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More on this with more detail..... This is just a first draft!

UPDATE 5-1-2002 @ 1:35 P.M.:........LATEST ON THE NAPERVILLE RELATED COURT HEARING YESTERDAY

The hearing was shortly after 8:30 AM yesterday in Judge Lucas' courtroom. I presented my motion for a continuance asking for 30 days so to interview with various attorneys especially taking into consideration that I am under duress and financially strapped and was given a Trial date of June 18, 2002.

Obviously I will be interviewing attorneys!

I used the balance of the day at the courthouse researching for the STUD's cases. About 6 hours worth of reading and locating case law regarding STUD'S conduct. More research will be forth coming.

A BIG SURPRIZE TODAY! Just as I was thinking that My Very Very Special Friend was lost overseas she appeared at Mass this morning! I was glad to see her but only from across the church auditorium.

Time will only tell what will happen from here.

Glad you made it back in apparently good condition My Very Very Special Friend! It has been a long wait since I have not seen you since February 17, 2002. Glad that you came to Mass here!

Oh, and don't worry about what you said in the police report February 24, 2002. I have not seen it yet but I have already anticipated what it says. I know you were under a lot of pressure from STUD and I have taken that under consideration.

STUD is responsible and he is my object of focus on that one and we have recently talked so he knows where I am taking him!

I figure STUD may even be manipulating you with regard to your job success and promotions. Who knows what power he has over you since he works in your office. I don't know his rank with you or over you or how well connected he has been with upper management that could make life rough for you. So I am keeping an open mind and of course praying, as you know I have been doing!

UPDATE 5-1-2002 @ 7:56 P.M.:........TWO REWRITE ARTICLES FROM THE HACKER LOSS BETWEEN 3-11 & 4-28-2002

STALKING Being accused of stalking by you My Very Very Special Friend hurt badly. I, however, attribute that to the man that was controlling you so I am not likely to hold hard fast to believing that you really felt and feel that way about me.

If you think very carefully about all that we talked about in the month that we were communicating, including the phone messages, I think you will realize that my intentions for you were and are pure without criminal intent of any sort.

I think that you will note if anything that my intents for you are protective from just that, criminal activity!

If you feel you are being stalked or spied on may I suggest you look at STUD. I HAVE NEVER FOLLOWED YOU, STALKED YOU OR SPIED ON YOU. My getting the information I did from your car plates and door bell tag were all that my presence was about with you and STUD spotted me there back in February. Keep in mind that you never gave me your last name and I was completely in the dark as to who you really were at that time.

Keep in mind that I prior related to you that I have been stalked by these people that have been undoing my life perhaps for the last 30 years. These types of people are vicious, selfish, diabolical, insidious and who knows what else. They bow to the most low level tactics that one can imagine. My loss of my life's savings of property, business, heirlooms and the like are exemplary of their viciousness.

It no doubt impresses me that over the last 20 years each relationship, for the most part, that I have developed and / or bonded with over these years, (and more intensely in the last year), has been similarly intercepted or interfered with in a very short time after my friendship with the individual was established. I find that just too coincidental and would suspect stalking and networking against me and a brainwashing of my object of affection so to sever and destroy the relationship and at that both individuals’ life styles as the facts have shown.

Keep in mind that if these people are interfering with me they probably are trying to interfere with you so to bust us up and put us both down. If they stalk me they will stalk you. They will want you and lead you to believe that I am doing it but be observant and take notes, pictures and recordings and preserve the evidence for future analysis.

If I was involved I would not share with you how to catch these criminals.

I have NOT been spying on or stalking you. I have NEVER followed you, (except when in STUD's car the night we drove in different cars to your place). I have NEVER sent anyone on my behalf or and agent to spy, stalk or follow you.

Remember when I first met you I told you the people who have devastated my life have also tried to destroy my relationships.

I respect our privacy. If you recall when I was at your home I was trying to set you up with a computer for just the purpose of isolating your own computer from Internet invasions of privacy. I, unfortunately, have not to date been allowed to affect that implementation on your computer arrangement. If you recall I was very concerned about you having and keeping your privacy.

I have never invaded your home or "castle". When I was there I never snooped around your home. I stuck to my computers or slept when I was tired. I respected you and wanted to keep our friendship going and in fact I wanted to protect you and your interests out of respect for your helping me protect mine and perhaps regain my property rights.

You were and are family to me and I had no suspicion of you, nor was I in league with anyone else to find out about you. I accepted you at face value and only questioned your motives after STUD started to intercept my interests with you. I was not sure what was happening so I had to protect myself in case I was being "taken" or considered a "soft touch" similarly as you suggested you and your sister took the position later that you were two collage girls on their own from an overseas country.

Fear works both ways and STUD instigated it in our case. After the car door incident on January 26-27, 2002 and your hostility toward me that night I became fearful of you and did not trust STUD for fear he might try to do me in if I came back for another stay even if you had changed your mind at that time.

I do not look in your windows and watch your activities. I am straight up and honest and a regular guy as I think you and I took each other for when we met. I wait patiently and pray I'll be able to communicate directly and reciprocally with you.

I have done NOTHING to deserve this isolation and trashing that STUD has instigated through you!

You know I have insufficient cash and no vehicles with which to affect a spying, stalking or following of you. So please rest assured that if you are being spied on or stalked it is not from me or my corner of the world.

To paraphrase you in part in your wonderful wording...it is purely "THE FRUIT OF YOUR OWN IMAGINATION" instigated by STUD any perception you have that I or my agents were following, stalking, spying or snooping on you! I neither participated nor arranged for NO SUCH THING!

I ask you to show me when have I ever lied to you. I have never lied to you deliberately and by that I mean that sometimes we say things awkwardly and it may sound like an inconsistency but it really is not nor was intended to be a deception. Often you look up a work in the dictionary and you find that the same word can be taken or used by and individual negatively or positively. It is the attitude of the receiver that often governs how that word will be received.

I UNDERSCORE THIS ACCOUNT MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND WITH THE BONE CHILLING AND SOBERING WARNING THAT I TOO CAN BE SUBJECTED TO THE FATE OF THE LIERS OF ACTS 5:1-11 IF I TELL YOU AN UNTRUTH!

I pray for you and with you on these things My Very Very Special Friend!

I challenge STUD with that admonition regarding the truthfulness of his accountings of my character, lifestyle and accomplishments.

(This is a rough draft due for mechanical correction.)

ANOTHER OF STUD'S FALASIES...FREELOADING

Another of STUD'S instigations would be his accusing me of freeloading considering his mindset to knock me out of your mind as a valued friend. STUD, I perceive, in his efforts to degrade me in your eyes has focused on making me look like a street person, pariah, street urchin, jolly green giant, homeless person, freeloader and who knows what other volatile and inflammatory label he might try to affix to me.

As I told you my bench spot is my way of protesting Ameritech's, Naperville Police Department's, Dupage PADS', Circuit Judges Moy's and Creswell's, Dupage States Attorney Joe Birkett's, U.S. District Judges Hart's, Andersen's and Darrah's, Seventh Circuit Court Of Appeals' preferential enforcement and lack of enforcement of Rules, Policy, and Law in my experiences.

Being in such an obvious location on my bench keeps the issues before the people and politicians and the above named in a very cost effective way.

While sitting at "my" bench I am often extended donations that are not solicited anywhere other than on my Internet site as you well know and have participated. I do NOT panhandle or beg. I am given monies out of the compassionate hearts of men and women that know I have been egregiously short changed and wronged by a certain people and government who don't follow their own Rules, Policies, and Laws. Some give me monies out of pity. As long as the "green" comes in I really don't care what their motive is. Of course it is a plus when it comes out of compassion such as you originally extended to me.

I don't freeload anymore than you do. I receive the above noted donations similarly as a church or charity like United Way does.

My "organization" is just as important!

The record will show that my company and me have made major contributions to the community in many ways on a daily basis over especially the last 20 years.

When a people TRY to condition you to see things THEIR way and network to deny one basic rights under the law and thus collapse one's economics they show only their dishonesty, contempt and bigotry especially when they label one as freeloader or mooch.

Ironically I currently receive more from donations given me than I do from my business and that might even parallel my net income when my business was up and running as it was prior to August 1998. Obviously I was not rolling in it but at least making ends meet on critical fronts just like you have been and are now! SELAH!

