this section is dedicated to my various thoughts and musings. it isn't necessarily a journal or diary, though it may sometimes encompass that function. i have chosen to update it on a more optional basis than a journal would allow, and i prefer the freedom that this format grants me. these are merely my thoughts, nothing more, nothing less. in much the same way as emotions, my opinions on any given matter may vary from day to passing day, so you would be best advised to take anything you read here with a grain of salt. this is not a bible of my personal feelings. this is not a means to understand the depths of my psyche. this is not a gateway to enlightenment or to a greater understanding. this is merely me.
		-- dark idology -- -- shout outs -- -- ephemeral --	below is an archive of all the rants, in order from oldest to newest.

-- life (05/13/01)
-- love (05/15/01)
-- liberty (05/16/01)
-- remontoir (05/21/01)
-- an emptiness depleted (08/17/01)
-- ...for nicole (08/28/01)
-- watch the weather change (10/17/01)
-- unbegotten (??-10/18/01)
-- percentile dysfunction (10/24/01)
-- if it makes sense... (11/02/01)
-- if it makes sense... pt.2 (11/02/01)
-- kissing chaos (12/05/01)
----- hate is a proximity of life --------------------------------------------------------- (2/16/02-2/18/02)
-- kill god (2/19/02)
-- blankface (2/28/02)
-- samaritan (3/06/02)
---- look-back ---------------------------------------- (6/07/02)
-- alnaschar's dream (10/31/02)