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Solemn Night
I can feal it
Dark and Deep
Coming closer
To haunt my sleep
My soul is gone
Burned and beat
Beating away,
My heart is bleak
The solemn night,
Brings such fright
That my own darkness
Must fight the dark night
And now i walk
The midnight path
I hear a whisper
Death at last
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Tears Of Pain
These tears of mine
They flow as blood
And rush threw me
Like a raging flood
They feed my sadness
My sorrow, and pain
Surround me with darkness
And light me aflame
They form at the well
Of my anguish,so stained
Push out my laughter
And fill me with shame
Why do i cry them,
My tears of strife?
Because they release me
From my lonely life.
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Smile
When all seems down
And all seems lost
My soul starts to drowned
And I think of you
And I smile
My grin keeps growing
My heart gives a sigh
I see you there
Flying so high
And I smile
I hear your voice
Start up a song
My voice joins in
Its been to long
And I smile
Our melody flies
Up and away
Into the sky
And never fades
And I smile
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Burst
My heart is bursting
With love and light
It fills my soul
And clouds my sight
She is my half
That other me
That fits each piece
And sets me free
She makes me laugh
She makes me mad
She makes me cry
And makes me glad
I think of her
Day and Night
In my dreams
My star so bright
My hope is this
Simple and true
that you will love me
And I love you
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Found By You
You found me lost
Within a tangle of doubt
Wondering, waiting, to be found
You found me lost
Wanting to be loved
You cradled my shyness
I swear, you were sent from above
You found me lost
But now im found
Your care is all I need
Your love is all I want
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River Of Blood
I stand in the river,
The river of blood
It rushes by me
Like a dark flood
The river is stained
With the blood of millions
I crave for more
The blood of trillions
I am the darkness
The everlasting night
The river my home
I quench the light
The dead shall rise
The seas shall roar
The darkness comes
Your earth no more
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Answers
I can see the light,
It seems so bright.
I can feel the night,
And taste its cold fright.
I sometimes wonder at life,
And its hard strife.
I somtimes ponder of time,
That is lost to rhyme.
But at night
When I am alone,
I know the the answers
And feel at home.
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Death's Knell
I knew one day that I was out of time
That death, not life, and sweet release were here
I asked myself, "Would I accept my fear?"
Or would I run away and hide my crime
Like many a whelp who can't withstand the tide.
Should I save my family from their tears?
Oh! I lament the day I felt the shears--
Upon the strands of life, the Fates Design
I find myself searching through memories-
Hoping, pleading to find all the answers
To the question of how to end my strife,
I think I know the solution to life.
Do you have an answer my friend? Pray tell.
I cry to heaven, as I sing Death's Knell
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In the faint morning light
I can see the dawn
The shimmering hughs so bright
Stretching over the sunkissed lawn
I wonder at the the spider
Clinging to his web
Hoping against hope
That this morning he wont be dead
It seems so strange
This gamble we call life
To hope, to love, and fear
Is this the meaning of strife?
The answers, I know not
But the path is clear
We fumble through this spiders web
And hold all that we hold dear--near
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Poem For The Dammed
Welling deep within
A feeling burns anew
It seems so appealing
Just to run you through
My heart stopped beating
For what seemed like years
I think my soul left me
It must have been my tears
I think I've finally seen
Those greener lands
I smiled when I saw them
And burned them with my own hands
This life of ours
It treats us wrong
It tempts us with our heart
And leads us so far along
I think I see them now
My demons, strong and old
They control my thoughts
And gleam with gold.
They promise me redemption
From this lonely life
They promise me fire
In which to send my strife
I'm sorry I ever loved you
You didn’t even know
But you played along
Just probably for show
That love is now gone
Replaced with deep despair
I fly through the caves of my heart
Burning beyond repair
At the last none of this matters
God will finally rend--
My soul from this body
And know no more of this, the end.
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Terrible Love
I heard a cry
One silent day
I saw the sky
And began to pray
"Why did you give us
This pain, this hurt
Why did you leave us
With love so burnt?
This love, terrible love
You gave to us
It beats to the rhythm
Of our horrible lust."
I looked once again
To the stars in the sky
Terrible love, I feal again
And began to cry
"How could a God
Who loves us dear
Curse us with a love
That inspires such fear?"
The answer is simple
As terrible and true
That love can conquer all
Even if it be you.
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Close Your Eyes
Close your eyes, my darling
Don't gaze upon my face
These scars, they do not matter
I beg thee, bless me with your grace
Close your eyes, my beauty
Shed no tears for me
My life, my love and happiness
I give them all to thee
Close your eyes, my dearest
And think no more of me
My pain, my hurt and loneliness
Forevermore shall be
Close your eyes, my love
And taste my darkest dream
I fall into that solemn sea
As the tears begin to stream
Now, open your eyes, my darling
And remember to forget
All the love I ever gave
It's as if we never met
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Truth's Cancer
Sometimes we find our answers
In the truth of a lie
To discern the meaning
Of our hearts design
I question the questioners
And the answerers answer
To discover the feelings
Of Truth’s Cancer
Yet the Truth alone
Content in its home
Is pervaded by disease
And surrounded by the ease—
Of this world’s sad daze
And the laziness that stains,
The morals of our generation
Can we face this fascination?
That a lie can hold truth and that Truth is a lie
Is the Unpardonable sin of Life
Yet the prayers we make
And the innocence we take—
Consumes us all with fear
For what of life and good?
It’s vaunted glory that’s withstood
The test of time and faith
Do we stand and die
For a war that’s a lie?
Or do we face the Answer
And be done with Truth’s Cancer
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Tired
I’m tired of being awake
Forced to feel this horrid ache
That we call life.
I know the creator of strife
Time has no meaning anymore
All the faces I see, seem to blur before—
My very eyes…
Do you see my silent cries?
Do I dance to the river of time?
Like puppets on strings of rhyme
Or do I force you to dance for me?
The master will never set a puppet free.
I fear that I am not enough
That gifts and talent is not the stuff—
That will make me who I want to be
Will the master ever set ME free?
I ask these questions as I dream
Sleeping away the endless stream—
Of thoughts of life and death
I’ve lost the ache of breath…
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Death's Window
In the window to my heart
I see her lying. So fair.
Cradling the love..
That I never new was there
I ache to feel accepted
To hold her in my arms
To deny the wretched loneliness
And reach for the stars
Across heart and mind, I move
Praying for release
Searching through endless mazes
Never finding precious peace.
I call out to her
Yearning for embrace
Finnaly, I find her
And view her beloved face
I place the dagger at my throat,
And cradle that priceless dove
Sliding the steel across..so sweetly
I meet my precious love
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