You said that you loved me
You said that you care
You said that you'd always be there
But god damnit, none of it was true
You broke my heart
You couldn't give a shit
Then like always, you left quietly
And now i'm all alone
I want the words and feeling again
Everything was normal with the truth
Back in the day, where there was no fights,
Pushing everyone close away, not even telling us why
Why would you do that?
If you spoke perhaps, maybe i could understand somewhat
Maybe you are two faced?
Yes that's it i can almost guarentee that now
I found a note, rather two that i read, both of them made me fill with tears.
Dina~How could you tell Lyz, of all people this, the mouth that she has, our whole live's as we know it are ruined. 
Lyz~I care about you too much, that's why i'm so mad about the situation 
So self-centered
So much self-esteem
So much glory of how much like shit you made people feel
But when you got hurt, physically or emotionally, who the hell was there?
Me, and everyone else, but now you treat what's left like this.
But why?
What for?
Isn't the sex good enough?
Arn't the drugs hard enough?
What more does it take to please you?
Have everyone bow at every move you make, like you are some sort of princess?
Besides your parents grounding you for all of your mistakes
you have no damn clue how good that you have it.
You have your health and a few other qualities that don't make up life itself.
Sure your family might not be rich, but would you be more spolied.
It's always, give me, give me, but never give yourself.
What you wrote in your letter is true
You are losing everything of value.
Your friends,
Slowly, one by one by your decisions, and yours alone.
Pretty soon you will have lost it all.
And for once in your life, noone but yourself will be there for you.
Because like you said, everything, everyone lost, one minute, just like that.
Is that what you fucking want out of life? To be a pathetic manipulating lying druggie little shit?
Clean your ass up and straighten out, or perhaps, eventually, die alone
If your life is like this,
hold on to the past
Live the present
And look foward to the future
Don't screw up your life like all the others.
In the end, it won't be worth it.
To all of my friends,
You have said something and then done another and that is what makes all of you hipocrites. It's not necessarily bad to be one, sometimes, it turns out for the better, but not in all cases. Many of you said that you are done with drugs because of one extremely bad mess up, then when the fears have resided and you feel like it is time again, then you do it, then you judge others by what they say too. Is that fair, is it being selfish, only if you are hurting several people that you supposively care about deeply, to throw it away, i doubt it.
