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Well hi everyone!
im back from fiji and the trip wasnt the most boring but it wasnt the most interesting either.I missed all my fwends ova my hols and i couldnt stop thinking bout sinchai the whole fuckin trip which was da worst thing about it.we are going out ova da hols which is really good for me soo yeah im happy bout dat.He hugged me on ma last day 4 last year and i think its cuz wat happened which is he was supposed to hug me but then he hesitated and den amy was walking with me and so she said forget it he just doesnt wana hug u and he probably doenst like u dat much either i burst into tears right there in the middle of my school ashphalt and one of the people who knows that im going out wit sinchai called lam saw me and told sinchai dat i was cryin so me and amy was walkin into da breezeway and i was sayin bye to a few oda fwends of mine and he came up behind me and den i started da hug and said have a good hols and he said yeh u to and dats wat happened.And den da next day wen amy got home from school she sent me a message sayin dat sinchai and one of his best fwends called kevin were cryin at da yr7 graduation which amy said she was nearly cryin too ..................cuz she was crackin up laughin at dem.anyway ma hands are gettin realy sore so this is ending now!!!
Chao Tascha

tascha
.i was so upset cuz all da other guys i went out wit two timed me and i know sinchai really liked me cuz he was always lookin at me and tryin to hang out wit me and ma best friends amy and nina so i know stefan obouisly doesnt want sinchai to go out wit me or sinchai just wanted to use but thats no like him at all!!!!wen sinchai and i were goin out it was like we were best friends cuz we were having sports day at out school and he was like cheering me on wen we were doin sprints and i was cheerin him on cuz hes da fastest boy runner in da class and im da fastest girl runner in da class cuz my best friend nina is fast but she is just faster den me.im writin dis on da day dat sinchai dumped me(cuz of stefan)and i wrote this cuz my heart hurts and i know sinchai probably wont go out wit me again.i cant stop thinkin bout him but doesnt know that.chao for now