All on a Wednesday
I trashed me room up today
I took all my stuff and throw it down
A broken mess, like an old clown
Haunting my dreams, Like my death
I reflect myself in the emptiness
I wanna be pushed away
Shove myself so far away
None of it makes me happy
Why, when my mind is most clouded
Do I see The most clearly
Or do I just see the clouds
I don't know why I hate myself
I'll never understand myself
I tryed to kill myself today
Fight my heart, push it away
I'd leave everyone that I love
I wanna be pushed away
Shove myself away
I hate myself, I'm just a stain
Cut my rests, bleed out the pain
An exacto-knife without a blade
It saves me now, but still I fade
Fate laughing at me
Doing everything to taunt me
I don't know why
I hate myself so much
I hate myself so much
I hate myself...
So much
I tried to save myself today
I wanna break free, enjoy this day
I try so hard to understand
When there is nothing to understand
I don't know why I hate myself
I'll never understand myself
I have to find something
I don't hate...about myself
Someday I'll be proud of myself
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