So you see why I keep the bench! As I told a Du Page PADS volunteer at the Methodist church in Downers Grove last night when I took someone over there that was handicapped, "I don't attend PADS I have my own program called BENCHES! That is to say.... Better Efficiency Now Causing Healthy Environmental Success! SELAH!

As you will recall I was trying to reciprocate with you and your sister for your very special kindnesses in helping me by setting aside two of the computers I had obtained. I had told you that I wanted to set one up as a back up for your personal files so you could use your Internet computer isolated from your personal files. It was out of an act of concern about your privacy also that I was in progress to do this for you and your sister.

Also I had indicated that I was going to set up the second computer for your sister so that she would have her own personal computer to do what she wanted to do without interfering with your computer usage. As you will recall she was very interested in that option. Because of STUD's selfishness and bias he had me and the computers kicked out of your life. He has a lot of guts to call me a freeloader etc. SELAH!

So don't believe a word of STUD's when he tells you I am a freeloader and whatever rather he is a very inhospitable and selfish bigot that defamed my countenance in your eyes and those of the community. He had one interest and that was getting into your "pants" and he sold his soul to the Devil to do it! (Keep in mind that is the goal he said I was after so that whatever I said to you he brainwashed you to believe that I just wanted to get into your "pants"! Isn't the BIG BLACK POT CALLING THE little white kettle black? Does his brainwash jive with my original and continuing orientation that I discussed with you the night we first met with reference to serve Christ in the context of St. Paul when he said if you find a wife you have found a good thing but none the less he would rather that we be as he and concentrate our service to Christ?) He puts on a "good" religious show in church to hide his betrayal! SELAH!

How can you even be seen with STUD? How can you even sit with him in church? You will be better off sitting with me. Even with my economic difficulties you are in extremely better company and status! SELAH!

Do you want to live with a person like STUD who deceives you regularly for the rest of your life? Is that service to Christ and in keeping with your beautiful wish to keep God in the center of your life? Do you want to live with a chronic liar the rest of your life? Can you really trust someone that lies about such critical things now? I think not!

What else will he lie about to you in the future? SELAH!

STUD wanted to kill any good that was between us so to overwhelm you with his sexual virility. How long can that life style last My Very Very Special Friend. No wonder divorce rates are up over 50% in this country! SELAH!

I am also a male. I can do the same things he can but with love and affection for your heart too. My age has NOTHING to do with it and you know it! I told you I am young at heart and I think you know it! You just have not let me prove it to you! And just think, you don't have to put up with the lying and deceit that he regularly espouses in his life style which constantly pulls you down into the mud and compromises your life goals, vows and commitments if you let me more fully into your life again! SELAH!

Tender gentle enduring Christian love my Very Very Special Friend not STUD's short termed hedonism candy coated with lies and religiosity! SELAH!

FYI.... To satisfy the curiosity of those who aren't familiar with the term "SELAH" of which I have periodically used throughout this site, it comes from the Hebrew and is usually found in the book of Psalms. It is thought to mean "THINK OF THAT!" and is employed to express extra emphasis on what has been said.

More coming....

(THIS IS ALSO A ROUGH DRAFT!)

UPDATE 5-3-2002 @ 9:28 P.M.:........FYI MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND

Since you have been attending your church again recently, I don't want you to think that I am avoiding you. Since you filed the police report on February 24, 2002 I am bound not to approach you! They told me that you wanted no contact. So unless you approach me or sit with me I have to comply with the police directive as I see it right now unless you have the police contact me at my e-mail address or directly and let me know that you have discontinued your police request for no contact.

I would be glad to interface with you and communicate and clear up the confusion. However until you make the first move I have to be careful!

I am just so pleased to see you again back in your home church. I just believe you have to make a clean break with STUD otherwise you are fooling yourself it appears to me!

UPDATE 5-5-2002 @ 13:53 P.M.:........FYI MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND (THIS IS A ROUGH DRAFT)

Dialog and honesty are the best policies. I think you will recall that that was one of the first things that came out of my mouth when I first met you. I also said that if we did not have dialog people would get hurt. It is clear that people have gotten and are getting hurt because we don't have any dialog. You and me and your sister!

It is so easy just to get together and have some dialog and lighten our burdens. When a person is not honest the dishonesty snowballs. The question is why? Why did the sudden cutoff of our friendship and association occur? What did I do that could have been wrong?

As I said their are third parties that are instigating a rift between you and me and your sister. STUD was the initiator as I see it. He utilized some of my enemies to dump on me and make me look bad to you. It appears, as I said before, STUD made a deal with the devil.

I hope you did not also make a deal with the devil.

I don't know who the lady was who was with you and I don't know what is going on but I could tell you very somewhat intense about something this morning in Mass.

How about some friendly truth. You just don't seem to perceive that I am capable of handling the truth. Lets talk it over. I am a gentle and listening person. I have been aroung the block before. How about trusting me.

It appears to me someone in addition to STUD has brainwashed you and you can't get out of it. How about talking it over in spite of their programming.

Reading between the lines someone of authority has indoctrinated you to believe something that is not true and is being used to hold over my head. How about letting me in on it so that we can both deal with it before the Lord of Love and release both of our burdens.

Additionally, let me reemphasisize that when I have said that I have not followed you I HAVE NOT FOLLOWED YOU in any knowing way. That is to say that if you saw me some place and I did not see you perhaps I was behind you or enroute to the same destination and you perceived me as following you. As I said before I too am responsible to the Holy Spirit as in Acts 5:1-11. If I was behind you at any time and did not know it I was not stalking you. We do have similar interests and thus perhaps we would naturally be found in the same vicinities however, I was not there because I knew you were there other than Church which I believe you invited me to yourself in the month of January.

I sense that you feel I lied. You just refuse to trust me and that just blows my mind because before the Holy Spirit as in Acts 5:1-11 I have never lied to you in any way that I am aware of and certainly if my story did not jive with your observation it may be because of coincidence.

Trust me and the Holy Spirit in me that I am telling you the truth. Keep in mind that the people that have been wreaking my life for the last say 30 years are vicious, diabolical, insideous and need to control people. Obviously what I told you has happened to me as noted in this web site is clearly an ensampling of what I have been through.

Keep in mind that these people have spent large amounts of money to do the damage to me that they have over such a long period of time. Also note that you see how dishonest they are. Keep in mind that they will also try to put you and your sister and whoever in a bind so that they can manipulate you to do their bidding for their political motives.

Keep in mind that these people can hire professional look alikes to make you think I am stalking you. Keep in mind that they have the sophistication to put me in videos and pictures doing activities that I am in reality not doing. They are slick and they could also be not only criminal but also government interests trying to shut down my life for ever. Help me get these guys! I need your honesty and support. Don't let them intimidate you to shut your mouth while you see me destroyed. Let it out My Very Very Special Friend.

I am not the one trying to enslave you they are. In my opinion the police you have been doing business with are NOT on the level with you or me. They are manipulating both of us against each other either because someone slipped them some green, as I suspect STUD or his agents have, so to influence you against me. What happened at the wellness check on January 24 and 25 is a good example. You have to tell me everything that happened that night so this can be dealt with by HONEST authorities.

You by now know that I am not a dummy or street person and the like as STUD tried to brainwash you into believing. So how about getting this out in the open with me and take the pressure off both you and me and we can be one in Christ again and certainly friends.

Because you have not answered me or given me e-mail or conversation you have forced me to communicate with you publically and, as I said before, made this worse that it had to be and wasted a lot of my time and energy not to mention my love.

Just think if you had picked up the phone when I called you. None of this would have happened. Just think if you would have let me know about your change in plans when we were scheduled for our afterwork 2 for $2 date. Just think what would not have happened if you had picked up the phone when I called you warning you with a 15 minute cushion that I was going to call the police for a wellness check. Just think about the wonderful friendship we would have if you would have communicated with me more frequently.

Pray hard about it and maybe next Mass or so you can let me in on the big secret and a lot of pressure, paranoia and feeling of betrayal can be eliminated. Keep in mind that the people who have been hurting me will not stop at lying. The flaunt and test Acts 5:1-11 and God's patience. They do what they want to do and flaunt it arrogantly.

