Issue 3, April, 2002

Juzt Stuff

Dots On A Screen


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She stared down at the screen, angry music blaring through
her thoughts. Thinking to herself, it's just a screen and
they're just dots on glass, nothing more, yet thay are all
I have to remember him by.

Music blaring in the background...

'And I'm not saying there was nothing wrong with us. I just
didn't think you'd ever get tired of me'

Of all the time they'd spent together, the thoughts, hopes
dreams and crushes they'd spent hours taking about, how
could she not call him?

She can't believe yet, that everything they had can
disapear seemingly overnight. How friendship, real, true
friendship can just fade away. She doesn't want to let go,
can't bring herself to say goodbye, but she can't bring
herself to call him either. They used to be best friends
and now she won't even call him. She can't bring herself
to. She knows that even if he did want to talk, even if he
was still her friend, it still wouldn't matter because he
would've changed so much that she wouldn't know him
anymore.

She stares down at the dots on the screen. The emotions
flooding out from her eyes, the music screaming in the
background...

'Oh no. No you won't... be mine...Well'

The words echoing over and over in her head, she does the
one thing she can never take back. With one swift movement
she deletes any memories or hopes of a future with him in
her life. Him and his world, gone...forever.

The dots on the screen are gone forever. Now she can never
get them back. She hasn't his number, his memory or his
burden. She is free from his caring yet destructive grasp.


Note:Dots on the screen or on glass, is referring to his
phone number on her mobile.

By Sandy
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