guys, oooooooh and this asian guy was checking me out, but we never said hi to eachother, lol. so we got there around 2 and then left at 5:30- so everyone went home and i called up my mom to see if i could still go to Fun Fun with my friends, she said no because she was out of town... but she did say i could go to intensify^^ so instead i dressed into a nice freak outfit and put on my new glow jellies and went to my dance! it was a senior project and they wanted to make it all rave, it was hella fun! jessica and her friend whitney aarrived and they had glow liquid on their white pants, it was cool! so after that i came home and i talked to my sweety justin, until 1 or 2, then stayed up until 4 doing mad libs^^ they're sooooooo much fun!!!!! so anyways i woke up today and listened to my cd again for the millionth time and then took a shower, and then played games with my brother- im fat:p i need to lose weight.... i think by the end of december, i should weigh 100 lbs, so thats like 5 lbs loss, so i guess thats my goal... well anyways i think all this week, im gonna go tanning, so i have a nice tan by friday^^ and then i feel like dying my hair ruby... that would look awesome... well anyways there was a lot more that i should talk about, like what happened at the movie theature and at the mall, but i hafta go straighten my hair for tomorrow... hehehe, and before i forget, here's a mad lib i created last night!:

Everyone likes to freak with power tools. Some people think the noise is fuzzybellybuttonpink, but I find it as bloody as anDfros flying. The best part is when you find shreds of the last blaze you fucked under your fingernails.
Of course, fucking with power tools is not all fun and games. Last year, my spencer lost a dick after getting too close to the danny. I'm careful to avoid any mention of spencer's legs around the family now.

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THURSDAY, november 27, 2003- 7:29 PM

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!! anyways, not a lot happened except for the fact that on our last day of school (wednesday) the guys in my health class chased after all the girls with silly string, it was some fun... jessica caught pnemonia, so she wasnt at school all week, and today was our girst day off! i went to my grandma's for thanksgiving dressed in this snow colored rave outfit, it matches with my new hair style... tomorrow, I'm pretty sure I'm going to go to rvgl, but not sure yet because it seems that no one is ever there when i go... well anyways I'm dragging on so I'm going to stop after this note:
if anyone likes to check out spencer's site, he's thinking of deleting it!!! so what i was thinking is send him a mail telling him how much you like his site and to never delete it!!! here it is: djsirch@hotmail.com- he doesnt know how much people love his site, so send him something today!!!

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SATURDAY, november 22, 2003- 7:37 PM

well nothing special happened after my last blog... i went to sunsplash today and met these two guys that were totally head over heels for meh! hehehe it was funny... BUT EVERYONE'S STARTIN TO COME ON FRIDAY INSTEAD OF SATURDAY!!! urg... i hate it when that happens... well anyways after those guys left, around 4:45, Cedric came over and i saw Joyce Lefrebre there... god... she's lost soooooo much weight! she didnt say hi, neither vice versa, but i do see her at school! all the time too... and also get this- our school only has thursday and friday off!!! that's SO not fair!!!! but all the days that we're in school, we get out at 12:00 or around there...-_- well anyways, my BIRTHDAY's in a week and 6 days!!! I just CANNOT WAIT!!!!!! and so i invited all these wonderful people (my groupiez from rvgl) to the movies so we can hang and stuff, and then maybe and most likely go to rvgl after that... and then im having a lil slumber partay back at my place with some girlfriends, and maybe a guy or two;)*cough* *cough* hehehe, well anyways, the two fridays ago, i went to my last teen center (well i can still chaporone if i want to...) but anyways, i dyed three guys' hair hot pink and one purple, and then i ran around the school with some other friends with our "glow equipment" and whistles and such and made tons of noise!!! it was awesome!!! but i ended up going home early, cuz i didnt wanna stay the whole time- well, anyways, enough about my life, here's what i want before my bday, i think im buying a lot of it...:
One Night At Glow(cd) mixed by Pete Moutso
white rave pants
red rave shirt
sexy blue rave shirt

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THURSAY, november 13, 2003- 9:17 PM

well not a lot's happened since i updated this, well, i wanted to go to the movies with some friends, but we wanted sumone to go and he said no, so now we're stuck doing a teen center, and i guess there's also one on saturday too! well... i guess for everyone who reads this and who's in art class, and who has to do the broschure thing, i put up a page kinda like a cheat for the pictures! i took my time and selected piccies from google to help us! just remember, that if the teacher catches us on the internet, we're toast! so just come to my site quickly and save my web link on ur folder... well anyways, ill update this after my weekend's ended! for it has just begun...^-~

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MONDAY, november 10, 2003- 2:06 PM

well, i havent updated this thing in centuries! well a lot's happened, but i cant really remember a lot! lol, well anyways i went and saw scary movie 3 last night with jessica, it was so funny, if ur into hella funny stupid movies, this is a must-see! well anyways, we have tomorrow off, yay, but we had a short day today, totally weird. why didnt they just give us both days off? high schools can be so odd at timez^^ well anyways, my b-day's comin up, but i dunno what i wanna do! i think im gonna invite a certain sumbody and a couple other friends and their bfs and go to the movies, or hang at sunsplash and then have the guys take me raving! yea, the raving is a must-do, i mean i really wanna go to the next one, since i got in trouble and couldnt go to the last one. well i think ive said enough, like my friends say, i ramble too much!

