what is this feeling?
MY BIRTHDAY IS ON MONDAY!!!!! ok...aaaaanyways....For the first time in weeks, Im actually.....happy. Ive been saying how much i hate my life, but i realized something. My best friend IS my life, and I will NEVER hate her, so its not my LIFE that I hate, Its some of the DECISIONS that i have made. I hadnt smiled in weeks...but Ashley made me remember how. Without Ashley, my life would be a dark, blac hole. But she has brought light to my life...she IS my life. I love you ashley and thank you so much (I will always love the beach because of you!!)