VACATION
Mood:  incredulous
HELLO, WELL TOMORROW IS MINE AND MARKS ANNIVERSARY IT WILL BE SIX YEARS(KILL ME) WE ARE GONNA GO UP NORTH TO THE COLD COUNTRY, I REMEMBER HOW MUCH YOU LOVE THE COLD WEATHER.
WELL THINGS HAVE BEEN GOING O.K, HAVE NOT HAD TO TALK TO THAT STUPID BITCH I SO CALL MY SISTER. DAD HAS BEEN THE SAME ALWAYS DISTANT. I KNEW WHEN YOU WERE GONE I WOULD HAVE NOBODY, BUT I THINK I DOING OK WITH THAT.
I REALLY MISS YOU, AND CAN'T WAIT TO FEEL YOU AGAIN
I LOVE YOU
INFINITY, HUGS AND KISSES
CATHY

LONELY
Mood:  down
HERE I AM, LONELY AGAIN. ONCE AGAIN YOU'RE GOING TO MEET MARY'S GRANDMA IS COMING TO BE WITH YOU IN HEAVEN - WELCOME HER WITH OPEN ARMS.
LIFE HAS BEEN GOOD BUT I'M PRETTY SURE MARY'S GONE TO WASHINGTON TO FINISH UP THE LAST DETAILS OF HER GRANDMA'S FUNERAL AND VISIT HER FAMILY. BOY, 2 WEEKS NEVER FELT SO LONG.
NO NEW DRAMA WITH THE FAMILY EXCEPT I DID GET THE 'GOOD HOUSEKEEPING' MAGAZINE FROM ANN. YIP EEE. I GET TO LEARN HOW TO KEEP HOUSE AND LOSE WEIGHT ALL AT THE SAME TIME, BUT I DON'T NEED NO STINKIN MAGAZINE BECAUSE YOU TAUGHT ME EVERYTHING I NEED TO KNOW.
ALWAYS IN MY THOUGHTS, ALL MY LOVE.
YOUR DARLING DAUGHTER

Cathy -
The poem below helps my grandma everytime she is missing my grandpa. I thought you might also enjoy reading it.
I love you!!!
Always,
Mary

I'm Free
Don't Grieve for me now I'm free.
I'm following the path God laid for me.
I took his hand when I heard him call.
I turned my back and left it all.
I could not stay another day.
To laugh, to live, to work or play.
Tasks left undone must stay that way.
I've found my peace at the close of the day.

If parting has left a void,
Then fill it with remembered joy.
A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss, a yes. theses things I too will miss.
Be not burdened with times of sorrow.
My life's been full, I've savored much.
Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch.

Perhaps my time seemed all to brief.
Don't lengthen it now with undue grief.
Lift up your heart and share with me.
God wanted me now, he set me free.

Mood:  loud
WELL EVERYTHING WENT FINE WHEN KELSIE AND I WENT TO DADS, NOTHING WAS SAID ABOUT NOTHIN.
HE GOT ME THE TOAST R OVEN I WANTED FOR X-MAS.
WELL NOT TO MUCH TO SAY, I LOVE YOU
CATHY

WHATEVER
Mood:  don't ask
MOM, WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON? NOW DAD WONT TALK TO ME EITHER, "WHATEVER" I TRIED I REALLY WANTED 2006 TO BE DIFFERENT BUT I GUESS SOMETHINGS WILL NEVER CHANGE. I'M DOOMED. I MISS YOU SO MUCH PLEASE HELP.
LOVE ALWAYS,
YOUR DARLING DAUGHTER

Forever And Ever Amen
Mood:  lyrical
You may think that I'm talking foolish
You've heard that I'm wild and I'm free
You may wonder how I can promise you now
This love that I feel for you always will be.

Your not just time that I'm killing
I'm no longer one of those guys
As sure as I live this love that I give
Is gonna be yours until the day that I die, oh baby.

I'm gonna love you forever, forever and ever, amen
As long as old men sit and talk about the weather
As long as old women sit and talk about old men
If you wonder how long I'll be faithful
I'll be happy to tell you again.
I'm gonna love you, forever and ever,
Forever and ever, amen.

They say that time takes it's toll on the body
Makes the young girls brown hair turn gray
But honey, I dont care, I ain't in love with your hair
And if it all fell out, well, I'd love you anyway.
(I love this part -Cathy)


They say time can play tricks on a memory
Make people forget things they knew
But it's easy to see, it's happenin' to me
I've already forgotten every woman but you, oh darlin'.

I'm gonna love you forever, forever and ever, amen
As long as old men sit and talk about the weather
As long as old women sit and talk about old men
If you wonder how long I'll be faithful
Just listen to how this song ends,
I'm gonna love you, forever and ever,
Forever and ever, amen.

I'm gonna love you forever and ever, forever and ever,
Forever and ever, forever and ever, amen...

HAPPY NEW YEAR
Mood:  spacey
WOW ANOTHER YEAR HERE AND GONE THIS YEAR IS GONNA BE THE BEST I CANT WAIT. NEW THINGS ARE GONNA HAPPEN THIS YEAR. I PRETTY SURE THAT I WILL NOT HAVE TO SPEND ANY TIME WITH ANN AND HER FAMILY IN ANTHEM BECAUSE AS YOU KNOW IVE BEEN BAN "ONCE AGAIN", AND I'M FINE WITH THAT.
ITS BEEN KINDA OF TOUGH BUT ALL IN ALL EVERY THINGS GREAT. MARK & I FINALLY BOTH GOT REALLY NICE WEDDING BANDS, NO! WE DIDN'T GET MARRIED BUT CLOSE ENOUGH. 2006 WILL BE POSITIVE, EXCITING & AMAZING.
OH YEAH BY THE WAY IN CASE YOU DIDN'T NOTICE I LOST JUST A LITTLE BIT OF WEIGHT SO I GUESS MY ONLY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION WOULD BE FOR ME TO CONTINUE TO KEEP KELSIE AND MYSELF AND HAPPY, UNTIL NEXT TIME I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.
XOXOXOXO
YOUR DARLING DAUGHTER

HAPPY NEW YEAR
Mood:  spacey
WOW ANOTHER YEAR HERE AND GONE THIS YEAR IS GONNA BE THE BEST I CANT WAIT. NEW THINGS ARE GONNA HAPPEN THIS YEAR. I PRETTY SURE THAT I WILL NOT HAVE TO SPEND ANY TIME WITH ANN AND HER FAMILY IN ANTHEM BECAUSE AS YOU KNOW IVE BEEN BAN "ONCE AGAIN", AND I'M FINE WITH THAT.
ITS BEEN KINDA OF TOUGH BUT ALL IN ALL EVERY THINGS GREAT. MARK & I FINALLY BOTH GOT REALLY NICE WEDDING BANDS, NO! WE DIDN'T GET MARRIED BUT CLOSE ENOUGH. 2006 WILL BE POSITIVE, EXCITING & AMAZING.
OH YEAH BY THE WAY IN CASE YOU DIDN'T NOTICE I LOST JUST A LITTLE BIT OF WEIGHT SO I GUESS MY ONLY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION WOULD BE FOR ME TO CONTINUE TO KEEP KELSIE AND MYSELF AND HAPPY, UNTIL NEXT TIME I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.
XOXOXOXO
YOUR DARLING DAUGHTER

MY VERY OWN
Mood:  bright
WOW THIS IS AMAZING I LOVE IT I CAN SAY WHATEVER I WANT YEAH YOU BET.
MOM THIS IS GREAT YOU WOULD BE HAPPY FOR ME.
I LOVE YOU
CATHY