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SUNDAY, october 26, 2003- 11:15 AM (Daylight Savings Time)

YAY! Daylight Savings Time started this morning and IM LUVIN IT!!! Ive had a friend over the WHOLE weekend, so i couldnt update this site! Ill try to over the week, but im not positive that ill get to it... so neways this weekend was so hecktic! first off, my mom wouldnt let me go to Liquid 3, so I was pretty pissed... and that same nite was the same nite as another teen center dance and i SO didnt wanna go at all, cuz i thought for sure my friends could sneek me outa the house for Liquid... so newayz instead i had my friend, amanda come over and we just chilled, we both actually had to go work that friggin dance, but didnt feel like it. so we stayed up and just had lots of fun makin candy and paintin our nails. so the next morning (saturday), we got up and amanda went with my mom to go ride the horses, me, i went and took a shower and spent the whole morning straitening my hair! so after that, we went to the galleria and spent the rest of the afternoon there, and i got my cool black raver pants for that nite. so after i called my mom, we went outside and i saw JAMES! the dude from sunsplash that i met like a couple weeks ago... so anyways after the mall, we came back and got ready for my brother's halloween thing. amanda went as an angel and dyed her hair white with pink streaks while i went as a nite raver/kandy kid and dyed hot pink streaks into my hair. we had a little fun, jessica tagged along later and we all walked down to the school and just chilled the whole time. we were so bored though, cuz there was really nothing for us to do and my cell had NO service whatsoever... so we got on amanda's phone and called up a whole bunch of people, even spencer, lol sorry bout that spence, heh, u sound just like my ex on the phone!!!! HAHAHA we also got to go "trunk or treating" which i guess no matter the age u were, u could join. after that, we went down to the school's bb courts and pigged out on candy, and u wont believe what happened! my dad left without amanda and i!!!! so we were stuck at an elementary school (in the dark) with NO ride, so jessica's mom said she could lend us a ride, but my dad came back (pissed, mind you) and got us. We went home and i fell asleep... so now im writin this while my parents r lookin at amanda's horse! she got the dye outa her hair, and i kinda got some streaks out, but i still got sum in. every1 from sunspalsh is still recovering from Liquid 3, so i dont really have any1 to talk to and um i guess that's really it, hehehe, so anyways i think there will be an update later cuz when amanda and my rents get home, my mom, amanda, and i r going to apple hill!!! so i guess ive writin too much, so c ya laterz!!!!

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WEDNESDAY, october 22, 2003- 6:03 PM

well everything seems so so different... my friends are changing so much, or is it me that's changing??? well anyways im gonna dye my hair white with hot pink streaks! and im gonna be an angel raver for halloween, i think... well that is if i can get those new white raver pants that ive been eyeing for a while... well pics are coming soon and a whole bunch of updates... ive just been too busy and lazy to update this thing!!! and when i do get the time and im feeling up to it, ill get this web site going with a new, fresh look {rAvEr StYlE!!!!!} well im gonna go look for some new backrounds and stuff so see ya!

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THURSDAY, october 16, 2003- 9:10 PM

well, to start off, i am having a great time at school, and ive been having a lot of fun cuz i have peeps to talk to after school!!! stannnnnnn, lol i luv u!!! ehem... well neways when i have the time, im gonna give this web site a new layout! for winter, im thinkin rave!!!!! so yea, and more pics soon, real soon!!! and for halloween, im thinkin "rave angel" with white hair and hot pink streaks!!! maybe even green eyes by then! well i guess u all wil just hafta find out, yay, well i have much more to talk about, but uh im talkin to a whole lotta peeps rite now, so lataz!!!

