NW i think so. Ghost sounds good. Strange though - the bed creaked when it sat down on the side. No sounds as it left. And if it was a ghost, wouldn't i have been shivering? (cold?)





All i hated was college. All i wanted was a place to live.



What the fuck am i doing ? Why am i letting this happen. The two dragons just wait for me to make my decision. They dont know what's going to happen either.

I emailed Alivra (though im still baffled how to pronounce her name). Lets see how she is...



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Im lonely.



*feeling like a freak on a leash...............feeling like i have no release............as soon as i have felt this disease, ..........nothing in my life is free...........is free........* (Korn)