No reason.
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Nothing. Yet..
Well, I haven't written in this in a long time. So I thought that I should write in it. You know incase someone actually gives a dang about me. hehe. Yeah. Well I haven't done very much poetry lately. And if I did,it is the suckiest poetry that I have ever came out with. I mean I don't think even the emo kids could like it. Hehe I just stereotyped. I'm a terrible person. Lmao. Well yeah, today is Thanksgiving, and I am not really looking forward to hanging out with the family. Its just another excuse to be ignored, and then finally seen. And then they try to make small talk with me to make it seem like that they actually care that I am sitting there by myself. *sighs* and then I have my little cousin who I WISH would ignore me. But That is just how life is. :( Sad I know. This is a crazy life.

leah

Lalalala.
Mood:  accident prone
Now Playing: Jason Mraz - Curb Sid Prophet
Topic: short stories
FALL
I love the way the light hits
the leaves when the sun is
slowely lowering itself back into
sluber for us, but daylight for others.
The gentle breeze reminds us that
fall is coming closer everyday. The
mosquitos are trying to feed upon
any flesh before they have to hide
from the fall wind. People are rushing
around outside in shorts and t-shirts
for the last time until next summer.
The sandles are being packed away,
and the warm sneakers and socks
are being used. Soon people will
wear jackets to help fight the cold.
And just like summer, it will be a
new adventure.

My fav Poems.!!!!!! My creations of coarse.
Mood:  hungry
Now Playing: nothing.
Topic: Poetry
NATURE
The birst are sining their chirping songs,
now we dance or hum along.
The breeze is soft and the trees are still.
and we all enjoy what we will.
The grass is green but the sky is dim,
the bugs are free, and it feels like we all win.

Ok people here comes the heavy stuff. BE WARE!

"CUTTING!" -so everyone knows.
Disturbing news,
my sad face,
teary eyes not in delight,
stupid comments
'ALWAYS ' hurt,
splendid smiles vanish first,
pain is coming passing by,
shivery bodies
silver knifes,
tears are falling down my skin,
yet you don't know the pain I'm in!

-Reason behind that poem is, that most of the people in this world like to solve their problems by cutting, and if I was in that situation (which I'm not) that is what I think I might act like.

Leah

Whatever.
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: Nothing at the moment.
Topic: Poetry
Don't pick, and this is my simple stuff. so please if you can comment (not sure if you can) then do so. Thanks.

DEAD
Your face is stone cold,
with epressionless eyes,
I try to talk to you, but there is no reply.
Your as white as a ghost,
and your heartbeat is deacesed.
And now I long to tell you that we
were meant to be!

MISSING
Everything is a lot different,
since you have been missing.
My eyes are always red,
and in your room has an empty bed.
dad misses your face, I miss your laugh
and when we call your name we
realize that your not coming back.

BLAH..
Mood:  incredulous
Now Playing: Gnarls Barley- Crazy and jason Mraz- The Remedy
MYSTERIOUS
Is probably a word that you would not use so much.
but me, its how I feel at the axact moment.
I don't mind others reading about my life, as you can probably see. I really wish others would show how much they are with words.

An ordinary day, I would like to comment. But I guess you didn't need to know that.

I wish I was in love, with the perfect person. But I can't label someone 'perfect' because we are all unperfect that it is kinda crazy. And we all just end up with nothing.
But I hope in the end, I find just the 'right' kinda person for me. and I can live happily ever after.....YEAH RIGHT! Lol.

Leah

New Album
Mood:  lazy
Now Playing: Jason Mraz...
Topic: Pics..
Well check out my photo album. And comment if you choose to. Me.. And no one else.

Day after day, and many more....
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Evanesence - Call me when your sober.
Topic: short stories
You stand there by yourself,
a tear that you have already felt.
Another one forms in your eye,
and right there you feel like you wanna
drop down and die.

You hold your breath,
thinking that you are strong,
as pain floods through your body.
Thats when you realize that you
have been wrong, and that you need
help to overthrough this terrible habbit
that we like to call cutting.

Another Day..
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Absolutely nothing, wish I was listening to something though.
Dear whoever,

As most of you might not know already, but I am a person who dreams to become a writter. And the sad thing is what I want I never get. But this is one thing that I will not let go easily.

Today was a Ok kinda of day. My mom felt like taking my twin sister Morgan and I to the movies in Essex. FUN! Well that is what I thought anyways. until we were on the road and I was sitting the in the backseat reading a Meg Cabot book. That was fine. But on the way be from watching the movie called "WickerMan" I had drank a whole bottle of water and the bathroom I had thought was full.

So we got back on the road to go home, and I really had to go to the bathroom. And I was still reading and then I was like bout to pee my pants, so we were so close to home and my mom thought it would be 'halarious' to go very, very slow down the road to tick me off. Let me just tell you, I got mad but didn't give in. So yeah. I almost went pee in my pants and I had a half way decent day. So not bad.

Leah