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Sunday, 21 December 2003

Erm..
Erm.. people confuse me.. I don't know how they just do.. I am so tired!

Anywho, strange things happened today.. online of course (my life!). I was asked two times if I was hot.. I don't get why people ask me. If they saw how I looked, they would be pretty damn disappointed. I am not the ugliest thing to walk the earth.. but I am pretty damn ugly.

Posted by poetry/lifelesslonging at 8:05 PM EST
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Tuesday, 16 December 2003

Heh...
Hello...I am pretty much in a good mood today.I don't know why.I didn't feel good this morning but the day progessed and made my mood better.Jessica was just over.I wish she could stay over for more then maybe 10 minutes.

I am so upset at the same time!I have to move and the new place doesn't allow pets.Which means I have to get rid of all 3 ofd my cats.Why is the world so cruel?One good thing about moving is that I am closer to Jessica which I guess is ok.I mean I don't know if she considers me a friend or not and I would like to know but she is cool..and pretty damn funny at the least.

Some people get me so mad I want to kill them with a spork!I was absent a whole week and everyone asks me why I was but this "friend" of mine,Stephanie,was absent maybe more then me and they don't ask her.It gets me really really mad!It's like all they do is pick on me and I want to kill them spork!Did I mention that already?

You know what sucks?In school I came up with great things for a book I want to write but I couldn't write it down and now I forgot it.It really sucks because at home I can't think of a single thing.Never ever ever!Yet,amazingly,I role play.Weird,huh?Anyway,I am gonna go.See you all later!

Tally Ho!

Posted by poetry/lifelesslonging at 4:08 PM EST
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Friday, 12 December 2003

My ramble
Ok,life always has sucked.I mean,when doesn't it?But then all these people come back into my life that I never even knew they knew I existed anymore!I lost old friends,gained zero!It is so ironic!

Anywho,life has got me puzzled.I have like all these friends on the internet,none in real life,well practically none,and it's like everyone is pissed at m!No one understands anything I do and it is driving me insane!

Alrigt,yesterday I was watching Tru Calling(a great show)and then I came on the computer and I don't know why but I was bummed out.I don't know why but I want to look like Eliza(what is her last name?)from Tru Calling and I told a few friends and they made fun of me like I was joking!Then I sung 'I swear' to Rissa and then I told anothr friend I wanted it to be my wedding song because I love it and once again they made fun of me!What the hell is everyones problem?!I mean can't you take me serious sometimes?!

Another thing,I am sick of tired of rping with people and I have to be the fuckin moron or bad guy(like a raper).Why make me?!It's not like I think about this stuff!

And yet another thing,It gets me so pissed off when I don't want to rp anymore and I tell the person and they get pissed at me and say 'w/e'.I am not gonna say anynames but come on!Atleast I tell you instead of blocking you!

People just piss me the fuck off and I want to end my life but I am just to damn chicken shit to do it!I think of other people to much and it pisses me the fuck off!Another thing is I don't like stereotypes but you fuckin preps!What the hell is your problem?!Why do you have to fuckin annoy us people!


I know this was not literate at all and so unlike me but this was my ramble.

Thank you for coming and have a nice day!

@----------Death Roses----------@

Posted by poetry/lifelesslonging at 5:06 PM EST
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