Becoming Homeless....
There are many things that Vinci said he will do for me but did not do... For instance, he promised he will take me to the cinema to watch "Pearl Harbour"... The movie started showing in Sydney on 12th June 2001.... but as he was too busy at that time chasing Janice... We missed the movie... In the end, he just went and bought me the soundtrack of the movie... I think this is something that I will remember...
It is now January, 2002.... more than half a year has gone by.... I learnt to live by myself... Everyday, I will wake up and go to work alone... Everyday after work, I will come home, having problem figuring out what to eat.... Should I cook? or should I buy take away? Everything seems meaningless without Vinci at home... Every night, I will go to sleep alone without anyone saying, "Good night" to me...
Very soon, I will have to move out of Newtown... Just few days ago, Vinci asked me to move out... He wanna to close off this place and move completely to Janice's place... What am I going to do?? Where am I going to go?? I am not so sure... I knew this day will come but didn't expect he will choose such a time to tell me....
Vinci thought my problem is to do with money... To him, everything is measure in terms of money... But no... If you lose your money or went into a bad investment, you can always work harder and earn money again... but if you put in time, effort and love into a relationship, you can never get it back again.... All the sleepless nights, all the tears of sadness, all the trust and faith for a person... as well as, all the hopes that were shattered... You can never get them back... Vinci will never understand that...
Where am I going to move to??? I don't really care... Problems like this can be solve as time passes by... The big question in my mind is, "Where does my heart belongs?"... Physically, I can find a place to stay... but emotionally, I still find myself wandering around the place... When will I find a place I can really called, 'home'?!?!?
Desperado,
why don't you come to your senses?
You
been out ridin' fences for so long now
Oh,
you're a hard one
I
know that you got your reasons
These
things that are pleasin' you
Can
hurt you somehow
Don'
you draw the queen of diamonds, boy
She'll
beat you if she's able
You
know the queen of heats is always your best bet
Now
it seems to me, some fine things
Have
been laid upon your table
But
you only want the ones that you can't get
Desperado,
oh, you ain't gettin' no younger
Your
pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home
And
freedom, oh freedom well, that's just some people talkin'
Your
prison is walking through this world all alone
Don't
your feet get cold in the winter time?
The
sky won't snow and the sun won't shine
It's
hard to tell the night time from the day
You're
loosin' all your highs and lows
Ain't
it funny how the feeling goes away?
Desperado,
why don't you come to your senses?
Come
down from your fences, open the gate
It
may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you
You
better let somebody love you, before it's too late
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