My own bones and bllod cause me Pain
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other than the fact that I have a really bad headache and I didn't do anything until after 4 pm.. I am pissed.
First off.. I hate being called. Its just plain and simple. I hate the phone. Theres a reason why I don't have a cell phone and its because, I hate using such devices. Its annoying.. and I always have to use my shoulder to hold it. If I had a wireless thingy then it would be different, but I just hate the thing aite?
Secondly, calling the hell out of my head while I have a headache pisses me off. I learned that today, and that is the only lesson I will get. Or not. Read the next paragraph.
Lastly, my parents are starting to contradict themselves. Its really annoying. My Dad starts off with `why didn't u go to tkd?` and then hes like `o u can bring the dog. eveyone will love her. But maybe we'll just leave her`. FUCKING HELL, make up for fucking mind. Just leave me alone. Then my sister can't unsnap her buttons.. didn't notice that, and so.. my dad goes on a rampage and yells at me. That was no big deal, but then my Mom commands me to put the dog away.. ok so I do that... and the next thing I hear is her conversation about me calling her so I can go out with Jason because of THE GULIT that is laid upon me for maknig him cancel MANY plans. GAWD. ((not that its a bad thing going out with him.. but feeling like shit all day... ok read the first thing I started to type)) So my Dad askes me a question.. and then I answer him and then look at my mom and she just contradicts what my DAD had just asked me... omg, I broke into tears.. FUCK YOU ALL. And now my mom and I are at a relationship at point ZERO. I can't stand it.
And now typing all of this... just hurts even more.. FUCK YOU ALL. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. this time of the year.. everyone is soo active, well I have one thing to say.. and thats just to leave me alone. I don't want anymore stress or else my MONO will come out and I'll be left like shit. LEAVE ME ALONE. god damn it.
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