“Goodnight sweetheart,” he said.
“Night mom,” I said kissing her quickly.
“See you in the morning,” she said.
I hurried back up the stairs to my room and my grandfather greeted me. “Goodnight precious,” he said.
I didn’t respond. I hurried in my room and shut the door. I stripped off my pajamas and stared at myself in my full length mirror. He has touched me before, but he’s never seen more than my bare stomach. I wonder if he’ll like my body. I wonder if I’ll be good at it. What if he doesn’t want me? I took a deep breath and found my favorite pair of jeans. They seemed to make my butt look just right. I thought over the reasons in my head again as to why I was doing this. I’m in love with him. I’ve always thought that he’d be the man I would marry. I want to piss my parents off, not just because I can’t stand them, but because I can’t believe what they did to Missy and because I’m in a situation I’m not going to be able to explain and this is the way out. Sure the reasons aren’t the greatest, but I love him and that’s at the top of the list and that’s all that should matter right. I kept trying to rationalize this decision to myself to take away the nerves. I took out my tight low-cut purple shirt that my mother never lets me wear and pulled it over my head. I wanted to look sexy and desirable. I certainly couldn’t wear sneakers with this outfit. I took out a pair of black pumps and slipped my feet into them. I stared at my reflection. What a mess, I definitely need make-up. Another one of life’s luxuries I’m not allowed to wear. I lined my lids with black liner and put on two coats of black mascara. I slicked on some gloss and brushed my medium brown long wavy hair. I gave myself the once over and opened my window. I was about to climb out when I realized that I didn’t have protection. I grabbed the two condoms and suddenly the date caught my eye. These are expired. That’s just the icing on the cake.
“Ssh. Get in,” I said as I helped her into my room.
I got a flash of her cleavage while she was bent over and it was unbelievable. They are so much bigger than I thought. Reese stood up and put her arms around me and pulled me in for a kiss. She looked absolutely amazing. “Baby you look hot,” I said to her.
She stared at me those dark brown bedroom eyes. “This is the shirt I told you about that my mother never lets me where,” she said and followed it with a smile.
“It’s very nice,” I said.
I couldn’t help but stare. There were curves showing that I never even noticed before. I wonder if she can tell that I’m drooling. “Come and lay with me,” she said as she lay down on my bed.
I stared down at the goddess on my bed and I just couldn’t fathom how I got this lucky? I lay down next to her. “You know you can’t just be sneaking in here without calling me first,” I said as I bent down to kiss her softly.
“I just can’t help not doing what I’m told,” she said as she grabbed a hold of my t-shirt and pulled my on top of her.
That soft kiss, turned into quite an intense make out session. I could feel her lips and her tongue pressing into me. She wrapped her arms around my neck and I slid my hand up the back of her shirt and I unhooked her bra. She kissed me harder as I moved my hands to the soft skin of her stomach where I kissed her softly and ran my fingers up under her shirt to caress her breasts gently. I ran my fingertips along her nipples softly as I pulled away from her mouth and started to kiss her neck. I could feel her breath against my neck as I squeezed each nipple gently. She sat up and pulled my shirt off as she let the bra slip off underneath her shirt. She pressed her braless breasts against my chest as she kissed me and I could feel myself start to stiffen. I wanted her to touch me so bad. I would never ask her to, but I wanted it badly. She usually does touch me with her hands, but I wanted it in her mouth and inside of her. I unbuttoned her pants and slid my hand down into her underwear. My hand found her clitoris immediately and I could feel her wetness as I rubbed it vigorously. Her breathing was getting heavier and heavier and back was starting to arch. I knew she was going to have an orgasm soon. That’s all I’ve wanted and we never have enough time to finish because someone is always knocking on my door. I took my other hand and slid two fingers into her. I was so busy watching the look of total bliss on her face and listening to every quiet moan that I didn’t even notice that she had undone my jeans. I couldn’t hold in my excitement anymore and when she pulled my jeans down it was standing at attention. I felt her hand slid into my boxers and her delicate hands wrap around it and there was no turning back. I knew pre-cum was oozing from the tip and I wanted her to lick it up. I shoved my fingers as far inside of her as I could and she exploded. Her moans were so loud. It was as if she couldn’t control herself and as much as I loved every second of it, my father might still be awake. I pressed my lips to hers in the heat of passion to silence her moans until she came down from it. I watched as her body heaved up and down gently. Her deep dark eyes stared into mine and I wanted her to finish me so bad, but I would never ask. I’m lucky that someone like her wants to even look at me. I lay down next to her and she kissed me gently. We stared at each other for a moment with so much love. It was then that she did something totally shocking. She grabbed the elastic of my boxer shorts and pulled them completely down exposing myself to her. I felt self conscious for only a moment and then proud. I may be ugly but what I’m packing is quite impressive. This tension that was growing between was getting even more extreme. I wasn’t sure if I should speak. She pushed my down on my back and then stood up. She let her jeans slip to the floor revealing a white lace thong. And then she pulled her shirt over her head revealing her bare breasts. “Isaac I want you to make love to me,” she said.
