Another Dasy another dollar
well another day gone by and still no pay from Marine Corps. Damn those military pay checks!!lol
Joe and I are still broke up with no real sign of getting back together. I guess I am starting to give up hope. We are supposed to be going to NC togeher still but who knows anymore. On the other hand I got asked out again today and slowly I think I might start saying yes to one of these dates. I mean what can it hurt right? I don't know... I still love Joe and all and do not want to be with anyone else but I am also not going to hold on to something thats not there. Well thats about it for me tonight another long day of work today and I gotta get some sleep :)

Life sucks
well I just found out that my BF is not comming now. It totally sucks I have been waiting all month to see him again and now he can not make it. I know its not his fault but I can not help but to feel hurt or let down. Hopefully things work themselves out. Tjis long distance thing blowes big time but I still think we can make it work!!!!! well thats it for now I'm off to look at a new apartment!!

JOE BABY
Well tomorrow my BF is finally getting to come and visit me!!! I can not wait its been a month since I have seen him last and I am so excited.
Also today I was able to get in touch with a old friend from Ireland. We have indirectly been friends for 10 years now!! How cool is that!! well its time for bed just got of work.. Night!!

HAVE YOU SEEN MY MONEY???
Well its been 2 months since I left the Marine Corps and I just cant get away from it all. I am still dealing with pay problems of many kinds. You would think that after searving your country for 4 years and going to War that the government would be glad to give you your last paycheck but I have found out different. I know I can not be the only person dealing with this situation. The thing is what if I was dependent on this last pay for my home? I could be homeless with out the money if I was not so lucky to have family to stay with. Well again I am off to find my money!!!

MY PHOTOS
Hey I just got my picture up its the link labled MY PHOTOS check it out !!!!

JOE
Hey baby!! well I know you are not near me but I want you to know how much i miss you and can not wait to see your smile again!! I'm your forever.

First time
Ok so I just set this thing up and I am not sure how it works but I guess I will soon find out :)