These people may be trying to manipulate you into believing a lie and thus robbing you of friends that could only embellish you life for the better. I think you know that I was safe when we met on December 21, 2001. Lets pick it up from there. You have access to my web pages on my personal site. I told you about me like you told me about yourself. I see your site and have no reason to disbelieve it. Why disbelieve mine? Why were you or are you afraid of me? I need you to level My Very Very Special Friend and give me some closure of these mysteries that are driving me "mad". You certainly would like the same if our rolls were reversed!

I am an extremely listening and kind person give me a try and lets talk PRIVATELY NOT HERE!

BELIEVE IT OR NOT MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND...WHAT YOU THINK IS PERMANENT DAMAGE CAN BE UNDONE....GIVE ME A CHANCE AND LETS TALK DIRECTLY! BELIEVE IT OR NOT I AM TRYING TO BE CAREFUL FOR YOUR SAKE.....HELP ME OUT AND LETS TALK AND TELL ME WHO I SHOULD NOT BE TALKING TO AND I WILL DO ALL I CAN TO COMPLY WITH YOU....I WANT YOU BACK...I DON'T WANT TO ALIENATE YOU.... AS GOD ENABLES! IT IS NOT ALL YOUR FAULT....LETS TALK!

ON ANOTHER FRONT.....

Which do you think it is, the "prodigal son" or the "worse than an infidel" syndrum?

More on this line of thought later!

I am off to lunch folks! If someone wants to talk I am up at the local Mc Donald's ,(in the town were you go to church and live), in about a half hour from 3:10 PM which now and should be there for at least an hour. We can go from there!

UPDATE 5-5-2002 @ 10:16 P.M.:........FYI MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND

Well My Very Very Special Friend, I waited till about 7:30 PM and did not see you at the McDonalds. I conclude that you did NOT get this update in time. As you see I am an objective person and am NOT jumping to conclusions as some other people I know do.

I will continue to standby on my request for information and dialog from you as noted earlier this afternoon. It is clear that information and closure on what really was going on be aired. I am not grinding any axes My Very Very Special Friend I am remaining open minded about every thing I see and that includes the fact that when I approached the prayer chapel in the parking lot this evening and you approached me and ignored my presence and instead called out to the other gentleman you were still under the influence of the STUD syndrom. It is clear to me that STUD has to go because this kind of conduct on your part is NOT the person that I knew back in December and January and certainly not the golden rule conduct of doing unto others as you would they do unto you that the priest gave discussion about in his homily this morning at Mass.

Considering you did participate in the Holy Eucharist I am surprised that there has been no change in your conduct to me your brother in Christ! I am a human being too and also, like you even this morning after Mass was over, have similar sensitivities and feelings and can and do feel bad and have tears too just like you when I am ignored, misunderstood and lied to or about or degraded and hurting.

I don't know what that was all about after Mass this morning but I am being positive and trusting Jesus that you were being sensitive to his Holy Spirit and coming to terms with yourself and Him and that should include being nice to me too!

So I am indefinately continuing to wait, pray and stand by My Very Very Special Friend!

IN ANOTHER VEIN

In consideration of the denegration that STUD has caused in your life I think it should further be pointed out that Saint Paul talks about Sin. In Romans he talks about Sins that God has defined and Saint Paul also talks about those things that people feel are Sin personally.

Roman Catholicism is clearly a sensitive and strict discipline of high standards that often involk requirements that are over an above what God expects. When you and your sister informed me about your being "conservative hardline" Roman Catholics I was immediately intensely sensitized to this fact of strict standards above God's.

I conducted myself in light of those standards as onto God and you in respect to your vows and commitments before the Lord and your Church body.

STUD DID NOT RESPECT THESE VALUES HE WAS INFORMED YOU HAD! He clearly did NOT respect God or you in violating those standards of you your God, Church and your SISTER! It is clear to me that he has continued to "pull the wool over your eyes".

Saint Paul admonishes us it is important not to be a stumbling block to others who have more sensitive consciences and in your case in that you adhere to Roman Catholic standards. STUD did not even respect Saint Pauls admonishments.* He just went like a bull into a china shop and blew you up, your compassion department, our mutual friendship, my mutual friendship with your sister, my heart and some years off our lives and all went up in smoke. Wake up My Very Very Special Friend! I respected your sensitivity! I continue to do so. STUD DOES NOT.

STUD LOOKS OUT FOR STUD ONLY!

Think about it. He is covering up a date rape scenario where he stold our night from us in his selfishness. Think about why you invited me for the 24th of December! Think about our feelings and my call on Christmas Day. Think about the fact you even considered having me for New Years Eve even though we did not do it. We needed to and need to get to know each other better before you make any hard fast and long term decisions and plans!

Please wake up and see the reality of how STUD has cheapened your life and Christian testimony by clearly and plainly cheating you of the joy of the Lord that you were hurting about this morning after Mass. You hurt yourself when you hurt me your brother in Christ.

Remember I put Christ first in our relationship.....STUD did not! Who is your true friend? Let me tell you it is NOT STUD and if you intensify your relationship with him you are going to be pierced through with even more sorrows in your life than you were feeling this morning after Mass. Who has NOT lied to you and who has lied to you? Christ expects us to be open minded. Shutting me out of your life without giving me equal time is NOT the way you would want to be treated nor would be the way Jesus would want you to be treating others when* he or it says "JESUS I TRUST IN YOU", "TRUST IN ME" OR "TRUST IN JESUS" as it says on that pamphlet you have hanging on your windshield of your car and in your home with the picture of Christ with the shining rays glowing from His heart.

As I said in my phone tape messages: think think think, pray pray pray..let the Holy Spirit of Love work. Don't let this terrible thing happen in and to your life My Very Very Special Friend! You will never forget it and it will scar you for the rest of your life. More on this tomorrow!

UPDATE 5-6-2002 @ 2:23 P.M.:........FOOD FOR THOUGHT MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND

As you recall I allege that STUD seductively date raped you and your sister. I further allege that his love is false. He is feigning it so he can avoid prosecution. Keep in mind his thinking is that it is better to have to live the with this gal than spend a good portion of his life in the penitentiary! Think about that! SELAH!

Might there be a thread of truth in the allegations above? I think you are being fooled My Very Very Special Friend. He will use you just like he has your body. Don't let him deceive you! For your sake and your sister's break it off before it is too late and have the States Attorney investigate it. Do not be embarrassed. It happens to more women than you think and if you don't report it you will have that scar to live with for the rest of your life!

STUD IS A SMOOTH OPERATOR MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND. STUDY HIM AS INTENSELY AS YOU HAVE ME. EVERY NUANCE! IT IS ONLY FAIR TO ME. I BELIEVE I HAVE HIM BEAT BY A MILLION MILES! PRAY AND FAST ON THIS ONE. TALK TO YOUR PRIEST. GET OTHER VIEWPOINTS. MAKE SURE YOU HAVE YOUR PRIORITIES RIGHT! REMEMBER YOUR BEAUTIFUL STATEMENT:

"What I am looking forward to in my life is a real question. I want some craziness, some righteousness, some wisdom and always always, I want God to be the center of my life (yep!!!!)"

BE MY FRIEND AGAIN!I do believe my conduct has been the kind that you are really looking for in a friend!

UPDATE 5-7-2002 @ 10:35 A.M.--Last Updated 7:08 P.M.:........STUD UPDATE

Since it is apparent that STUD who has been warned numerous times in the last almost 4 months to break off his relationship with My Very Very Special Friend and that I have been very patient even when it appears that he is still using her sexually in a state of sin according to Roman Catholic Canon, I have dropped the "bomb" on his cranium in the presence of My Very Very Special Friend just after Mass this morning.

(Keep in mind that there is a "street smart" additude out there that a lot of guys employ and is said to be the sure fire way to keep a woman in your life and that is to "do",(have sex), her as often as possible that way they are kept enebriated sexually,(sexual addiction and who knows what other drugs), and don't have much desire to act on their ethics, morals or their true friends' loving advice, care, concern and loyalty!

I get the impression that from day one, apparently on December 24-25, 2001 to present that is the philosophy that STUD has been employing on My Very Very Special Person and at some time her sister so to keep me out of the picture! What else or additionally would suddenly cause me to be totally,( communications too), cut from the picture other than a silent police intrusion into her home being thought to have been my deliberate doing when I instigated a wellness check in good faith!

