Chapter 3
~*Livi*~
Me and Dan walked hand in hand silently.
« Liv? » he asked calmly.
« Yea? » I raised my head,
« Did something happen with Ry? »
My heart beated faster suddenly.
« No » I lied.
« You sure? I mean I know you two kinda hate each other but… »
I stopped him.
« No Dan… Nothing happened. »
« Oh Okay then… »
A big silence came between the two of us.
« Listen sweetie, I’m really tired today so… What do you say if I see you tomorrow morning? » I finaly decided to pull down the tension.
« Oh well okay. Since you’ll be with us for our next tour that’s okay! Anyway, if you’re tired I obviously understand! »
He always understands. Isn’t he so sweet?
« You’re nice. Love you babe. »
I leaned my head to meet his lips and surrendered his shoulders with my arms. He took me close and we kissed deeply.
When I got out of his embrace, I sent him a little smile and got up my house’s stairs. I entered and spied him by the window. He stared at my house for some minutes. I knew he had felt I was lying. I loved him dearly. And we knew each other for so long and so well. I saw a sad look on his face and I suddenly felt guilty. I sighed and got up to my room. I couldn’t stand to see him sad. I lay on my bed and closed my eyes. I kept on remembering when Ryan kissed me. It was stronger that my will. I couldn’t stand it anymore. I took my phone and dialed Ryan’s number.
~*Ryan*~
I was sitting comfortably on my couch, watching T.V. I wasn’t listening and I didn’t give any attention to the program which was playing. I had made popcorn but I wasn’t hungry.
Suddenly, the phone rang. I wasn’t waiting for anyone to call and I thought it could be my mom. Sometimes she calls when she’s gonna be late. I picked up the phone.
« Hello.. » I said in the recever.
I didn’t get any answer so i repeated louder.
« Uhm… Hey Ry… »
I was astonished.
« Livi? » I asked, not believing she had the guts to call me after that evening.
« Yea. » she just answered.
A huge smile appeared on my lips and I closed the T.V.
« I’m glad you’re not mad at me. Thanx to call »
« No prob I guess. So whatcha doing? » she asked shyly.
« Talkin’ to you on the phone. » I joked.
She laughed.
« And also? »
« Nothing else. Just concentring on your voice. »
She just laughed nervously and I smiled.
« Look » I started, « I’m alone and I’m bored. Why don’t you come home to chill out? »
I hoped it wouldn’t be too much for her. She must have took over her will to call me.
« Well… I was tired but I’m less so… »
I closed my eyes, wishing she’d agreed.
« That’s Okay Ry, I’m coming »
« Great I’ll wait for you! » I said.
When I hung up, a big smile came to my lips. Did I want them to break up because I hated her so much… or was there an other reason… ?
*Later
I had chose some movies and made other popcorn when the door bell rang.
I hurried up and answered.
« Hey.. » she said slowly.
I just smiled.
« You can enter… »
She thanked me and entered just before I close the door behind her.
« Your mom’s home? » she wondered.
« Naa, she had a supper with some of her friends. »
« Oh… »
We stayed without saying anything for a while until she put her hand on my shoulder. She was full of affection. I realized she liked body contacts. I knew at this moment why Dan liked her so much.
« Look Ry, I’m sorry… I still don’t know why you did this but, I was so glad we were friends now. I don’t wanna lose this… so let’s forget about this afternoon okay? »
I nodded with a grin as she was letting her hand slide on my arm. She smiled back and we entered the living room. I waited to see where she would sit down and sat next to her, putting my arm on the couch’s back.
We laughed and talked for hours, not really watching the movies. We had a lot of fun.
« Liv, I kissed you because I felt like doing it. » I finally said while we were both speechless. She became all red.
*Olivia*
I knew I was blushing but I couldn’t help it. Ryan wasn’t the most romantic guy on earth, but he had some charm. I half-smiled.
« And I feel like kissing you again. » he said as he was leaning his head again to kiss me.
I saw his eyes closing just before his lips met mine and I closed my eyes too. He reached my lips with his tongue and put it in my mouth. This kiss was so deep. And so long. I just couldn’t stop. I decided to put one of my hands on his thigh and fondled his cheek with the other. I didn’t wanna admit it to myself, but I was attracted by him for years.
We couldn’t say that I loved him, but we could say he was making me horny.
He started to kiss my neck and went until my ear to whisper,
« I want you so bad. »
I smiled and lay down on the couch. I pulled him on me and kept on kissing him.
Suddenly, he stopped me and looked deeply and sweetly in my eyes. He looked at his hand as he was putting it on my stomach. He started to go nearer of my breast but I sat down.
We looked at each other, astonished by what we had just done. He quickly took out his hand off of me but asked,
« Wanna come in my room? »
He made me puppy dog eyes and I couldn’t resist.
Chapter 4
~A Step To Hate, A Step To Love~ #3