I haven't written in the longest time..Not even on paper. So its odd to be back, and to be writing again. Well, now I'm living in Miami Beach. Its absolutely beautiful. The sight has to be a glimpse of what heaven is, if it does actually exist. Living here has had its ups and downs. I've grown alot as a person, I feel. Its sad though, to come to the realization, that the people who might have walked with you in the beginining of the growing transition, suddenly don't want to be there anymore. I'm specifically thinking of one individual. One individual who was my inspiration, when i didn't see hope. Who wiped the tears off my face with their laugh. Who persuaded me that their friendship was worth more than any drug would ever be. You think that friends would be there always..well actually I thought that. And it makes me want to cry, because I feel I've taken this individuals friendship for granted. But what can I do but wait. Wait and hope, and maybe somehow make this person see the hope too, like they made me see. You will be my example, my past, and my lesson. I will wait and see, and learn from you, the answer to the question; does love really conquer everything?