When the gal finally "wakes up" to reality she is pregnant,(these guys encourage abortion), and abandoned or locked into a relationship she really does NOT want and the one that she really treasures is crushed and alienated! There are some "COACHES" that are incouraging this in my particular and peculiar case with this scenario with STUD in my opinion!)

Keep in mind folks that as far as I am concerned before God she is NOT his wife yet and that will get anulled if it happens if I have any way!

I have informed him that I am going to prosecute him in Federal Court. I have informed him I have already visited the Federal Courthouse. I infact was in downtown Chicago twice this last week at the Federal Courthouse orienting myself to the present layout as well as the current status and the pick up of various and sundry court filing forms and rules and the like in the U.S. District Clerk's office.

I then, out in the narthex of the church wished him to have a nice day in his righteousness.

I informed him prior that I intend to put him in PADS. I think he should probably start selling his stereo, car and anything else of worth so he has the money to afford and attorney. Then I would suggest he register with PADS or DHS in Chicago to stay at a shelter so that he can conserve his funds to pay his attorney and court fees like I do these days.

But he better be ready that people are going to call him a homeless person, street urchin, poor person, bum, druggie, sex addict, mentally ill, stinky or BO smelling (even when that may not, and in my case does not, CHARACTERIZE him in reality AS EVERYONE HAS THEIR BAD OR MURPHY'S LAW DAYS), and who knows what else. It goes with the caste system STUD! None-the-less this is what our system provides when it does not work properly for some of us.

Pity the persons that look down on people like me who were flushed down the toilet of the caste system. It is a shame that people who think themselves more affluent have to learn that just because a person stays on a bench outside all winter does not make him mentally ill or unable to deal with reality. In fact he might just be a better man than his caste "superior".

Unfortunately there has been a racial animus in this geographical location of Naperville and Du Page County Illinois that is not based on how black or white you are but rather on how "GREEN" you are! Well folks, I am here to change that standard to color blind!

STUD has to learn that you should not judge a book by its covers! It is what the book has inside that counts and now he will find out just what God given gifts this "book" has been blessed!

Subpoenas have been sent out already since April 30th and more are on their way folks!

Please standby for the latest in this "War of the Worlds"!

Oh, by the way STUD, PLAN ON $150.00 L0ST FROM YOUR BUDGET FOR BEGINNERS! You are locked into that my "friend"!

Also last week in my vist to Chicago I suceeded in getting various and sundry attorneys to look over my Naperville False Arrest cases! I am standing by for their evaluations.

Also please note that while I have been on line twice a hacker has wiped this latest news item from my long file version of this update!

METRA UPDATE: This morning on the way to Mass I was accosted by another Metra conductor. This time I was defamed publicly when I took issue with them invading my privacy as to what train stop I intended to get off at after my stop over. I indicated that that could be anywhere in the zone and that the specific stop was not required for them to know. He said that they have to put it on the ticket and I happen to know that has not been customary. I said an invasion of privacy could end up as a Title 42, Chapter 21, Section 1981 issue and he could be included specifically in the case.

The conductor then said that I got a free ride the day before. I said that may have been but that is not my fault. I said if you don't come to collect my ticket I don't believe I have to seek you out! He made it look like I was evading paying. I said it is well known that some conductors don't always cover their turf! If they are in another car busy collecting or detained for one reason or another and my stop comes up first he missed his opportunity. I understand that to be accepted custom in using the train.

After I got off the train I said to him while he was standing in the doorway of the train as it pulled away that he was defamatory and that that could be sued for that. He led me to believe that he is going to have me arrested the next time I get on the train. I said try it! He said that he will be on the 5:40 AM train Chicago bound from Naperville main train station. I plan on being there too if not inhibited by Murphy's Law!

The conductor's name is Chris Motley (sp).

UPDATE 5-8-2002 @ 12:52 P.M.:........METRA UPDATE

Folks I am still enjoying "freedom"! I was not arrested this morning when I got on the 5:40 AM Burlington Northern Santa Fe Metra commuter train. When I boarded I boarded on the same car that I did yesterday. Chris Motley (sp) was standing at the entryway of the car just to the east of my car. Upon being seated I was approached by the head conductor. Mr. Dick Temple. Mr. Temple and I go a long way back in my commuter days with the BN. We have amicably touched bases over the years. Mr. Temple knows my demeanor.

I explained to him the conduct of Mr. Motley (sp) as I noted in the update prior. Although Mr. Temple was listening he said that they had a lot of commuters using F zone monthly tickets at the G zone facility and thus they were robbing the system. I said that that did not apply to my scenario. I said I was defamed in front of my peers and there was no evidence of theft on my part and yet because I insisted on privacy of my final stop I was harassed and defamed.

I can appreciate a head conductor protecting his subordinate's authority but it is important that the issues are heard NOT preconceptions or assumptive perceptions of a given rider. It was clear that I had done no wrong and that to be threatened with arrest if I got on that train today was clearly beyond the mandate of the Metra system policy.

At this point it becomes a battle of egos, privelege and control not an issue of policy. Policy not ego is the law. It is time that ego and special interests that are encouraging certain people to be eliminated from the "train society" be reprimanded if not fired and even criminally prosecuted for nothing less than interference with the public's commerce.

After all this kind of knit picking harassment fomented so to justify an arrest is clearly a set up designed to make impossible and uncomfortable my use of the Metra system. It is clear that certain conductors have had an ax to grind when I am present. It has been focused on my person, financial status and "caste" as well as depriving peaceful use rather than rights under Title 42, Chapter 21, Section 1981 et.seq.

The ax grinding traditionally consists of the experience like that above or conductors that punch so many holes in your ticket that you "almost" get more holes back than paper for receipt, clearly an excessive cheap shot suggesting that the passenger would use the used ticket again.

Another favorite of these ax grinders is to deny the return of the ticket for receipt purpose suggesting reuse of the ticket by the passenger. And still another technique is to demand information on the ticket for stop over that is not necessary and also refuse to give the ticket back after use saying it can be used again and thus it is not returned. It is clear that the simple voiding of the stop over information would eliminate the problem but they make a big issue again defaming the passenger in the hearing of his peers presuming a theft potential that is the fruit of their own imagination!

Mr. Temple conversed with Mr. Motley (sp) as I detrained. I trust that we need not "go there" again!

UPDATE 5-8-2002 @ 12:52 P.M.:........SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND:

Don't sell out to materialism. You know that if you gain the "whole world" and lose your soul you will be in sad shape. If you let STUD woo you into having a home, car and the amenities that his connectivity will lavish on you will you be able to live with yourself knowing that you sold out on your real friends and faith to get them?

Think about how shallow your faith motives have been since you have been making love to this man especially after he seduces you into precious special intimacies that are reserved for proper ceremonies in that Sacrament of Holy Marriage. Think about how he has stolen your love for me from you and conditioned you with on demand physical attention to give it to him.

Think about how you have sacrificed the true joys that you once experienced in Mass and Church Choir and the like that you no longer are sensitive and expressive. SELAH!

Don't give into this fraud and deception when you were given a special opportunity to know me and be blessed with my friendship that would be time tested, genuine, solid and thoughtful.

Sure you knew him longer but he took advantage of you on our nights and blew your friends away selfishly. Is that the spirit of the Lord? Is that quality? Is that the kind of man you want to be the father of your children if he ever lets you have children?

You have to give yourself a break. You have to reconsider your options and allow yourself to know the qualities that I have before you commit to such a desperate man who halls you into bed, and I believe against your will, under false pretenses and deception.

You did not give me a chance. You did not give yourself a chance to know me. You allowed him to rip yourself off by destroying our friendship. You allowed him to murder my spirit in your heart by deception.

Yes you may have had good experiences with him in the past but the way he charged into your china shop is crushing and smothering and stifling. He did not really give you a chance to breathe and then he did not even give me a chance to be a friend of your sister. Who is this man you perhaps consider to marry who decides my relationship with your sister as well. One gets the impression he is the all knowing God. He sure acts like it.

Do you want that kind of god as your husband? He surely has been the BIG BLACK POT CALLING THE LITTLE WHITE KETTLE BLACK. Think hard about that saying My Very Very Special Friend and test his "facts" to see whether they are really true. He just wants a railroad conviction like certain states attorneys in this county who violate basic constitutional freedoms unique to this country. He plays a game of legalities and words to prevent you from seeing me as you saw me on December 21, 2001. I did not deceive you then or now. Give me a chance and restore our friendship. What you knew in your gut and heart of hearts on December 21, 2001 was not defective.