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WEDNESDAY, october 8, 2003- 6:44 PM

first off, i got rid of that lil box thing, so yea... well anyways, why is it that everyone has to break the ice when it's too late? i mean in the past i was an annoying lil bitch, that thought she could get friends in an odd manor, but lately... ive been different, yea, i dont like talking about my life that much, especially to people that i dont even know, but i think the only ones that go to this site are my jr high friends... i cannot wait until u guyz graduate so i have people to talk to again! well anyways if u still check up on this, well anyone who got annoyed by me, i am so sorry and i will never do it again, after all, im a totally changed girl and i have had a lot of things go on through those last three weeks... ive gotten better and my suicidal attitude is almost as gone as a ghost:) so i hope that everyone that i have made annoyed in the past will forgive me, because i know for sure that u will all like the new me!

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SATURDAY, september 27, 2003- 1:39 AM

well i just remembered something really important... well ive never mentioned it on here before... i think but anyways, i have the most surreal dreams and they come true most of the time, which i want to happen with this one *knocks on wood* but anyways, it was trying to tell me something with realashionships and stuff and it also told me to let "@##^*@&!" breath and let him come to me, which i understand, and i think that this dream spoke out to me! i mean, i dunno if ill ever make it to the del oro cheer team.. and i dont think del oro's ever gonna get a stadium like those ones that they host those big pro basebal games on... or if del oro's ever gonna have that AND a carnival put together, or if im ever gonna risk my life to save "@##^*@&!" and then fall from a thing... well that part was a lil blurry... BUT the rest was quite clear... well anywayz... im gonna think on it, hope to god i c "@##^*@&!" tomorrow at sunsplash with Links and um, hope that i get a bf soon cuz im goin completely crazy... ehem... well this was pointless but aw well... bye

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FRIDAY, september 26, 2003- 12:00 AM

hey every1 who reads my shit! anywayz, my viral infection has gotten so so bad! ive been throwin up and all that great stuff, so yea... anywayz if u didnt know, i got a camera, so there will be WAY MORE PICS very very soon! and also, i updated the friends section and i made up a new poem called "L is for Love" and I think it's pretty tite! anywayz, i wanna get more art in and if anybody's got any um stories, poems, pics, or art, send em to me: cnsweet_luv@hotmail.com!!! anywayz enough about the site, more about my life:

actually i just got back from a dance, pretty great BUT- i came home early cuz i was throwin up again... well as u can c, ive been sick so i didnt get to go to school that much this week, and also i got such a rude awaikening the other nite by sum girl who im doubting is "jeremy's gf" right now... i think it was just sayin to back off a bit and let him come to me, u know? anywayz if u do read any of this, jeremy or anyone close to him, im sry if this is pissin u off, but u know its the truth! i thought i had a friggin chance, but guess not... well anywayz, im hoping to go to sunsplash tomorrow, and i hope sum people r there, like... well... not gonna say, just hope they're there... and also, i just wanna say to jessica, that ILL GET THE PICS DEVELOPED WHEN IM DONE WITH THE FILM!!! its one of those really big films and i dont go to alot of places so i dont think it will be done by the end of next week or so, maybe earlier... k? well i think thats all the important stuff rather than not gettin to do alot because im really sick, so off to take sum medicine, lataz~

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SUNDAY, september 21, 2003- 2:06 PM

well to start off, i had a great weekend! on friday, i went and chaporoned the jr high dance at penryn school, and had alot of fun, sept for the fact that their principal told me to take out my blinkie navelring, right after that, it swelled and now i have a scab (from closeup:P)... well anyways, on saturday, i went to sunsplash for ddr nite, but NO1 WAS THERE:(:(:( the only one who actually showed up was um, spencer... so yea, i was stuck there with no ride, and the whole place was empty, so it was boring... but i got to meet a guy named jay, he was pretty kool, and found out that he was a friend of spence's from pulse! so i ended up staying until around 9:30 or 10 and got a ride, lol yay, and i went home and talked for a lil and then went to bed around 2, cuz i was watchin degrassi and kinda got stuck on it... so yea, im still sick and i have work to do, still.... but ill do that laterz, i think there will be a part two to today cuz im goin to, uh, sumwhere...

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TUESDAY, september 16, 2003- 7:53 PM

well, i didnt really get to update this thing over the last week, though im getting a camera! hurray! now there will be more great pics after saturday, i hope, so stand by- also last saturday was awesome!!! i went to sunsplash, not knowing that anybody would be there, and i ended up being the only girl that came for ddr day!!! and also, the 4th mix dance machine was free, so i played on that. at about 4:30, stan and anthony showed up so i hung with them and also, rei rei's friend, justin was there with his friend tyler, so i got to know them a lil more... and then sum guy that i met a long time ago showed up, his name was james, so yea... cant say alot of him, well, we ended up playin ddr and then went over to in-n-out to chill at around 8:00. all of the guys were playin out jack ass which was hella funny and they were street looshin down the hill by the go-carts that goes down to brookfeilds. and then i left around 8:45 or 9:00 and got home and talked on the comp, then i went and played ddr in my room until 2:00 AM, then spencer came on and we chatted and downloaded techno and stuff until around 5 AM, so my weekend wasnt that bad! and also, i cant wait for the jr high dance... why would i? cuz i get to chaporone baby! and also, cant wait for saturday^-~

