I could feel the air around me thicken. I had to get out of here. Just me and Joy, we can travel the world, just the two of us.
I grabbed my suitcase out of the closet and began stuffing it with all the clothes, it could fit. I reached up to wipe my cheek and that’s when I realized that I was crying.
I brushed away my tears, but nothing could keep them from falling. I fell to my knees defeated. I honestly didn’t know what else I was going to do. This is just too much. I slumped down like a baby and let my tears fall. This would be the last time I suffer for what Taylor did.
“It’s ok,” she said.
“No, it’s not ok,” I said.
I was still fuming. For the first time in my life, I felt angry enough to actually kill Taylor I stared into Ashlee’s beautiful eyes and tried to focus on what was important. There would be plenty of time to deal with Taylor tomorrow. “Isaac I want to be with you,” she said to me softly.
“I want to be with you to. You know how special you are to me,” I said as I stroked the side of her face.
She got up and sat on top of me. “No, Isaac I want to be with you,” she emphasized as she untied her robe and let it fall on top of me.
I stared at her beautiful bare breasts and sat up pressing my forehead against hers. “You don’t have to do this,” she said.
“I want to,” she said and then she pressed her lips to mine forcefully.
I wrapped my arms around her and slid my hands down the soft skin of her back. She pulled my t-shirt up over my head and undid my belt quickly, not moving her lips away from mine for a second.
I pulled away for a moment only to lay her down on her back. I kissed her gently along her neck and around her collarbone. I kissed each breast gently and took her nipple gently between my lips, causing her back to arch slightly.
She stared at me for a moment and I pulled her panties off. I pulled down my boxer shorts and she stared at me lustfully. Her eyes widened and she breathed deeply. “I want you,” she said breathily.
I bent down to kiss her and I rubbed my head against her clitoris for a few moments. “Please,” she begged me.
I was so wrapped up in the moment that I forgot about protection. I stopped myself and looked at her. “You’re allergic to latex,” I reminded her.
She was breathing so heavily now. She couldn’t wait for me to enter her. And she wasn’t the only one I couldn’t stop throbbing or sweating. I had to have her. “In the draw there should be a couple of lambskin ones,” she said between breaths.
I stroked my cock with one hand while I rummaged through the drawer with the other hand. I looked down at her and with one hand she played with her nipple and with the other she rubbed her clitoris vigorously. I had to find this rubber or I would explode.
And then she pulled her hand up and licked her fingers, just as I pulled one out of the drawer. The problem was there was only one. I had to make our first time together memorable and I knew I couldn’t last long enough to really please her, not without a blow job first.
I pushed her back down and spread open her lips, she was totally bare down there and it excited me. I flicked my tongue against her and enveloped her clit between my lips. I could feel her body shudder beneath me.
I licked at it again being sure to tease her. It was just so much more fun that way. I pulled her body closer to me and reached my hands up to her nipples. “Huhhh,” she cried out loud.
I was nervous about how I was doing until right then. It’s been a long time since I’ve been with a woman, let alone given a woman oral. The more she moaned and squirmed the more excited my cock became.
I could feel the pre-cum begin to drizzle down my shaft. There has never been this much. I enveloped her clit again and began to suck it forcefully and the next thing I knew she screamed ferociously.
Who knew that was all it took for her to come? I kept sucking as she quivered until I could feel her come down from her climax. I sat up and wiped her juices away from my chin.
I really need a blow job, but I am not going to ask her for one. A man can only hope. She sat up and pushed me down on my back and grabbed a hold of my cock. I knew what I was getting and I was damn lucky.
She put my head in her mouth and the sensations were unbelievable. I could feel her sucking the pre-cum and the vibrations her lips made drove me crazy. I wanted to play with her hair so bad and push down on her head, but I was afraid of offending her.
There was no way I was going to do anything that might make her stop. Suddenly, she put me completely in her throat and started to bob up and down. With her free hand she started to massage my balls and that was just too much. I put my hands in her hair and guided her head up and down on my cock.
It could feel her tighten her lips and I knew that I was going to come everywhere. “Ash, I’m going to come,” I warned.
But she didn’t stop, she swallowed it all. And it almost brought tears to my eyes. She was the first girl that has ever swallowed for me.
She pulled her head up and seeing some streaked across her face didn’t take me long to get a semi back. She strattled me with her knees on either side of me and I could feel her wetness on my stomach.
