Mood:  caffeinated
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My Immortal



I hope you can see it and enjoy it. Its the very very first video I made ^_^

A poem
Now Playing: The Dresdon Dolls
Unfortunately its Human Nature

What is this strange feeling I get;

Like I'm surrounded by evil inside of a net;

What I want is within everyone else;

It's not with me, not with myself;

What is this that makes me so mad;

Why can't I be happy for them, simply glad;

It's like a constant reminder inside my head;

"Hey you, your not happy cuz inside you're dead";

Leave me alone, I have all that I need;

"No you don't lier, What you have there is greed";

Go away already, leave me now;

"Hey look in a mirror, you're as big as a cow"

Tears begin to fall at the side of my face;

Is insulting me a game or a race;

"Look at you friends over there having fun;

Why is it that you hide then you run";

Farther and farther away do I go;

Will I ever fit in with them? the answer is NO;

"Your friends got all A's again what about you";

I think I failed again but I'll start over, new;

"You can't start over, you can only change;

But then you won't be yourself so it would be strange";

Why must you make me feel this way;

Especially with people I care about each day;

Now I know this feeling your making me feel;

It's the one that drowns me inside my own tears;

"Is the word you feel maybe jealousy?";

Yes and its just killing me;

I've been drowned with this word so many times;

It has made me think of suicide;

But I cant' help it, its human nature;

Its a part of life one has to venture.