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My SongJealous. . .I sometimes feel
A little jealous in my thoughts
Imagining that someone else
Could please you more than me.
It's just my insicurity
Acting up a Little bit, I guess. . .
Because I know I'm not
The most beautiful
The most enticing
the most fun, or the
most imaginative person
in the world,
But I do know this -
No matter
How much time goes by,
I can't imagine that
You'll never find another
Who will love you
With a beauty,
Passion and happiness
Like that which I feel for you. . .
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HOME. . .
People always say things like,
"Do you ever feel like getting away from it all?"
Away from the worries of the rush - about days
that always seem to be??
I know that I do. . .
I need somethings in my life
That is solid and secure
And some place that I can escape to.
Where I can close out any worries
and open up to more peacefull things.
I'm luckier than a lot of people
I guess, for I have found some place I can go,
Where my heart is always happy to be
And where I have someone I can turn to
Someone who is essential part of me
And best of all, is that all I have to do. . .
Is just come home to YOU! . . .
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THE LONELINESS. . .
Sometimes, I ask myself why?
Sometimes, I wanna run and hide
I'm just too tired.
Sometimes, I cried for no reason at all,
Sometimes, I cried from too much pain
I guess, it's the only way I can escape from the emptiness.
I'm wonderin', what would it be like,
To have a life, away from the worries.
To find peace of mind and not feel all the pain
I'm feelin' now inside.
People just don't know
How hard it is to pretend
That you're okay, when inside
you're hurting this way.
Sometimes I want to take away this mask
And let myself be me
Let them know I'm hurting too.
Cos' I'm tired of pretending
That I'm not affected
No matter how I tried to be strong
There's just a part of me
That tell, I need to cry sometimes
I need to let it out sometimes
No matter how I tried to hide the pain
It just shows sometimes.