Guilty Pleasures

Title: Guilty Pleasures
Pairing: Brian/Nick/AJ/Kevin
Author: Jules
Feedback: Yes Please
Rating: R
Disclaimer: I'm not assuming that this happened.. I just like to imagine it did...

CHAPTER 9

~Brian~

OH MY GOD!!! WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON??? Where did AJ come from? I’m too turned on to be fully embarrassed and can only feel the delicious sucking of his mouth all around me. I'm biting my hand to keep from screaming out like I want to. God this feels so good. I hear him moan and I can’t hold on any longer, cumming hard into his mouth, down his throat.

When I finally stop shaking he stands up in front of me and kisses me long and hard, making sure I taste myself on his tongue. I slip my hand into his shorts and feel a stickiness, immediately knowing that he came while sucking me off. That makes me feel so powerful, so good. To know that just getting me off gets him off. "I thought you were sleeping?" I moan quietly into his mouth.

"Yeah I figured." He pulled back and smiled at me causing me to blush. It’s then I remember what I was doing when he found me. I was now fully embarrassed. Realizing the seriousness of the situation I pulled away from him and rushed back down the hall to where our room was. I heard him utter a deep sigh and begin to follow me. "Brian. Get back here."

"AJ. I don’t want to talk about it." I mutter walking into the bathroom. Before I can shut the door he stops it with his hand and forces his way in. I can’t even look him in the eye. What was I thinking?!

"Well I want to talk about it."

"Why?"

"Because, this is going to be a problem the entire time we’re here." He’s looking at me pensively, like he’s thinking about what he’s going to say next. I don’t honestly think he’s mad at me for listening to Kevin and Nick, but how would he feel if he knew what I was thinking, what I wanted to do? "So we’re going to get it out in the open and you can start to enjoy yourself." He stared at me and I looked away. "Look at me Brian. Fucking LOOK AT ME!"

The tone in his voice startled me and I looked at him. He didn’t look mad. In fact he looked sympathetic, loving. "What is it that you want?"

I didn’t understand what he was getting at. "What?"

"I see the look in your eyes, the way your breath catches. What do you think when you see them? When you hear them?" He had walked towards me and was now directly in front of me, his hands had found their way to my hips and he’d pulled me against him. Shit. He was hard. Shit. I was hard. I took a deep breath and started to tell him everything.

~AJ~

I needed to know what was on his mind. He always keeps this little piece of himself hidden from me, doesn’t tell me things because he’s afraid of what I’ll think. That I'll think less of him. He has no problem telling me he likes to be spanked, that he likes me to talk dirty to him and call him my bitch and my slut while I’m fucking him, but he has a problem telling me that he’s secretly fantasizing about Nick and Kevin fucking. Sometimes I wondered what was wrong with him.

I saw his eyes cloud over and he was getting ready to tell me. Tell me everything. "You want to know what was going through my mind? What I want?" His voice was soft and I could tell he was nervous.

"Baby, tell me. Please. I want to know what your fantasies are. It won’t bother me."

"It’s just... I see them and it makes me so hot. I want to be a part of it. Nick and Kevin and..."

"And you baby? You want a threesome with Nick and Kevin?" As I said this he shook his head and bit his lip erotically. "No.. A threesome with Nick and Kevin and you Alex."

I was a little confused. Me? Softly I kissed his lips and felt him moan. "I don’t understand."

He looked at me and smiled. "I want to watch Kevin and Nick fucking, but them fucking you. The three of you all together while I sit in the corner and just watch. Just listen." To say I was surprised was an understatement. "Ummm." I didn’t know what to say to that.

He visibly flinched and tried to retreat away from me. "See. I knew you’d think it was too weird...that you wouldn’t understand."

I grabbed ahold of him and wouldn’t let him go. "Bri. Stop." He looked at me with confusion in his eyes. "Oh my god baby. You don’t know..." I leaned up and kissed him hard, our tongues playing with one another. "God...I want that so much too. I didn’t know how to tell you but that’s what I want. To be with Nick and Kevin at the same time but for you to be watching. Getting off with us."