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blueTopic: friends or more
I have known Amanda for nearly 4 years now. Yesterday we went to lunch and she looked beautiful. We talked about all the usual things but when she told me about her potential new boyfriend I felt a pang of jealousy but I still wished her luck and gave her the old you don't have to try to hard he should be throwing himself at your feet kind of thing. Just because I am having issues in my relationship (totally unrelated to my friendship with Amanda) I should not feel this way. Anyway what can one say she deserves to be happy and I should not interfere with that. Anyway the last month or so in my own relationship has hit rock bottom. I am ready to leave. I just need that little push to get out but just as its about to happen things calm down again.
What to do, last week I picked up a brochure from the real estate agency and found they had several listings. I was so tempted to go and look at these places but other things got in the way.
Maybe if things deteriorate further this weekend I will go on the viewing day (if they are still available)and put my name down. I need to get out.......