nonsense
Mood:  happy
Topic: Pictures
we have shared nonsense stories, nonsense trips, nonsense laughter

but you know what?

those nonsense things we've shared have given my life so much sense

friends
Mood:  lucky
Topic: Pictures
years may pass, i may meet new people. you may go far away from me, i may forget some things, but never will i forget you guys... why? because you are one of the best souls who touched my life

the journey
Mood:  energetic
Topic: Pictures
half the world is sleeping, half the world's awake

half can hear their hearts beat, half can hear them break

i am but a traveller in most every way, ask me what you want to know

what a journey it has been & the end is not in sight but the stars are out tonight & they're bound to guide my way

when the shining in my life, i can see a better day

i won't let the darkness in, what a journey it has been


forward always forward

onward always up, catching every drop of hope in my empty cup

what a journey it has been & the end is not in sight but the stars are out tonight & they're bound to guide my way

when the shining in my life, i can see a better day

i won't let the darkness in, what a journey it has been

friendship is...
Mood:  amorous
Topic: Pictures

                         
mall rats friendship is about laughing at the same things...

it's about really being understood...

it's about unconditional acceptance...

it's about picking where you left off after a long absence from each other...

it's simply about us

just a little disappointed
Mood:  down
friendship's all about understanding each other, supporting each other & not holding grudges against each other. i know i'm not a perfect friend okay, but i know how real friendship really works & who among those who claims to be my friends are real. i understand how we can all be busy & forget to keep in touch once in a while but sometimes a little "hello" once in a while is reassuring for friends that you still acknowledge their existence, they're not rocks that doesn't feel any tension or depression you know. friends are not just your shock absorbers who would always be there at your disposal & not expecting them to actually have their own lives & their own issues to deal with. some people are just too self-absorbed that they forget other people's needs (people who actually help them through bad times & are forgotten during good times).these people who you judge as stupid are the people who actually supports you even when you get grumpy & just feels like hating every living creature in this planet, the ones who fight for you, comfort you, a companion when you need to go somewhere. the ones you would always expect to drop everything else just so they'd be available for you. i mean how selfish is that?! we accept all your shit & support you all the time but when we're the one who needs acceptance, you're always busy. i am writing this because i feel hurt with the way you look down upon me, like i'm some robot who doesn't feel anything. i don't hate you, i love you because despite of it all i still treat you as my friend but sometimes i just feel like taking a break from all the hassles & all the things that causes me pain. just enough time to heal past hurts & then i can go on again. if you come across this blog & feel that this letter is for you,please learn from this letter. don't neglect people around you just because they seem to be available for you all the time. these people will get tired of your excuses & they could be gone out of your life before you realize their importance. you can't go on without these people even if you are the richest or the smartest person on earth. if you don't have any human contact, then what's gonna happen to you? who are you gonna run to when you need friends? who's gonna support you when there are enemies trying to destroy you? your material possession will never save you from loneliness my friend. i am telling you this because i wanna save you from that. again, you gotta wake up before it's too late & you realize you're alone & nobody can ever tolerate being around you