I guess even before school
was over, I expected it.The
hot burning sun that June brought along was making me feel miserable.Heck, I usually love the heat and the summer.But that was not so during the mid-week of June of 2001.I was actually tired and inactive!And the week before, I was dreaming of the moment when school was
over and I could read my Bible, without interference from any homework
or studying for school.It
was what I wanted…and then the week came after school is over and I
was already too exhausted and too lazy!Sometimes, in the middle of our boredom, it’s hard to worship
God or have a clear focus on Him.Emotionally,
we might become apathetic.It’s
hard, and I would be the first to admit it.But in the middle of it all, when we don’t feel like reaching
for the Bible or work with deep theological issues, just remember: God
is there.
Dealing
with a loud mouth atheist for Christ sake?
And
what about living a life of danger,
Serving
as a crazy Bible-smuggler?
In
one sense I’m glad High School is over,
But
in the other, I have to wonder,
Where
is God going to take me in my life?
Will
I live a life of strife,
And
many struggle?
Or
will my life be mediocre,
Being
the same and routine,
It’s
okay; so long it’s with God’s planning…
By
Jimmy Li
Behind the Poem:
It’s June 27, 2001 when I wrote this poem.High school graduation was a week ago and everything seem so far
away.It was as if school
and the Christian club I was involved with were months and months ago.With my graduation, and turning eighteen several things
changed…in terms of serving God, I won’t be able to be smacked right
in a source of two thousand teens at school in which I had unlimited
amount of people to try to make an impact for Christ on.In a way, that brought some sadness to me.It has been two extreme years in High School of outreach and
all…and now, it’s finally over.In the end, all the pain, the mockery and the criticism was worth
it all…it was all in service for Christ.Now that it’s over, I’m left to wonder what’s going to
happen for the rest of my life…I still want to reach out to people and
share with them Jesus and I still don’t want to live a mediocre life.I want to serve Jesus badly. Argh!How I am frustrated at times!
One of the biggest factor to
my boredom during the latter half of June was the fact that the Internet
Service Provider I used, Net Zero, had a limit on the hours used per month
and I was out on those hours!Personally,
I felt it was my sister fault from using most of the hours.But what can I do?Boy
was I bored!Didn’t know
how much I was dependent on the Internet.And one of my favorite activities when I’m online is being on AIM
witnessing Jesus to people and being open for others to have prayer
requests or ask questions.But
one of the lesson that came from Net Zero down during June was the
reminder I had from God that sometimes, God takes away the thing that
captures most of our attention so that we may come to God and give Him our
attention.Maybe God has been
trying to grab your attention in your life.If so, I would really recommend you go towards Him and be
reconciled with Him.Oh
yeah—be sure to read the poem titled, “Luminous”.
I think this poem is
self-explanatory.Sometimes,
the boredom could really, really get so bad that the only thing to do is
to respond to it just like the mood that is carried in this poem.When you are feeling bad like this and hanging on the ends of the
rope, there’s only one thing to do: Hang on with Jesus Christ.
I wrote and prayed to God
that in this poem, God would speak to someone’s heart out there that is
reading this.That is what I
want more than anything else out of all these poems.Just for God’s light to shine on someone’s heart and let
whoever is reading this know that Jesus Christ died for our sins so we can
have God in our relationship in our life would be such a blessing for me.God’s love for us indeed is wonderful; Jesus Christ had to come
down and die for our sins, which is very real in order for God to look at
us not as a child of wrath, but His children, ones that would call Him
Lord and Savior and more importantly, be saved forever.So to all those whoread
this, I just hope you really think about this in your life, and come to
Him.
Well, boredom isn’t a one
time thing we defeat for good.But
hey, when it does pop back up again (and it will), I hope you remember
this poem that you read.Stop
for a moment and think about it; when you are really bored, do you usually
try to search for something you could do?And boredom usually does occur when we feel like there is really
nothing you can do!But just simply sharing Jesus can be a great way to pass dull
and idle moments.Yeah, there
might be thought such as, “I can’t…my friends would think I’m
weird” or “I’m afraid…” but hey, you want to know something?It isn’t that scary if you actually do it after awhile.Of course, I’m not saying we should all be yelling on top
of our lungs outside some friend’s house; tell it normally and with love
to that person.Most of all,
that dull and boring moment would have been put to use by telling people
about Jesus!
“More and more people find they cannot
live without…”
Then it listed techno things some
couldn’t live without.
Cell phones and pagers,
Heck, I’m surprise they didn’t
mention CD players.
The world we live in today is
“wired”,
One who’s not “in” with it might
get fired.
But after awhile I stopped and wonder,
Is this all the world has to offer?
Electro gags might be cool,
But who’s the fool,
To believe materialism is the point to
this world?
Is Macintosh Power book the thing to be
herald?
As a Christians I thought to myself
these things,
And wonder about what the world is
missing,
Without Jesus Christ, how much are you
“connected”?
Without Him, life’s purpose is vain
and hectic!
So I close off the yearbook with a sigh,
I’m so glad Jesus didn’t pass me by.
By Jimmy Li
Behind the Poem:
Mark Keppel High School’s yearbook
for the 2000-2001 school year had the theme of “Wired”.It was probably three weeks after getting my year book that I
started to stop looking at it…after all, I’ve been going through it
randomly for days even before I graduated.Well, I decided to look at it one night to understand the
reason behind the theme, “Wired”.But as I was reading the first couple of pages in the yearbook, a
thought came to my mind about the real “connection” that we really
need in our lives: That of being “connected” with Jesus Christ as Lord
and Savior of our lives.Well,
even though I was bored during that time in June, my mind wasn’t
completely gone!Somehow the
thought penetrated my mind that perhaps materialism is a big factor to
many of our dull and boring moments in life.For some reason, materialistic values dry us all up and we become
unappreciative.But I think
that something more than another Sony Play Station or a new DVD player can
fill this emptiness: Jesus Christ, the Son of God!