Reflection
Every day I feel so hollow
Sad, confused, so lost and shallow
Your never-ending reality
Telling me what I should see
What I should do and think and feel and be
You’re telling me to follow you
Don’t try to tell me what to do
If you do ill leave on cue
You take control and then were through
I feel so lonely, I feel so lost
Happiness comes at such a cost
I cannot have what I want
For my blade is very blunt
It seems the truth was just a lie
Like a kiss with open eyes
The love I feel is so misplaced
It seems that I’m so far from grace
What you see is what you get
For I will never change
And if you think you can alter me
You thoughts are now deranged
It always seems I cannot reach
Anything that has a peak
Always one step below the rest
Never knowing how to be the best
I’ve lived with the person my entire life
But whoever could it be
But all I want is freedom
I want to be free from me
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Mixed Emotion
Did you know to be happy is to be like snow
One short time of glory then you go
You melt away
Like the snow happiness doesn’t usually stay
Sometimes I wish I could just freeze
Or be taken away by one strong breeze
I wish I could tell you all that I feel
But the pain would just take to long to heal
My body and my mind always peel
Into the darkness in the cave of eternal fear
If you want to be like me
I’m telling you that’s not the way to be
Not if you want to remain free
I’m locked up and they threw away the key
Right now I can’t explain my pain to you
So you’ll just have to wait until I’m through
I criticize everything I do
I just can’t seem to make it through
I sit alone on starry nights
And wonder why things don’t seem right
I’m missing something deep inside
Something important I cannot find
It seems there’s no one left to stand by
I sit alone and wonder why
You and I are just the same
Two simple beings on the same worldly plain
Emotions are something to hard to tame
With every heart constantly seeking fame
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