Never Knowing (as time goes on, like my pain, it keeps growing)
i don't know how much more of this i can take,
how many more nights i can stay awake.
i don't know how much longer i can let meyself be consumed with this,
how many more sleepless dreams of falling to an abiss.
how many more hours will i be alone crying,
i keep a promis, yet how much longer will i go on trying..
when all i ever drempt of is dieing.
...when every night is a war,
am i really winning if every time i find myself in tears on the floor?...
and maybe i know what i want
and maybe i don't,
and maybe i'll be ok in the end
and maybe i wont...
{not really a song, but meh}
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