Title: One Little Touch
Series: Our Wicked Ways
Author: Aceetha/Dawn
E-Mail: shyspyke@toowicked.com
Disclaimer: This is pure fiction. Nothing in this story happened. I don't know the BSB's. If I did I wouldn't be sitting here writing this alright.
Rating: PG for now, NC-17 later.
Class: Slash
Pairing: Nick/Brian
Summary: One little touch leads to so much thinking.
Notes: Starts out in early Spring of 2000, with the second leg of the Millennium Tour in the US. I don't know all the venues and dates, so I made that up. This part is a little short, sorry about that.
The time is coming closer and closer. We are about to go on stage and perform I Want It That Way, out last song of the day. I walk up next to Brian and smiles at him. He smiles back, and I can feel my heart skip yet another beat.Leighanne isn't here. She had to take Tyke to the vet, so she'll meet up with us in Ft.Lauderdale, which is where we are going next. But that is a whole two days away. Two more days I have Brian to myself.
I can hear the screams getting loud as we enter the stage again. The music starts, and Brian is starting to sing his verse. I'll have to pay attention. More than once I have been so caught up in him that I nearly forgot to sing. I walk over to Brian as I start my verse, and put my arm around his shoulders, smiling at the cameras in the crowd between my words. Brian leans against me for just a moment, before Kevin comes over, and I know it't time to walk around to the other side of the stage.
*****
I can see him glancing over at me just before we go onstage. I know it doesn't mean anything, but yet I think of it as glances on a secret crush. A definition which goes well with my own feelings towards him. It's a crush now, and I am afraid it is becoming more. I think of him more and more, and I am looking forward to the following hours, when we will be alone in the washing room.
I shake myself out of my daydreams before they get out of line, I have one more song to do. As I walk on the stage I am longing for the moment Nick will put his arm around me. He always does, during his part in the first verse. He starts to sing right on que, sometimes he seems to be a bit slow, and here he comes, walking towards me. His arm goes around me, and for a split second I can't help it, I have to lean into his arms.
It feels so good, so right, and right then I wish it would last forever. I forget all about Leighanne, thank God that Tyke got a bit sick, for now I will be able to have more time with Nick.
I can see Kevin coming over, and I know that Nick will go away now. I have to fight a whimper that wants to come out of my mouth as I feel the warmth of his body leave mine.
*****
As we walk out of the dressing room I stop and wait for Brian. This is it, now we will finally be able to spend a little more time together. I have been toying with the idea of kissing Brian all day, but I know that I can never do that, I can never let that happen. But at least we can wresle a little. Before I was always afraid of my own reactions if I touched him, but I don't care anymore. I need his touch, and I need it now. If it's only a hug or a fight, I'll feel him close to me.
"Yo Nick, wait up" I hear from behind me. It's Brian.
"What do you want Rok" I say playfully, to let Brian know what kind of mood I'm in.
"It's laundry day, remember Kid. You got yours ready?"
"Yeah" I say, and lift up my bag with dirty clothes.
"Cool. I've got mine as well. Lets head right for the washing room alright?"
"Yeah"