You have to test his "facts" about me and realize that he lied to you to get into bed with you and woo you into his control. This is what he has done. He is trying to make it up to you after he has ruined my friendship with you, my business options and efficiencies with you and the hopes we had when we met and even after he invaded you and your spirit in Christ.

Remember our freedom given us in Christ Jesus is not to be used as a license to sin!

No, the feelings we felt even December 21, 2001 and the phone call that resulted inviting me to your home on December 24, 2001 were genuine. They should be given a chance without a date rapist imploding and compressing our friendship into his sexual moment and destroying the true beauty of our growing friendship and love.

Think how your ministry to me with your sister gradually deteriorated even on the first night I was there at your home due to the lies STUD was feeding you. Note now the fact that you are seeing that indeed those lies he gave you that night and after are being found out and that you have made the wrong turn.

Thanks be to God that you can turn the other way and correct your life's direction. Lets give that a chance My Very Very Special Friend. Let me be to you what we were to be to each other on December 24, 2001 soon.

Don't let this bull in a china shop destroy what God had brought together in quality and unselfishness. You are My Very Very Special Friend and I would like to be able to prove it to you with your help. I need your help though. I need your team player spirit, objectivity and love as we had it in the beginning on December 21, 2001 with its wonderful intentions for the future. More coming!

UPDATE 5-12-2002 @ 2:00 P.M.:........

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY FOLKS!

UPDATE 5-14-2002 @ 10:25 A.M.:........MORE GARBAGE FOLKS!

Last night I was told that I may no longer use the Lisle Public Library Facilities. I was banned under false pretenses. I am still sorting out the trash so bear with me. I will be contacting the library director before I define further the circumstances.

I will say though that there appears to be a clandestine attempt to destroy my rapport and character among Lisle public. This may be a repercussion by the Lisle Police Department. It is clear that Lisle Police Department and especially Chief Damico has been disrespectful to my stature in the community as a businessman as well as a Christian and that his refusal to meet with me in person on issues of false police reports are clearly discriminatory tactics that are evidently being encouraged at the library.

The library security men have clearly demonstrated a similar bias to my presence and are interfering with my equal access rights.

A criminal act against my person and the People of the State of Illinois occurred last evening at the library and when I reported it it was not handled properly and evidence suggests that it was an entrapment that I saw through and neutralized and THEY did not like it!

THOSE PATRONS THAT WERE THERE LAST NIGHT AND SAW THE GOINGS ON ARE REQUESTED TO CONTACT ME VIA MY E-MAIL

More on the specifics after I determine if my equal access rights at the library are restored or not after discussion with the library director.

Simply put another CHEAP SHOT was tendered me last night at the Lisle Public Library.

UPDATE 5-13-2002 @ 5:53 P.M.:........ VENTING!

Folks, you have heard the scripture that says if you spare the rod you spoil the child, right?

Well I think there are some library employees and police and a certain STUD that need that rod applied to their SOUTH ENDS so hard that their HEMORIDS will be hanging out their mouths! I have been patient and now they have pushed the BUTTON!

Today I have informed certain leadership in the community of the episode last night. I have seen some sad "reunions" at MASS this morning and am sadly suspect that STUD has again spread around malicious gossip based on last night's events. I informed him in the presence of My Very Very Special Friend that I am going to put him in jail. If it takes me the next 15 years he can plan on it. I HAVE BEEN PATIENT! He thinks that I will just blow away folks!

Those of you that know me....Do I blow away?

A certain young lady knows my heart and she knows the truth and yet she is seen with a person that is clearly NOT DEALING WITH A FULL DECK. I am worried that it will rub off on her and for that concern I continue to pray for her daily through out the day and above all I pray WITH HER that she will come to the knowledge of what has really been going on and how she has clearly been cheated out of a wonderful relationship because of her "friend's" clear cut selfishness and wrong doing.

As I said before I intend to prosecute him in addition to what I can get the government to do. He needs a swift kick in the SOUTH END with no reservations!

Indeed Lisle Police Department has a lot of questions to answer. Presently their attorneys are delaying the release of the malicious report file about me February 24, 2002. They claim that for me to have it is an invasion of privacy. They clearly are headed for a Federal Court dual at 219 South Dearborn Street in Chicago if things don't turn around in my legitimate favor real quick!

More on this later!

UPDATE 5-15-2002 @ 11:40 A.M.:........HACKING!

Again folks the slow or long version page was hacked. My last entry above from yesterday was erased on that page. I just noticed it missing this morning as I do a security check to detect such intrusions. I have restored the entry on that version page!

UPDATE 5-15-2002 @ 8:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

It is my most important goal to achieve direct communications with you! Please honor my request. It is certainly considered good Christian hospitality to communicate. Lets talk! Lets get these "boogey men" out of the closet and get rid of the darkness! How about it My Very Very Special Friend & Love.

I think you know that I am an understanding and open minded person. Not giving me a chance to deliver is not fair. How about the same consideration I am sure you would want if you were in my "shoes". Lets verbally communicate. Even e-mail would be wonderful! A lot of misunderstanding can be undone if we communicate!

P.S.: I left early this morning and went to the library where it is quiet to pray because I cannot take the distraction from a certain male when he is praying out loud! In this kind of situation SILENCE is Golden when it involves him.

Your praying I can listen to anytime because your voice is like the highest of quality music to me! SELAH!

UPDATE 5-21-2002 @ 6:49 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

Here are some verses set forth in the readings of Mass the last few mornings adding a couple of verses to the first selection for context and in Chapter 4 with the full context of the chapter. I think they speak for themselves about circumstances the STUD has ensnared you, My Very Very Special Friend, into as a subtle infection that can overtake the body.

You heard them. STUD heard them. It does not hurt to review them here!

This is why I take into account that all the negative that you do toward me is not really your fault as STUD has conditioned and "colloidally" involved you subtlely when your guard was down and you were vulnerable. You know...the I am the water and he is the tea which if given to the other becomes me concept. This is why I can say don't worry about what you said in the police report of which I have yet to see! As I said before it would have to be simply devastating before I could ever take legal action against you.

Now STUD's acts are already devastating.

James Chapter 3: (KJV)

10 Out of the same mouth proceedeth blessing and cursing. My brethren, these things ought not so to be. 11 Doth a fountain send forth at the same place sweet water and bitter? 12 Can the fig tree, my brethren, bear olive berries? either a vine, figs? so can no fountain both yield salt water and fresh. 13 Who is a wise man and endued with knowledge among you? let him shew out of a good conversation his works with meekness of wisdom. 14 But if ye have bitter envying and strife in your hearts, glory not, and lie not against the truth. 15 This wisdom descendeth not from above, but is earthly, sensual, devilish. 16 For where envying and strife is, there is confusion and every evil work. 17 But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be intreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy. 18 And the fruit of righteousness is sown in peace of them that make peace.

Chapter 4:

1 From whence come wars and fightings among you? come they not hence, even of your lusts that war in your members? 2 Ye lust, and have not: ye kill, and desire to have, and cannot obtain: ye fight and war, yet ye have not, because ye ask not. 3 Ye ask, and receive not, because ye ask amiss, that ye may consume it upon your lusts. 4 Ye adulterers and adulteresses, know ye not that the friendship of the world is enmity with God? whosoever therefore will be a friend of the world is the enemy of God. 5 Do ye think that the scripture saith in vain, The spirit that dwelleth in us lusteth to envy? 6 But he giveth more grace. Wherefore he saith, God resisteth the proud, but giveth grace unto the humble. 7 Submit yourselves therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. 8 Draw nigh to God, and he will draw nigh to you. Cleanse your hands, ye sinners; and purify your hearts, ye double minded. 9 Be afflicted, and mourn, and weep: let your laughter be turned to mourning, and your joy to heaviness. 10 Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and he shall lift you up. 11 Speak not evil one of another, brethren. He that speaketh evil of his brother, and judgeth his brother, speaketh evil of the law, and judgeth the law: but if thou judge the law, thou art not a doer of the law, but a judge. 12 There is one lawgiver, who is able to save and to destroy: who art thou that judgest another? 13 Go to now, ye that say, To day or to morrow we will go into such a city, and continue there a year, and buy and sell, and get gain: 14 Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapour, that appeareth for a little time, and then vanisheth away. 15 For that ye ought to say, If the Lord will, we shall live, and do this, or that. 16 But now ye rejoice in your boastings: all such rejoicing is evil. 17 Therefore to him that knoweth to do good, and doeth it not, to him it is sin.