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WEDNESDAY, september 10, 2003- 9:32 PM

well, hopefully ill get to go to school tomorrow, i dunno if im that better yet... well anyways id like it if there were more entries in the guest book or the text thing, but im not making u! and also, im worried cuz my mom's taking a flight to oregon tomorrow, the 11th, adn i hope to GOD that she'll be okay on this whole trip and that ill get to see her again after this, also, i cant wait for DDR night, im itchin to play again, BUT-

I NEED A RIDE, AAAARRRRRRGGGGGG!!!!! but anywho, i need ta go to bed, that is, if i go to school tomorrow^-~

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TUESDAY, september 9, 2003- 3:52 PM

ARG! being at home sick is horrid! well anyways, all this spare time got this site up and running! so now, everything is available and you can check up on well, everything! so anyways, I dunno why, but I kinda wanna go back to school, well, not for the sociality, but for PE, god, I miss PE! and also, missing all this work SUCKS-

and also, spencer, if you read this which is most likely, no, I feel for you, and I wanna try to make everything better, k? you're always there when I'm feeling down, so I wanna do the same thing^-~

well off to do some makup work!
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SATURDAY, september 6, 2003- 9:05 PM

yes. I did sell my lamb today at the Gold Country Fair, $6 a pound, not bad:) but anyways what really made me happy today, and made me forget about pak-n-save buying my lamb, i saw some friends, nikki, salina, and joslyn and we all hung out! and get this- i saw BRYAN VAN DORT!!!!!!! ewwww, pukadge! he was being threatening and crap which was really funny and we all just had a great time! oh yea-

I LUV UR HAIR SPENCER, U MAKE ME FEEL BETTER ABOUT THE PURPLE STREAKS IN MY HAIR!!!!!! well, im tired so im gonna wait up for sumone then im going to bed;)

~peece

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FRIDAY, september 5, 2003- 11:08 PM

well, the world has come to a stop, well, a complete stop for me, i dont know for all you out there, but for me-

yes.

im not trying to feel down on myself to get attention, im trying to speak the truth now- i try and try and try, but all my trying comes to a complete halt at one point in the process, and im sry for getting mad and blaming it on everyone else, but it gets hard and it pressures me, and i just go beserk! im truthfully sorry to everyone that ive pissed off with my annoyance and ill make it up to u, somehow... anyways beofore i go on, i have 1 story in the stories section and the events page is up and running- back to my blogness; well, if u do feel that i have been a great downer on ur life, just tell me, ill understand, and if u wanna know truthfully why im writing this is because, im very very VERY depressed and my rents dont trust me anymore or respect me, and im writing for another reason, but am not going to state it, "he" wouldn't want me to...

but if u are reading this, spencer, i am truthfully sorry for everything and if u want, ill just simply go away, i mean, it would prolly not help just u, but everyone that have had to delt with me, and my appearance in their lives

~peece out- PLUR

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TUESDAY, september 2, 2003- 8:35 PM

well, i made the rest of the pages and i have a guestbook and a comment thing, so SIGN ON!!!!



~*peece out*~

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MONDAY, september 1, 2003- 6:21 PM

Hi! Well, this is my first entry of the web HURRAY!!! well anyways, this is my new site, the name will change throughout the seasons, so "the blaze rebellion" is gonna be the name for fall! Well anyways, today, i had nothing to do, so i made this site, and changed around my room, geez, things go by pretty slow when all ur friends are gone, mowing lawns and in other cities and states-_- So anyways, im going to the fair next week, and my water dog died today:( he'll be missed.
so in the pics, ill have some of my water dog bubbles. well he WAS an old fish, 6 yrs old to be exact, and he just evolved! so i guess that meant that he was going through the change in life and that he was meant to die today, but the wierd thing is that i fell asleep after i found out and i had a dream that i was burying him and all of a sudden, he says "dont bury meh, im still alive," so i woke up and i looked at the spot where my mom set him and he was still dead, so i guess he was trying to say goodbye to meh in a way, that he was descending on a stairway to heaven or something, so, yea. But another cool thing is that my long lost friend, Joe, that i havent seen in about a yr or 2 just emailed meh! so i guess he wants to keep in touch now:|... oh yea, and to all u that know about my kinky hair, i got it relaxed today! so now, it can almost pass as real straight hair! look out mac;) im 2x hotter than before!well thats all i have to say, so, signing out,


~bLaZe^.~