I could feel myself get a little harder and that’s when she opened the condom. I guess it was good enough for her.
She pushed it down on me and I started to sit up, but she pushed me back down. She got up and sat on top of me, not caring about my size or how quickly it entered her. Her insides felt amazing around my cock.
She started to bounce up and down it and I couldn’t resist my urge to play with her breasts. I reached up and tweaked her nipples gently. Then, I took my left hand and brushed my thumb against her clit every so gently. It caused her to gasp. I knew that she loved it, so I stopped. “Please don’t stop,” she said.
I did it again for a moment and then stopped suddenly. “Please,” she begged.
I rubbed my thumb there again as she bounced up and down. I felt like I was going to come so I focused on something else and sure enough it passed. And then she climaxed. She screamed louder than any girl I have ever been with and that caused me to explode as well. “Ughh,” I said as I thrusted up into her one last time before we both couldn’t take anymore.
She passed out on top of me. I had to blink a few times. That orgasm was so intense I couldn’t see. “You ok?” she asked me.
“Yeah,” I said as I stroked her hair gently and pulled off the condom and threw it in the trash.
“That was hot,” she said.
“You’re telling me,” I said as I pulled her close to me. Cuddling was my favorite part.
When girls where underwear that is not sexy, it’s a sign of innocence, which to me means unconquered territory. I was enraptured by her, when suddenly the door bell rang.
Isaac is probably here to beat me up. That’s laughable. I opened the door and found my little hottie. “Hi Taylor. Is Mackenzie home?” Julie said.
“Julie come in,” I said.
Her delicate frame caused me to get a tingling feeling. “Where’s Mackenzie?” she asked.
She had a sweet ponytail with a little red ribbon around it and white socks with ruffles. I bet she still plays with Barbie dolls too. The more she reminded me of a child the more I wanted to rip into her vagina. “He is in the shower, but you can wait for him,” I said.
“Ok,” she said as she sat down on the couch. I sat down next to her and she smiled.
“Julie do you touch yourself?”
“W-what?” she asked me with those innocent eyes.
“What about Mackenzie does he touch you?” I asked.
“N-no. I don’t think we should be talking about this,” she said nervously.
“Well, you’re becoming a woman now. It’s time someone talked to you. Do you know what sex is?” I asked as I placed my hand down on her knee.
She moved out from under my grasp quickly. “Please. I don’t want to talk about this. You’re making me uncomfortable. I just want to leave.”
“You know if you ever have any questions you can ask me. I can teach you like I taught your sister,” I said.
I grabbed her wrist and watching her try and twist out of my grasp made me burn with desire. “What? Ashlee is with Isaac,” she said.
She was very confused. “I had sex with your sister last week. She is just using Isaac, she really wants me,” I said.
She broke free of my grasp and ran out the door crying like a little girl. Joy was a lot tougher than that. After I fucked her she had so much rage. And that almost made me do it again.
I had to know what happened. And he is a little upset right now and I’m thinking he won’t want to talk to me ever again. “Go to hell with the rest of my family,” he yelled back.
I guess I kind of deserved that. “Zac listen I really need to talk to you,” I was pleading with him now.
“Just go away,” he yelled.
“Zac Taylor did it to Ashlee too. I believe you, please open this door,” I said. A moment later a red-eyed Zac opened the door.
“When what?” he asked.
“When did he do it?” I asked.
“Last week at his party, but that’s not why I’m here. I need to know what happened that day?” he pressed.
“Did she know it was him when it was happening like Joy or did he drug her? Did he do it in his bed? Did she scream for you?” I asked.
“Zac I need to know what Taylor did that day he raped Joy,” he said.
“Is she pregnant?” I asked.
“Zac stop it. Listen to me. Tell me what happened when Taylor raped Joy,” Isaac said. I could feel him shaking me.
I was in my room listening to music. It was so loud I couldn’t even here her screams. I had the headphones plugged into my stereo. The next thing I know, Taylor’s friends busted through the door and dragged me down the hall/ “Where are we going?” I asked.
“Shut up faggot,” one of them said.
The burst into Taylor’s room and there she was on the bed topless, with only white panties and her hands tied back. Her cheeks tear stained and her hair matted. “Joy,” I yelled and I tried my hardest to get out of their grips.
“Isaac I tried so hard. I really did,” I said between choking on my own tears.