Does this sound like something I have been talking about in these updates? Did I not warn you? Will you continue with him? Food for thought!

UPDATE 5-23-2002 @ 7:24 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

STUD's "free" gift is coming soon. Don't let him pull the "wool" over your eyes. It is pay up time for STUD!

I missed you today at Mass. It hurt. I trust that attempt he made earlier this week has not been executed!

I meant every word you heard me tell him! As I told him HE STOLE SOMETHING FROM ME. Yes something very precious. Will YOU let him get away with it?

Penance during Mass also means Reconciliation. There has been NO reconciliation thus there should be no participation in the HOLY EUCHARIST: 1 Corinthians 11 (KJV) "27 Wherefore whosoever shall eat this bread, and drink this cup of the Lord, unworthily, shall be guilty of the body and blood of the Lord. 28 But let a man examine himself, and so let him eat of that bread, and drink of that cup. 29 For he that eateth and drinketh unworthily, eateth and drinketh damnation to himself, not discerning the Lord's body. 30 For this cause many are weak and sickly among you, and many sleep." "Sleep" means Die STUD...by God's directive not man's!

As the saying goes: " JUSTICE GRINDS EXCEEDINGLY SLOW BUT EXCEEDINGLY FINE"! Right down to the "alleles"....FIFTEEN OR MORE LONG YEARS STUD IF THAT IS WHAT IT TAKES. I AM pursuing any and every angle the Lord enables me to find. And you know I AM praying MUCH for that inspiration, discernment and enablement. This is not just a legal battle it is a HOLY WAR! You are testing me and God STUD!

Hebrews 4:12 (KJV) "For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart."

I reassert my LOVE My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

UPDATE 5-24-2002 @ 8:45 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

I am sorry I was late! Trains, nature and timing you know. It was good to see YOU at Mass this morning!!!! You made my day!!!!

UPDATE 5-25-2002 @ 11:40 A.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

I thought we might of had an improvement in your Reconciliation. I was sorry once again to see your reunion and isolationism with the STUD after MASS while praying.

Deja vu!

I think and facts will bear out that your “friend” is misleading you. You clearly FEEL for him in his devastation of reality. It is clear that you are trying to lift him up but why?

He has clearly wronged you and your sister in my observation. I clearly have given you the facts straight from my heart. Why do you seek to hurt me and sooth the one who has truly hurt you and your sister.

Explain why your sister did not apparently come back from your trip with you! Is she not embarrassed by this whole ordeal.

STUD is not a kid. He took on ADULT issues and actions. He has to be responsible for his actions. He clearly has wronged you, your sister, God and me.

There is strong evidence that he and maybe you have been approaching my enemies for advice. (I want to know who you and/or STUD may have had contact!) How horrible! That is like seeing when the Jews choose Barabbas over Christ! You choose the lies of STUD and my enemies over the love of the Lord in me!

Matthew 27: (KJV) “1 When the morning was come, all the chief priests and elders of the people took counsel against Jesus to put him to death: 2 And when they had bound him, they led him away, and delivered him to Pontius Pilate the governor. 3 Then Judas, which had betrayed him, when he saw that he was condemned, repented himself, and brought again the thirty pieces of silver to the chief priests and elders, 4 Saying, I have sinned in that I have betrayed the innocent blood. And they said, What is that to us? see thou to that. 5 And he cast down the pieces of silver in the temple, and departed, and went and hanged himself. 6 And the chief priests took the silver pieces, and said, It is not lawful for to put them into the treasury, because it is the price of blood. 7 And they took counsel, and bought with them the potter's field, to bury strangers in. 8 Wherefore that field was called, The field of blood, unto this day. 9 Then was fulfilled that which was spoken by Jeremy the prophet, saying, And they took the thirty pieces of silver, the price of him that was valued, whom they of the children of Israel did value; 10 And gave them for the potter's field, as the Lord appointed me. 11 And Jesus stood before the governor: and the governor asked him, saying, Art thou the King of the Jews? And Jesus said unto him, Thou sayest. 12 And when he was accused of the chief priests and elders, he answered nothing. 13 Then said Pilate unto him, Hearest thou not how many things they witness against thee? 14 And he answered him to never a word; insomuch that the governor marvelled greatly. 15 Now at that feast the governor was wont to release unto the people a prisoner, whom they would. 16 And they had then a notable prisoner, called Barabbas. 17 Therefore when they were gathered together, Pilate said unto them, Whom will ye that I release unto you? Barabbas, or Jesus which is called Christ? 18 For he knew that for envy they had delivered him. 19 When he was set down on the judgment seat, his wife sent unto him, saying, Have thou nothing to do with that just man: for I have suffered many things this day in a dream because of him. 20 But the chief priests and elders persuaded the multitude that they should ask Barabbas, and destroy Jesus. 21 The governor answered and said unto them, Whether of the twain will ye that I release unto you? They said, Barabbas. 22 Pilate saith unto them, What shall I do then with Jesus which is called Christ? They all say unto him, Let him be crucified. 23 And the governor said, Why, what evil hath he done? But they cried out the more, saying, Let him be crucified. 24 When Pilate saw that he could prevail nothing, but that rather a tumult was made, he took water, and washed his hands before the multitude, saying, I am innocent of the blood of this just person: see ye to it. 25 Then answered all the people, and said, His blood be on us, and on our children. 26 Then released he Barabbas unto them: and when he had scourged Jesus, he delivered him to be crucified. 27 Then the soldiers of the governor took Jesus into the common hall, and gathered unto him the whole band of soldiers. 28 And they stripped him, and put on him a scarlet robe. 29 And when they had platted a crown of thorns, they put it upon his head, and a reed in his right hand: and they bowed the knee before him, and mocked him, saying, Hail, King of the Jews! 30 And they spit upon him, and took the reed, and smote him on the head. 31 And after that they had mocked him, they took the robe off from him, and put his own raiment on him, and led him away to crucify him.“

Hebrews 2:3 (KJV) “How shall we escape, if we neglect so great salvation; which at the first began to be spoken by the Lord, and was confirmed unto us by them that heard him;”

Look at me closely. Do you really see in me and about me what they say about me? I THINK NOT! They woo you with their “power” but it is hollow. BE CAREFUL! Remember, someone wanted some WISDOM?

James 3:17 (KJV) “But the wisdom that is from above is first pure, then peaceable, gentle, and easy to be intreated, full of mercy and good fruits, without partiality, and without hypocrisy.”

The question I have is why???? Why this hostility when I have been genuinely and spiritually on your side trying to help you think this dilemma through! Why snub me when it is he that has wronged you. He has made you think he loves you and gave you sex and told you to dump me. Did you sell out God being the center of your life for sex? You could have had that IN marriage with me and not give up the God centered life.

1 Corinthians 4:7 “For who maketh thee to differ from another? and what hast thou that thou didst not receive? now if thou didst receive it, why dost thou glory, as if thou hadst not received it?”

You know that any truthful and honest social worker, psychologist, psychiatrist, priest, minister and Jesus Christ through his Holy Spirit of Love will tell you that STUD used you and really had no long-term plans for you but rather wanted to "live for today as tomorrow we die".

He could not stand that you and I had something very special between us and it is still there but greatly damaged. He was and apparently is trying to suck it out of you to cover his SOUTH END.

Think about it. The only reason he is sorry is because he got caught! SELAH!

Is this the kind of man you want for a boy friend much less a husband and father of your children if he does not have them all aborted before hand?

I fear that he has already forced you into having an abortion. The Lord knows I hope I am wrong but my gut say yes! If my gut is right he has made you murder your child.

My Very Very Special Friend and LOVE I warned you he was pulling you down into the mud. I want you to be free and happy and unburdened. He just sucks you into that further and further.

