Today was ultimately boring. Erin and I woke up at, like, 11:30 because Heather called looking for her. We played street golf (more like lawn golf, seeing as it's Saturday and the roads were hella busy..and there were people across the street) and smashed up 242345734 AOL disks. Haha, fuck you AOL. :) She left around 3 or so to go to Noelle's party and I just sat around. My parents went to a Pawsox game and Niki pretty much stood me and Erin up for Chester..again. So hi.

Hill's little brother Zack is a jerk. He's been online ALL freakin' day and she wasn't even on 20 minutes when he said he wanted the comp. So whatever. Lis and I are just waiting for her to come back.

Alex is talking to me. Apparently I'm the only one of my friends still talking to him. That's because I made it clear that I don't want a relationship with him (I never date younger than me) and if he hurts my friends terribly, I'm gonna rip off his cock. He's annoying, offensive, and terribly rude. And way too horny for his own good. *blank stare*

This bra hurts. *scowl*

I find that I update this almost every time I update my site. Noyce.

I had a dream last night that Brad got another gf. Katie Brasill told me and I was just floored. We sat under a big wooden box and talked about it. In the end he kissed me. Then the phone rang. It was Heather. *scowls again* But just the feeling that Brad's still got that invisible hold over me. I feel as if I should be ready for another bf by now. Ready to get on with my life. It's been about a year and a half since we broke up. Yes I've liked guys since then, but none enough to forget Brad for. Okay, that's a lie. Nick. But Nick's got his own agenda now and we're too good of friends. Ryan, the driver's ed kid, however..he's worth it. Yes, he's younger than me, but he's dignified. He's got this "strong, but silent" aura about him. And he plays lacrosse. *giggle*

Ben Franklin is haunting Gifted's house, no matter what anyone says.

*yawns a bit* I was talking to Brad's sister earlier. I asked if she was excited to be coming and she said yes..but then she apologized. She signed off before I had a chance to ask. My guess is that she feels as if she'll be like a third wheel to Brad and I. Erin volunteered to hang out with her. I don't want Kaleena to be a third wheel. She's too cool for that. I've said before that I think she's cooler than Brad. But that's because she doesn't ask if I said she smelled every 5 seconds or doesn't say useless shit. Now, it's not that I don't like Brad anymore. He's my best friend, how can I deny him that? But he acts like such a guy sometimes and less like a human that it's so frustrating. I can't necessarily just say "Stop acting like a guy" because I annoy him sometimes. We do have a lot in common, like not drinking coffee and wearing socks to bed. Okay, that's just two things, but the list does go on. *hugs knees to chest* I just feel bad.

*licks lips* They taste like salt. *shrugs and continues to lick them*

"Mom, they think I'm funny!"~Joel Madden

I'm gone.