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Welcome to my little spot on the web. Who am I? An 18 year old college student with too much time on her hands and not enough brain cells to turn off the computer. Here you can find the nitty gritty details of my life dotted with excessive and more then likely inflated sufferings ...
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wFriday, November 23, 2001 |
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Turkey Withdrawals
The day of overeating has passed us, and yet I am still in its grasp. My mind is repeating the same stupid refrain: HE WAS THERE… HE ACTUALLY CAME… I can’t help it—my brain is stuck on loop. I can get over the warmth in his hand, the hidden strength, when he shook my hand, perhaps wanting to do more..
I sigh now at my romantic whimsy. I know a romance between the two of us could never be. And yet I wonder- why is he so distant? Acting so shy in my presence? Unable to meet my eyes and faintly blushing in my presence? Will I ever know?
Until then my heart beats, knowing his touch… ^.^
~Zumi
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Kol Wright at 11:46 AM Comments []
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wTuesday, November 20, 2001 |
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A night at the DC...
Today was a hectic day... I wasn't finished with my project for CW so I ended up taking off a class and working on it. I did get a nice stir fry in the DC, though, and critical aclaim for my poem in CW. Kumi and I tried to go to a concert tonight, but our attempt at socialization failed miserably when we discovered there was a fee *growls*. We made it back in time for Buffy, although Lor had taken control of our TV : )
I saw my dream guy again today... I couldn't talk to him, I was so scared. Guess I'll have to work up the nerve to head over to his room and say something before I leave tomorrow...
~Zumi
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Kol Wright at 8:32 PM Comments []
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wSunday, November 18, 2001 |
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Well, a second thought for the day. I found out I was accepted into Golden Kingdom RPG. I'm pretty happy about it, mostly because I love the character of Mara. She's the Knight of Rain, which is cool because that just happens to be my favorite of all the elements... well... fire's pretty cool as well : ) . Just wanted to put that in there. I also did a shrine for her too... clickie . Well, that's it for the night! Thanks Loran for fixing the FTP errors for me!!!! ~Zumi
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Kol Wright at 9:58 PM Comments []
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I got a new blog today. Yay... I think. Now, onto my scribblings ^.^
I feel so fearful now. Thanksgiving is almost upon me, the time of chaos in my family, where the haters and hatees rail against each other over turkey and yams. God forbid someone try and keep the peace-- then the hate turns on them, a wicked viper ready to destroy all that stands in its way. But that is not what ails me- I have learned, like all others in their families, to cope with this family gatherings. No, what ails me today is something far different-- Philip* will be there. His presence I cannot abied by. He is… truly a thorn in my side. I have failed him in so many ways, and now I must sit by his side and ignore my failings. I abandoned him when he needed me most- and now I find he has been drinking, maybe even doing drugs. My heart aches with my failure, my mind morns the loss of who could have been truly a match, my soul cries out, but I cannot listen. I am in too much pain… he is lost to me, as friend or more. Forever. No one can forgive me for my betrayl-- even if the only one to forgive is myself. ~Zumi
*Name, of course, changed to keep his identity a secret
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Kol Wright at 9:18 PM Comments []
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