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31. still beyond words ...i never would have expected this change in me. .it is the complete change of some
ideas and conditionings i had with everything associated with HK, i had
such hard time going to school in HK, all the bullying and all drove me
out of HK, but last time, just one meeting the deep peace that engulfed
me all the way through out the meeting just dissolved all that for me,..
in the end, all the love i felt,.. was without words and still is beyond
words... YanSing
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