“Fine,” I said as he began the breast exam.
“Okay I need you to lie back and put your feet in these stirrups,” I did as he said.
My pap test was always a breeze. “Ashlee you’re not going to want to hear this, but it’s my job to tell you this. You have irritation along the vaginal wall. You got lucky that it was only irritation. I told you that if you’re going to be sexually active, then you must use lambskin condoms. You’re just not taking this latex allergy seriously,” the doctor scolded me.
I was floored. “I haven’t had sex in two years,” I said.
I was baffled. “Yes you have. Think for a moment, because this irritation is only caused from latex,” he said.
“There was a party last week and a friend brought me home, but we didn’t…”
“I hate to be the one to say it, but you must have been taken advantage of,” he said.
My head was starting to hurt. How dare Isaac take advantage of me that way? And how dare he lie about it? I had a feeling like I had had sex. I lay back down so he could finish my exam, but I was fuming inside and he was going to hear about it.
How dare he. “Zac you’re lying,” my mother said angrily.
“I’m not lying. Taylor raped her. Why do you think she moved away without even telling me? He made me sit in the room and watch the whole thing,” I said angrily.
“The truth is that Zac and Joy had sex back then, but he was jealous that she always wanted me and he just couldn’t deal with it. He is making up stories,” Taylor said.
I was angrier than I’ve ever been before. This was just too much. “Zac we have put up with a lot of stuff from you. And you just disappeared. When was the last time you were here? How dare you come in here and say those things about your brother? Taylor is a wonderful person,” my mother said.
I can’t believe no one believes me. This can’t be happening. “Zac do you hear what you’re saying?” Isaac said to me.
Yes I know what I’m saying. I can’t believe no one is taking me seriously. This is unbelievable. “Zac I want you to leave. You’re no longer welcome here,” my father said to me.
“You guys want me out of this family. Fine,” I said as I headed for the door.
Isaac grabbed my arm, “Zac we can talk about this,” he said.
“Save it,” I said as I slammed the door behind me.
I looked up and there were tears starting to form in the corners of my eyes. I had lost it. “How could you?” I asked.
He looked baffled. “Don’t play stupid with me,” I said.
“I honestly don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said to me.
“I went to the doctor today and you know what he told me,” I said.
I was losing total control. “No what?” he asked.
He was really good at playing dumb. “He said I had some irritation because of my latex allergy,” I said.
“Yeah and?” he asked. “Well that can only mean one of two things. The other night when you took me home from the party, you either shoved a latex glove up my vagina or you fucked me,” I said furiously.
“WHAT?” he asked.
He seemed really shocked. “Don’t look so surprised. Was it good for you?” I asked.
“Wait a second you were bombed out of your mind, anything could have happened to you before I got there, don’t just go and start throwing around accusations like that,” he said to me. “I didn’t sleep with you. I would never take advantage of you or any women like that,” he added.
I wanted to believe him. “How do I know I can trust you?” I asked.
“If you don’t trust me, then I don’t know what to tell you,” he said.
He was getting angry now. I began to cry. “I’m sorry. I just don’t know what happened. I only remember having like two drinks and the rest were cokes,” I said as tears streamed down my face.
“Well hey listen don’t worry. We will go to my house and ask Taylor if he knows anything about what might have happened to you. We will find out who did this to you,” Isaac said as he held me.
“I want to know what happened at the party,” Isaac demanded.
“It was a party, people drink and dance,” Taylor said.
“Don’t push me Taylor. Someone slept with Ashlee,” he boomed.
“And?” I said.
I was not in the mood for this. How did he find out anyway? “I want to know what happened.” Isaac asked.
“She’s your girlfriend why don’t you ask her?” I said.
There is no way that slut could have remembered what we did. Although, my cock is pretty unforgettable. “Because she doesn’t remember anything except having two drinks, why is that?” Isaac said again.
He really needed a tic tac and to get out of my face. “Yeah, I only had two and the rest were virgin, what happened?” she asked.
“Actually, you had a lot more than that, I spiked every single one with rum and red bull. I wanted you to have energy,” I said.
At this point, I didn’t care, everyone was so angry at Zac that they wouldn’t even care about something as insignificant as this. “You slept with her didn’t you?” Isaac said angrily.
I smiled. “Of course I did. I wouldn’t have wanted her after you put your dick in their, so I had to get to her first,” I said.
“You’re scum. That is so low of you,” Ashlee said.
“You bastard. I’ll fucking kill you,” Isaac said as he headed towards me.
I clenched every bone in my body and it took me every ounce of strength to walk away. “This is to be continued,” I said as I wrapped my arms around Ashlee and walked her to the car.
“Are you okay?” I asked once we were inside.
“I will be. I just want to go home and lay down,” she said to me.
“Okay,” I said.
I was furious. I thought of breaking each one of Taylor’s fingers, or smashing a brick in his face or possibly castrating him. My face must have been red because I felt burning hot.