All I could think of was this beautiful naked girl in front of me and my throbbing cock as I stared at her. I couldn’t really register what she had just said. “What?” I asked her.
“I want you to make love to me,” she said as she crawled on top of me and sat on me in a straddle position.
I could feel myself pressing into where her entrance was and I wanted to drive into her, but there were things that we needed to talk about. “Reese honey are you sure you’re ready for this?” I asked her.
I didn’t even look her in the eyes when I did. I felt bad, but this was the first time I had seen her in the flesh and I just couldn’t help it. “If you don’t want to I understand. I’ll just get dressed,” she said as she reached for her bra..
“No, no, no. I definitely want to. It’s just that this is something that you’re going to remember for the rest of your life. Twenty years from now when you think of this day are you sure you want to remember that you lost it to me?” I asked her.
She looked at me with those doe eyes of hers. “Isaac I love you. I want to share this with you,” she said.
“Reese I love you so much and you can’t even imagine what this means to me. You know I’ve always loved you, even when we were watching lady and the tramp and I kissed you and you ran home crying. I would love nothing more than to make love to you,” I said.
I stared at his innocent and sweet face and I felt slightly guilty knowing that he wasn’t going to be innocent anymore because of me. “I have some. I took them from my parents’ drawer,” I said to him.
I handed them to him. I could see that his hands were shaking as he tried to open the wrapper. “Do you want me to do it,” I said.
He nodded and handed it to me. I ripped it open and put it on him gently. He laid me down on my back and pulled my underwear down gently. He kissed me and pushed my legs apart for a moment. I could feel him fiddling with it trying to find my entrance. A moment later I felt the tip enter me and then the rest soon after. I gasped slightly. He was so big and it felt so good. It hurt slightly, but I felt more pleasure than anything. He pulled back in and out again. He did it once more and then he had an orgasm. I knew I should have probably used my hand on him first. He pulled out quickly. I could tell that he was disappointed and embarrassed. “I’m so sorry,” he said.
“Honey its ok. I have another one,” I said.
“No, I can’t. This was supposed to be special for you and I ruined everything,” he said.
“No, Isaac that’s normal. It’s ok we can do it again,” I said.
He was really embarrassed. “No, I can’t even please you,” he said.
“How do you know if you won’t even try? Besides you can’t just leave me here all turned on and wet,” I said.
I could see that it made him semi hard again. “Reese you deserve a man that can please you in every way,” he said.
“But I want you,” I said.
I started to rub myself gently. He was watching me without speaking at first. “What are you doing?” he asked.
“What does it look like I’m doing? You won’t touch me, so I’m touching myself,” I said.
I knew he would take the bait. He kissed me gently and ripped that second condom open with no problem this time. He slipped it on and stared at me. “No one as beautiful as you should ever have to touch themselves,” he said as he entered me gently.
I let out a deep breath as his full length entered me. He thrusted in and out of me gently at first while kissing and caressing every part of me. I was on the verge of tears again I’ve never experienced anything more beautiful. I looked into his eyes as his thrusts and speed quickened. The sensations inside were too much too handle. I could feel myself start to tingle and I knew it was time. I yelled out as loud as I could and Isaac covered my face with a pillow. I didn’t care who heard me cry out at this point. I knew there was far worse reprucutions. Isaac let out a grunt and I knew he had finished too. He pulled out of me and kissed me. I kissed him and stroked his face gently. “I love you,” I said.
“I love you too,” he said as he wrapped his arms around me and pulled his comforter over us.
“Can we watch 90210 baby?” I asked him.
“I’m not watching that gay show,” he said.
“Please, my mother won’t let me watch it,” I said.
“Of course you can. You know that there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you,” he said to me.
I changed the channel on the television and snuggled into him. I could hear them talking, but the words didn’t register. I could feel hot tears spill down my cheeks. “Hey what’s the matter?” he asked me.
His face had so much concern. He would never love me again if he knew what I had just done. I did far worse than just seduce him. His life would change forever and I had to pretend I didn’t know why. Things just didn’t seem fair this way, but it was my only option. “I’m fine. It’s just that everything was so beautiful,” I said as the tears fell harder.
“It was Reese. You know you really take my breath away,” he said and I could see the tears form in the corners of his eyes.
“I’m so lucky to have you,” he said to me.
“I’m the lucky one,” I said.
And it was the truth. Isaac loved me more than anything in the world and I was damm lucky because of it. “You’re going to miss your show,” he said as he dried the tears from my cheeks.
I smiled at him and lay back down on his chest. I no longer cared about 90210. I closed my eyes and pretended that this moment would never end.