Dia
Mood:  blue
so im friends with this one girl named dia riite... and i started to like her jush the beggining of this month. then my best friend, stephanie, gets jelous cuhz she likes me. shes been likin me since the summer and i USED to like her... anyways, so i dont wanna keep anything from my own best friend, i tell her. i ask her if shes okay and she says yeah. i kept asking her over and over so that i knew for shure that she was REALLY okay... then we hung up...
the next thingi know, 5 - 10 minutes later... she calls be back.. crying... i asked why she was crying. and she sed cuhz shes hurt that i was gonna ask dia out. turns out, that she called up Dia and told her how much she liked me.. and sed that she wud be soo hurt if she sed yes.... dia cares for her and doesnt want her to get hurt.. so now she was gonna say no when i ask her out..
i sed, "i thought yoo were okay with it?" she sed she didnt want to stop me from doing the things i wanted... she really messed up my relationship with dia
i was pretty mad cuhz shes pretty much being selfish now... she has a boyfriend, why is she keeping me from getting a girlfriend???
later that day, my friends were all telling me that i have a right to be mad at her and everything, but they told me all these negative things about her that made me think that i dont want to be friends with her at all anymore.. so i told them that...
that shiet came back to biite me in the assss...
daym... cuhz later that night she called me up, saying that one of my friends called her up, and told her.. that i sed i dont wanna be friends with her anymore... i tried to appologize to her.. but she wudnt listen and hung up... i called up another one of my friends and told him to call up steff and talk to her about me... 10 mins later steff calls me back and says shes sorry..... i hella didnt wanna accept it the was she was acting and treating me... but i accepted...

sooo now.... i remain girlfriendless cuhz of her and saying sorry wont do shiet..... theres hella more details... and if more happens.. ill add .... thats it fer now.......