Break it off with him. He has to take his lumps. He deliberately deceived both you and me. I was invited by you. I responded. Why are we not helping each other as before. This can change if you will let the Lord and his Holy Spirit of Love have control of this scenario.

I mean you no harm My Very Very Special Friend and LOVE. I sense that you, by continuing any contact with STUD, are further harming your own Spiritual sensitivity and ministry of LOVE. Look what his influence did to our beautiful relationship and that with your sister!

Please let go of this guy. He continues to hurt you, your sister and me. He has to take his medicine. He has to stand on his own two feet on this one as he masterminded it and dragged you into it and under duress I might add. Did you really have a choice? Did he let you? No! He murdered your love for me and then used you up. I still worry that he will try to replace your love relationship with the Lord with drugs and sex to give you the high you need to overcome the guilt and pain of living in the life of his rule.

You have a very very good mind and heart and you know better! Don't let him destroy your very precious identity to become a "toy" of his ego!

1 Corinthians 10:13 – (KJV) “There hath no temptation taken you but such as is common to man: but God is faithful, who will not suffer you to be tempted above that ye are able; but will with the temptation also make a way to escape, that ye may be able to bear it.”

If he wanted the best for you he would not have date raped you and you know it! Break it off. He has you under his demonic sympathy vote and he is making a fool of you. Don't let him do it! Be your own woman. Don't be a slave to this male chauvinist thief in the night! He is anti woman. It is clear he is just using you up and will leave a shell that nobody else will want. Think about that! SELAH!

You know what my enemies have done to me. You know that they don't follow the Love of the Lord. Why do you follow their advice and consult with them. Why do you use them against me?

Galatians 1:9 (KJV) “6 I marvel that ye are so soon removed from him that called you into the grace of Christ unto another gospel: 7 Which is not another; but there be some that trouble you, and would pervert the gospel of Christ. 8 But though we, or an angel from heaven, preach any other gospel unto you than that which we have preached unto you, let him be accursed. 9 As we said before, so say I now again, if any man preach any other gospel unto you than that ye have received, let him be accursed. 10 For do I now persuade men, or God? or do I seek to please men? for if I yet pleased men, I should not be the servant of Christ.”

You absolutely baffle me in this non-logic, non-commonsense, non-love approach to dealing with me and your own self and sister. Absolutely you baffle me!

I am your friend otherwise I would not be praying for you at your church almost two hours or more every day and attending Mass with you when you are there.

Why the snub? What did I do to deserve more pain and suffering when it is he that has hurt you, your sister and me! THIS CONDUCT OF YOURS JUST DOES NOT MAKE SENSE.

Galatians 5:7 (KJV) “Ye did run well; who did hinder you that ye should not obey the truth?”

Please enlighten me. End this silence. I will not approach you directly. You know that. If you and STUD are trying to trap me into a crime you are fooling yourself and wasting your time. This just does not make sense. YOU PICKED ME OUT....REMEMBER? WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT? HAS NOT STUD SUCKED OUT YOUR VERY INNER BEAUTY AND LEFT YOU AS A SHELL? THINK ABOUT THAT! I think that is what is happening. You seem to be becoming more and more like the TEA and not the Water. The colloids can be filtered out but you have to let the filter do its work! You really don't want the life style you are living now. I can tell that just by the way you pray the Rosary! BREAK IT OFF FROM HIM NOW before he sucks you down with him My Very Very Special Friend and Love!

Your are not following through with your own penance which includes reconciliation. You cannot experience the forgiveness and true love from those around you until you take care of these anomalies! Don't let him fool you. He pulled the "wool" over your eyes that first night when he stole you from me. Remember? Don't let him continue to do that!

Galatians 3:1 (KJV) “ O foolish Galatians, who hath bewitched you, that ye should not obey the truth, before whose eyes Jesus Christ hath been evidently set forth, crucified among you?”

2 Timothy Chapter 2: (KJV) 15 "Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth."

Chapter 3: (KJV) "12 Yea, and all that will live godly in Christ Jesus shall suffer persecution. 13 But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived. 14 But continue thou in the things which thou hast learned and hast been assured of, knowing of whom thou hast learned them; 15 And that from a child thou hast known the holy scriptures, which are able to make thee wise unto salvation through faith which is in Christ Jesus. 16 All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: 17 That the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works."

My Very Very Special Friend, no pact to say nothing will cover up the reality that we all know what happened. All you are doing is sidestepping reality. Do you want to become as those the enemies of mine that refuse to deal with the reality of their wrongs like the destruction of my life's "savings" my estate? They simply refuse to fess up and deal with it yet "everyone" knows what they did was wrong. Who are they fooling. NO ONE! You won't be fooling anyone but yourself if you don't deal with this anomaly. You will be cheating yourself out of the love and friendship the Lord wants for you and that includes the Love the Lord wants me to share with you if you let Him and me! Don't rip your self off! Let go of it and STUD. He was a mistake and write him off! He is NOT helping you stay spiritually healthy My Very Very Special Friend and Love! Love and really be Loved!

2 Timothy 4:2 (KJV) “Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine. 3 For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears; 4 And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables. 5 But watch thou in all things, endure afflictions, do the work of an evangelist, make full proof of thy ministry.”

Ephesians 4:14 (KJV) “That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; 15 But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things, which is the head, even Christ:”

ITS TIME TO PAY THE "PIPER" STUD.

You continue to take Holy Eucharist and you continue to wreak condemnation on yourself.

Ephesians 4:19 (KJV) “Who being past feeling have given themselves over unto lasciviousness, to work all uncleanness with greediness” Chapter 3: (KJV) " 13 But evil men and seducers shall wax worse and worse, deceiving, and being deceived...... 16 All scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness: 17 That the man of God may be perfect, thoroughly furnished unto all good works."

The emphasize is GOOD work. NOT demonic or devilish work STUD. Not seducing my love interests into bed to prevent them from having the relationship that they really wanted. Not isolating them and whispering "sweet nothings" into her ears and lying to her to keep her in your clutches. You have hurt we little ones and certainly Matthew 18:1 through 17 is going to come full circle back to you. You k聮ow ....what goes around comes around! God is doing it. You KNOW he is. You played me for a chump and as the Lords servant you lost! Give it up STUD! You are in the losing mode and won't change that. Give it up man! You blew it STUD and now you want to blow it for the rest of us.

As you continue in your errant ways you heap coals of fire on your head. It is just going to get worse not better as you ignore the admonishments of the HOLY SCRIPTURES.

STUD YOU STOLE SOMETHING FROM ME EVEN MORE THAN MY VERY VERY SPECIAL FRIEND. MOREOVER YOU LIED TO GAIN ADVANTAGE IMMORALY. GIVE IT UP STUD.

I WANT NO VIOLENCE TOWARD THIS MAN. LET THE LORD DEAL WITH THIS MAN IN HIS OWN VERY SPECIAL WAY.

I WILL ADMINISTER THE LAW AS IS MY RESPONSIBILITY AND OBLIGATION AS A GOOD STEWARD BEFORE GOD.

STUD you put unbelievable pressure on My Very Very Special Friend. She succumbed to that pressure under duress and against her better judgement.

She needs to be reprogrammed as to what the facts and truth about me are. I told you to put her back in the frame of mind and heart that she was of December 21, 2001 and you have chosen to ignore that demand.

Certain Spiritual leadership has deliberately misled My Very Very Special Friend. Just because a priest or minister or deacon says it is true or alright to do does not make it right. When you became of the age of accountability you took on the responsibility for your own actions. When you go before God in his judgement whether it be here and now on the earth or in the future you will not be asked what someone said was alright to do you will be asked why you did not do what you knew was right. You know in your heart, if you have one, STUD that you did wrong. That stealing is wrong. That manipulating people against others with lies is wrong. That lying is wrong and yet you continue and you do not make Reconciliation for your wrong. You are right now being held accountable.

You would not even be putting on your show with the Rosary if I had not been putting the pressure and the heat on you.

Are you not hiding behind the skirts of My Very Very Special Friend and LOVE?

UPDATE 5-25-2002 @ 4:05 P.M.:........HAVE A HAPPY AND SAFE MEMORIAL DAY WEEKEND!

Let us keep in mind the reason for this holiday and that being the millions of soldiers and civilians around the world that have died as a result of war of which could have been avoided if the Spirit of Love had truly overtaken the hearts of "men"!

