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Welcome to SDP's pit of self-pity.
I'm a 17 year-old loser who lives in Australia. I have no confidence.
My fear of rejection is the reason I have no girlfriend, as not a single relationship I have seen has ever 'worked out'. From my Mother & Father, Brother & his ex, step-brother and his ex, to my friends. In every one of these relationships it was the male who suffered the psychological pain and suffering, so I subconsciously keep myself detached.
The one time I was about to ask her out after building up my bravery for a month, it turned out that she had gotten herself a boyfriend. because of this (and more) I became incredibly depressed and nearly took drastic measures, but the knowledge that people would consider losing me a bad thing kept me going. While I can't actually be romantically involved with her, at least I can watch the beauty that is That Person... (no prizes to anyone who guesses which KGB character is based on me)
June 12, 2002, 12:18 am
Ha. What was I thinking. I was trying to be all moody and mysterious...hell, I still am.
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