“Hey, it’s ok,” he said as he put his arm down on my leg.
They threw me down on the chair and tied me to it. “You let her go. You’re a disgusting beast. Do you hear me? You’re fucking sick,” I screamed.
My voice coming out in raspy breaths. I had uncontrollable tears. “Will you SHUT THE FUCK UP?” Taylor said as he backhanded me across the face.
The sting from the pain was nothing compared to the burning in my heart. He turned back to Joy and pulled off her panties. He ran his filthy fingertips all over her body and I could feel the vomit begin to rise. Then, without warning he slammed into her repeatedly.
I choked again. “Isaac there was so much blood. She was a virgin Isaac,” I cried to him.
I heard her scream and that’s when they shoved her own underwear in her mouth as a gag. I closed my eyes, I just couldn’t take anymore. “Open your eyes,” Taylor barked.
I didn’t. I couldn’t. “God dammit. Open his eyes,” Taylor screamed.
I could feel his friends trying to pry my eyes open and after a pretty big fight, they won. Joy continued to have muffled screams as Taylor pressed her legs back and went in deeper. “Zac do you like this. I’m doing this for you,” Taylor said to me.
Our eyes connected for that moment and I’ve never seen a more disgusting monster staring back at me. “Get him up,” Taylor said.
Suddenly, I was being untied and for a brief moment, I was glad that the torture had stopped for Joy. They untied my hands and that’s when Taylor put his hands on my shoulders. “Go ahead man. Have her,” he said.
I wanted to throw up. I started to feel light headed. I couldn’t move. “Well if you’re not going to do it, then I’m going to do it for you,” he said.
“Isaac I thought he was going to rape her more, but he didn’t. He took my pants off instead.”
Taylor unbuttoned my pants and I was numb. I turned to walk away, but I couldn’t feel my legs and I fell straight to the ground. Taylor dragged me back up and pulled off my underwear as well. “Come on Zac. Do it. Here’s your chance to become a man,” he encouraged me.
I tried to run one more time, but my legs were jelly.
I stared Isaac right in the face. It’s time someone knew what happened. “H-he took my penis and put it inside of Joy,” I choked again.
Taylor grabbed a hold of my hips and pushed in and out of joy. I just stared at her. She looked lifeless. She laid there like a dummy, with glassy eyes. Her body was limp. It was like she had given up the fight.
She stared at me, but with an expression I couldn’t read. A few moments later I came. It was quick and suddenly I could feel my legs again and the reality of everything that had happened hit me.
I ran into the bathroom and puked violently. I couldn’t stop puking. His friends threw Joy in the shower and turned on the water. They just left her their while I was puking. Like she was some trashy prostitute.
Then, I felt Taylor’s hand on my back. “Hey it’s ok. All little guys come quick the first time,” and he followed that with a pat on the back.
I put my clothes on quickly and sat down on the bed. I could hear a commotion in the bathroom. She was fighting them, but they just washed her anyway. They washed away all that evidence.
I stared at the blood stain and I couldn’t stop staring. I couldn’t be in the room anymore. I went back into my room and put my headphones back on. I figured if I could listen to that song again from start to finish then I could erase what just happened. I got to look out the window and there she was limping dragging her skateboard behind her.
“And that was the last time I saw her until poetry night,” I said.
“Hi. It’s me. Listen I went to see Mackenzie and Taylor really creeped me out. He kept asking me if I touch myself and he asked me if I knew what sex was and he said he would teach me like he taught you. He said you’re using Isaac. Listen I ‘m really creeped out and I don’t know what’s going on, but if this is some kind of sick joke then you need to let me know. Ok call me back,” I said as I hung up. I felt a little relief and went upstairs to cuddle with a book.
“He will pay for what he did,” I said.
And I meant it. I want to strangle Taylor and watch him struggle for that last breath. I want him castrated. That sick excuse for a human being. “She was a virgin,” Zac said.
“And so were you,” I said as I continued to stroke him.
“No,” Zac said he pulled away and seemed defensive.
“Zac you were a victim too.”
“No.”
“Zac, Taylor sexually assaulted you too and it’s not your fault,” I said.
Zac dropped to his knees. “I was only twelve years old,” he cried out between sobs.
“I know. I know,” I said as I pulled Zac close to me again. I rocked him gently back and forth until the tears stopped and he fell asleep.