Struggle
In order to achieve something great, you have to run through struggles, obsticales and adversity... I don't know what do expect... but hopefully i'll leave the true sense of the word struggle... what's really really good... You ready to do this??? ok then, holla back... ~1~

I learned about patience when…
I have to sit back and observe this college thing... Knowing when to wait foryour turn... When pain is being inflicted... have to understand that it is something temporary.... What's really good

I don't learn about paitents when i am about to have sex... and i rush into the action... thinkin' she is going to change her mind... Does someone not respect her body if your get sex on the first or second day... what's really good? The first time always feels the best... the first time my cock was on hard.... and i put on the magnum... and slid right in... feelin' is trumendous... the first time i kissed denisha... the first time i kiss janine.... the first time i fingered someone... the first time i got head... the first time i kissed. the first time i felt a factor and winning a game... feelin' like the go to guy... Man ur rome to the mother fuckin' ellous... stop slackin' mayne!!!

One New Year’s resolution I did not keep?
My New Years resolutions are: For the new semester. 1.Type notes after class. Carpe dieum ~ seize the day Write in journal Don’t stress your self out so much 1. I have been slackin'... i need to stay after class and do this. in spanish... i sometimes type and write... in religion i always type.... in bio... i sometimes type... but i write most of the time. in Psych i mostly type... so i think i'm good with this resolution. 2. Seizin' the day, i have been definitely lackin'... how am i gonna lack this in my pimppin'... this might conflict with another new years resolution: being faithful to my boo. 3. I have been slackin' in my journal just a little bit... but i always seem to get back on track. 4. i haven't gotten to the part where i let school stress me out so much.... :-\ but when i do... i'ma make sure i take deep breathes? holla at me

First impressions
This can be very deceiving in a way. If i act like a thug then these hoes gonna think i'm a thug... if i act like a sophisticated person... i will be treated like one... Business attire is what will always hire a person. I always want have a positive impression... i don't want people thinkin' i'm wack or a softy either... what's really good with that? Well, this ur boy signin' off... Let make every impression a good one. holla at me..... early!!!

Recognition
I am not getting the type of recognition that i deserve for my basketball abiliaty... i want niggas to pick me up because they know how much of a factor i can be... why niggas thinkin' i suck? huh? i don't suck. Some niggas cannot see me... but they really think they can... some niggas cannot hold me... but they really think they can... wtf, wtf.wtf, wtf.... i need my swaggar back... my ankle is comin' back and gonna be ok soon.. watch out niggas.

Explorational Sexual Horizons
Well, this is a subject that i was suppose to touch up upon a while back ago. Well... My boo-bee was going though so much stress, to the point where she was being very hostile towards me. i wanted to find out the purpose of her freshness, because i didn't like it very much. Well... i always wanted my girl to be up front with me. Tell me why i came to find out, while i was being the sweet man that i am, tellin' her how i wanna hold her and kisser and all that other bullshit... she told me straight up that she wanted some dick... that caught me by surprise, because i never expected her to say something like that. And i was very happy that she started being real with me. So i told her when i see her again i'm going to give it to her in her favorite position. Can this finally be it, she wants this love making as much as i. I just hope i don't open her up to a point where she begins to get bored with me. Holla back. ~1~ early!!!!

Rape?
What's really good... remember the movie, boys don't cry. Well last week or so, i just got this idea at my school... that these girls down here that act like niggas, need to be raped just like they did that girl in boys don't cry. And i was having the vision of me doing it. :-\ well, that's mean... but i'm sayin'... that's just one of the thoughts that i had... I swear i wanna see them they way they were before the became dike...

Holla at me early!!!

Grade A+
No more settlin' for less... I kno it's been a minute, but i gots to fucks with prime bitches that always look good... cutie in the face and shit... No fat ugly bitches... These girls i'm in sure for is rare... they get so much from other niggas. What do i have to offer them... plus i'm not all that cute, plus my game is wack... so ain't nothin' gonna really pop off. so i better be happy with what i got. nahmean? But i'm not gonna be afraid to approach if a nigga is lookin' good-n-shit. remember... no more failed chances. holla at me, Early!!!

ÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓÓ
Man, oh man, oh man... You know the phrase that goes, "it's better to have loved and lost, then to have never loved at all... it should be it's better to not have loved at all instead of livin' with regret... because that is how i feel right about now... i feel like i should of never dropped. Damn... it just isn't the same... it doesn't feel right... and i want certain people to acknowledge me instead of them lookin' down at me. It came to a point in the process where i wanted to stop... i shouldn't have... i should of kept going.. of course your gonnawant to drop... it's all part of the process. Now i can't ever read something without thinkin' about them. All I could think of in the library was being a sigma, it was conflicting with my reading and all... i slept on the thought of being a sigma... i really wish i crossed. and focus all my pain to those that hazed me... i mean i would feel it... but if they were to hit me... they would feel it also... but i guess i was looking for easy ways out of things. oh well. who do i think i am... well... i don't i wanna do it again in the fall but i don't wanna go through the pain... we'll see what happenes.

Bad habbits
Well for this new year there is a bad habbit i'm definitely going to stop... i been tryin' to quit this bad habbit foras long as i can remember. I'm burned stuff and deravaled tapes ect. For the 2004, I'm really done for good.... a habbit that started when i was in 6th or 7th grade... damn... 1997-2003 six fuckin' years... can't believe it.. that's a lot of stun growth... Well.. i'm off to bed... even though i get horny... i guess that is just somethin' i'm gonna have to deal with out... until i get a chance to bang out those walls. Holla at me, early