(Diary Entry)

Yet another bad dream, I'm really getting tired of having these everynight.

I was sleeping in my dream and woke up..

i realized i was late to a wedding so i grabbed some clothes and went...i was wearing a white shirt and khaki pants...i got pissed at my mom and one of my sisters cuz no one woke me up..

everyone was dressed really nice but me and my family..

then when the couple were leaving i stopped them and looked into the limo..

i asked why the guys seat belt cost more than the girls..

then driver started telling me and all of a sudden i was in the limo and the guy and girl were gone..

but a few friends of mine were there..

the driver handed my a map and said i could pick where i wanted to go..

i picked an island that had a lake in the middle u could drive over..

we got there and i saw that in the lake there were black horses with wings swimming around the edges..one big circle...then i got out of the car and there were these mini ostriches running around trying to get into the car..i walked around and saw that there were lots of trees...but the trees had hands...i had a walking stick and they kept grabbing it..

then i saw m&ms running around with arms and legs..like the ones on the commercials..the driver came up to me and said i had to help them keep the monster out..

so iw as stacking rocks up by some doors when one opened ..a monster came out... he grab me and pulled me thro the door into a room and stabbed me in my side with a straw..he started sucking the straw and said he was trying to get my breath out of me to give him more power..

=o/ odd dream...

ostrich: trying to avoid something

wedding/marriage:represents a blending of the intellectual ans intuitive parts of self..a uniting of bringing together of ideas..ppl..and aspects of self

white: truth purity light of god, protection. guidance

brown/khaki: grounding

limo: enourmous potential

lake: more calming than ocean,get centered and clean up emotional life

horse: freedom power, sexual energy

candy: treat...need extra energy

hand: feeling expressive part ofself...look within reach to others and to GOD if hands reaching..(the hands grabbed) but i dont know what that means

rocks:strength..grounding..personal power

straw:learning to direct emotions from what the meanings say..it has to do with emotions, guess im gonna have to think some..

till next time..

...me