UPDATE 5-25-2002 @ 10:00 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

I continue to Pray WITH you and FOR you! Glad to see you in Mass this evening. Have a nice and safe holiday! I may or may not be out and about the Chicago area this long weekend but with a 3 day $5 Metra pass you can't blame me if I do!

UPDATE 5-28-2002 @ 3:02 P.M.:........MESSAGE TO THE MYSTERY WRITER AND PROVIDER OF THE "CARE" PACKAGE.

As you know your message was dated 5-24-2002. I did not receive the shoe box full of goodies and note until last night around 2:00 AM as I missed the 10:30 PM train out of Chicago and got stuck on the 12:40 AM last train.

I concluded that you delayed on your dropping off the "care" package as the perishable items in the box were still cool! I should have no problem with those items spoiling as I will use them with priority. It was certainly a nice treat and surprise for sure!

It was certainly a very kind gesture and is much appreciated. I will indulge with joy!

You did not wake me up that is for sure because as you know I was not there when it was dropped off. I imagine you had a change of plans with the day you originally intended to drop off the "care" package! Nonetheless I have it now with no sleep lost on that account.

I did get the "nice peaceful rest" all things considered.

As far as my influencing the world, I think we all do each in our own way and at least someone appreciates my contribution! Thank you too!

Now as far as referring to yourself as "The Crazy Girl Who Should Be Asleep Right Now, but instead wanders around aimlessly Searching!", I don't think that anyone that is as thoughtful as you could be termed "crazy".

Your singing the other night at 2:45 AM did NOT wake me up that I am aware so you don't have to be concerned about being rude. I wish that I could have heard your singing while conscious!

As far as all those compliments of my teaching ability and sharing ability, it comes from "above" with Love! I hope it is your answer for some of the mysteries of life!

I will certainly hope that we can meet. Do not be afraid to wake me up under such circumstances as we can meet, talk and it will also assure that I get your gifts and more timely so for sure!

Wishing you "gr8" days ahead too and to assure that lets meet SOON! My "visiting" hours are usually anytime starting somewhere between 9 PM and 12 midnight usually 10:30 PMish, (with the rare exception of 2 AM), thru 5-5:15 AM.

* P.S.:.....If you would like to meet in a more normal or daytime scenario let me know. You can also contact me at my E-Mail access in this web page.

Also, I loved the prints on the napkins lining the shoe box.....definitely uplifting and positive!

UPDATE 5-30-2002 @ 12:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

It looks like it is time to give STUD some of his own medicine. He likes to instigate police complaints and charges and create police issues of minutia that have nothing to do with police intervention.

So now it is my turn but you see when I file a complaint I don't lie about the issues. I will press charges and ask for the arrest of a STUD that thinks I don't mean business.

I would like you to get a hold of me as soon as possible.... at prayer chapel this evening or at Mass in the morning. If we miss each other at prayer chapel please leave an enclosed note with either the prayer overseer in the chapel or with the office monitor in the church office.

It is imperative that we talk so to eliminate any confusion as to what the issues are and who is involved. I don't want to drag you into something if at all possible. It is clear that I will have to give context on the subversive activities of STUD and that will involve your name. I want to make sure that you know that my focus is solely on the STUD.

PLEASE GET BACK TO ME IMMEDIATELY. PLEASE LET’S TALK! WITHOUT STUD! E-MAIL ME AND SET UP A MEETING PLACE WITH ME TONIGHT IF POSSIBLE OR THE SOONEST THERE AFTER! EVEN IF ITS AT MY BENCH THAT WILL BE FINE.

I want to get your input on my intended pursuit against STUD. If I hear nothing and things go status quo as yesterday and today then I will conclude that you do NOT object to my police complaint and legal pursuit.

I am absolutely serious about this matter. I have a complaint report just about finished and am adding a few additional details and it will be off to a certain Chief of Police. SELAH STUD! It is “boots shaking”, “bullet sweating” and “Depends”, (panty liners), time STUD!

UPDATE 5-31-2002 @ 12:25 P.M.:........My Very Very Special Friend & Love!

I did not see you at prayer chapel last night nor get a message from anyone there and you did not approach me this morning in Mass even though STUD was not there for some reason.

Since you have not provided an e-mail address with which I can communicate with you directly I have to use this site. Because I have to use this site I have no guarantee that you are reading it regularly or at all. Because of that unreliability of communications I am extending your notification period.

Please contact me via my e-mail form handler in this site as soon as you become aware of these last two messages and let me know where we can meet. It is urgent that we talk one on one.

Remember I am trying to prevent problems before they occur and your opinion is greatly valued. I don't want you to be telling me later that I should have trusted you or I should not have said or done this or that.

I NEED YOUR HELP AND COMMUNICATION.

PLEASE CONTACT ME!

IT ESSENTIAL FOR OUR MUTUAL PRESENT AND FUTURE WELLBEING AND/OR PEACE OF MIND!

Prayer chapel tonight at the times we crossed earlier this week is fine...I will try to get there at that time. If not I will look for you again in Mass Saturday and we can go from there. I am trying to protect your interests and help you out of this bind!

It is important that I remind you that I cannot and will not approach you in chapel or Mass, unless there was an emergency of course, because of the police report you filed. You have to nullify that police issue before you will see me approaching you!

As I said before, lets get this police stuff out of the way and put behind us. It is not OUR "bag"! You need police intervention in this like you need a paper bag with the bottom cut out of it! Besides, as I said before I don't think the police in your jurisdiction have been working in your best interests.....I HAVE BEEN....TRUST ME!

I AM CONTINUING TO BE ON THE LEVEL WITH YOU My Very Very Special Friend and Love.

REMEMBER THERE ARE OTHERS THAT WANT US FIGHTING AGAINST EACH OTHER AND WILL BOW TO ALMOST ANYTHING TO ACHIEVE THEIR ENDS.... DON’T BE FOOLED BY THEIR INTERFERENCE!

You know STUD does not want us to communicate or be together that is why he did what he did earlier this year in January. In my book HE is enemy number one who has smooth operated on your heart and emotions with "sweet nothings" quite effectively. He caught you off balance and took advantage of you and abused you for all you were worth* and stole you from me and me from you ! Look where you are at spiritually and emotionally before the Lord right now! Do you really feel like a whole well-balanced person? Do you feel you have been honest with yourself and the Lord? ARE YOU GOING TO LET STUD CONTINUE?

REMEMBER HE IS A SLICK OPERATOR AND CLEARLY A DISHONEST OPERATOR. I AM NOT AND YOU KNOW IT!

ON THE BENCH..... I believe my "The Crazy Girl Who Should Be Asleep Right Now, but instead wanders around aimlessly Searching!" was doing it again last night although not so "aimlessly" as I got another "care package" with some of her "trade mark" goodies inside. No note though!

I enjoy those notes so keep them coming "CG". They also help me identify from which contributor I am receiving them!

I have already put the goodies to work. A BIG THANKS!

P.S.: I would like to meet you so why don't you wake me up when you come. You always seem to know when I am sleeping!

LOOKING FOR YOU!

Scott

UPDATE 5-31-2002 @ 3:32 P.M.:........Oh,...BY THE WAY!

Did you hear?

Last Sunday morning I got promoted!!!!

I was out in the narthex of the church and an elderly parishioner approached me and addressed me as "Father"!

I responded saying that I have not reached that level yet!

He insisted to refer to me at that rank and discussed some issues with me in that light!

He must have mistook me for one of the more "notorious" of the priests!

I told one of the other priests about my promotion and he got a big laugh out of it!

I just don't understand why my pay check is not commensurate!

UPDATE 5-31-2002 @ 8:54 P.M.:........STUD!

If the latest rumors about what you have sucked My Very Very Special Friend and Love into are true you can plan on a life time legal pursuit. If I don't do it others will on my behalf. I will make sure you are an object of InterPol attention.

Just a reminder of what I am going to be pursuing:

1)Criminal prosecution of your Federal violations.

2)Criminal prosecution of your State violations.

3)Civil prosecution of Defamation of My Character and Reputation

4)Civil prosecution of Defamation of My Very Very Special Friend and Love's Character and Reptuation.

5) Civil prosecution of interference with my commerce.

6) Civil prosecution of Intentional Infliction of Mental and Emotional Distress

I think you get my drift!

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