oh my god...oh my god...OH MY HOLY SNAPPING DUCK SHIT GOD
Mood:  flirty
Now Playing: Aliens exist - Blink 182
Topic: I think im fallen
Oh My God, I think im falling, hard for this guy. i met him a few weeks ago online, and we have talked on the phone and chatted online everynight. He is the sweetest thing...hes like my perfect guy...everything, looks.... everything. It has to be to good to be true...it has to be...he is beyond amazing...beyond amazing...

His name is robert, he is 24 from wagga. he is coming to see me in a few weeks...coz he says he likes me too..its so weird...i dont know what to do. i know its not right liking someone ive never met properly...but i cant help it. Melly...help me...

hmmm My Deragened Thoughts
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Time After Time - Cindi Lauper
Topic: maybe i am crazy...
I lay here and I feel dead. My insides are empty. You look corrupt. Its been 48 hours since Iv had any drug. Besides the nicotine from the pile of cigaette butts growing beside me. My mind is like a little dank room. I wonder how long this place existed. Thats right, my whole life. Shrieks from other people impale my brain waves. I search desperatly for where they come from. Are they really the other people or just my own head again. No, its just my head. My thoughts erase themselves upon the paper. Thats why Im here. I signed my name in blood. I gave it all up. No, i lie i tried and failed. My whole life is a fail. I know what they would say. I need to give up, to get out of my fucking head. Would you want to be in here with derranged thoughts?

He he he...ho ho ho
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Cake - sheep go to heaven, goats go to hell
Well, it seems my little princess has found me, took you long enough!!!! hehehe

Anyways last night, i had a chat to a mate, and he kissed me, and we had a "fiarly good time". Now, he hasnt stopped messaging me all day and well, i might just go out with him....

BUT

i think i am doing it coz i want to get over jamie. Is that bad?

He he he...ho ho ho
Mood:  crushed out
Now Playing: Cake - sheep go to heaven, goats go to hell
Topic: My new...guy ....kinda...
Well, it seems my little princess has found me, took you long enough!!!! hehehe

Anyways last night, i had a chat to a mate, and he kissed me, and we had a "fiarly good time". Now, he hasnt stopped messaging me all day and well, i might just go out with him....

BUT

i think i am doing it coz i want to get over jamie. Is that bad?

hehehe
Mood:  silly
Now Playing: i like the way you move
Melly smelly you know what this is about!!!!!!! hehehe hahaha

just something to think about
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: some country shit
So Cut My Wrists And Black My Eyes. So I Can Fall Asleep Tonight, Or Die. Because You Kill Me. You Know You Do, You Kill Me Well. You Like It Too, And I Can Tell. You Never Stop Until My Final Breath Is Gone.
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Got A Single Silver Bullet
Shot Right Through My Heart.
To Prove I Can Survive, Without you.

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Have you had your weetbix?
Now Playing: Jebidiah - Harpoon
Well im flirting again! go me! hehe. Well my weekend was quite interesting....i went to my mates place, we drank a liter of vodlka in about 2 hours...went out, picked up about 20 ramndom guys, got drinks out of them all....it was great....Oh yeah and i drove to seaspray at 7am, in some guys car, pissed. Yep had a good one. but you know, i really did have a good weekend. no bitchyness, not a bad word said.

love
Nomes oxox



ps - bonnie lost her licence!!!

hehe who who
Mood:  mischievious
Now Playing: behind these hazel eyes - Kelly Clarkson
Well, right now i am talking to a mate rodney. Hes lovly, always been nice to me and shit, but now...hes flirting with me.

And im scared.
Why i hear you all say?

Because Nomes here...little old me, Is enjoying it. Yes i am flirting like mad back.

And i do hear your screams of terror, telling me to log off the computer, but i kinda like it, the attention of another. Its nice. i havent had that much male attention of late, and it very nice to kknow someone finds me flirtable. LOL I've had plenty of female attention of late, but its not really the same.

anyways im going to wrap things up....
love,
Nomes xoxo

Ok - Reasoning for all the Entries!!!
Mood:  don't ask
Now Playing: Shine - Shannon Noll
Well, The reason i have so many entries today is because this is now my blog and i still wanted the shit from my old blog so i just transfered it all over to this one :). i liked all my odd shit, and i thought "Well, i may as well shove it here". So there is my reasoning!

How Could This Happen To Me?

Untitled (How Could This Happen to Me?)

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded
By the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?