Mood: hug me
Now Playing: You & Me- JKwan
SO scared, i just wanna disappear. so many options but i cant do anything. as i feel the need to keep going the only thing i feel moving is the tear down my cheek. as it keeps going i wanna reach for that blade. once again i gotta deal with my emotions and im so scared. if only i had a scar to look at as my shield. i look out at the earth nothing but a flat field... theres nothing to hide in or behind... nowhere a person will be kind. Forward theres nowhere to go and im too far ahead to turn back now so instead im stuck here ticking like a bomb... tick, tock, tick tock where can i go? tick tock tick tock....