-5/1: Download: "Moonlite Dreams" by Tiger Army (it features Davey, too...hehe.)That's not a request, but an order.
If not that song, I suggest "Under Saturn's Shadow" also by Tiger Army. Goooood stuff man!
Added NIcoLE to my cool person section.
Today was virtually uneventful and boring, much like - I mean, EXACTLY - like every other day.
I noticed how freshman get treated like crap most of the time, and I almost felt bad. But then I realized that most of the time they DESERVE it, and then I didn't feel bad anymore.
Why? because I'm done with highschool in just 30 days, and that includes weekends. That means I'll go back to being a freshman again, and I realized just how much crap I'll have to put up with. But hey, if it's from new people, hopefully more interesting ones, bring it on.
This kid online told me something really stupid today. He said, "Yeah, I'm ALMOST Straight Edge. I just smoke occasionally, pot and cigarettes, and I don't drink all that often, so, yeah..." Um, riiight. Dillhole...
Speaking of cigarettes, check this out:
What's in smoke? (my sister brought this home)
SMOKING A CIGARETTE PUTS ABOUT 4,000 CHEMICALS INTO YOUR BODY
Cadmium ~ a poisonous metal used to make batteries
Nicotine ~ this reaches your brain within 7 seconds of smoking a cigarette. This chemical makes cigarettes addictive.
Carbon Monoxide ~ Poisonous gas. Makes your heart beat faster & gives you shortness of breath.
Lead ~ Heavy metal that is highly toxic
Tar ~ A pack a day smoker pours one full cup (8 oz) of this into their lungs each year. Covers the small hairs (cilia) that protect and clean the lungs.
Ammonia ~ Used in fertilizers, dry cleaning fluids and bathroom cleaners
Benzene ~ Obtained from coal & petroleum. Known to cause cancer in humans.
Hydrogen Cyanide ~ A gas & toxic chemical
Formaldehyde ~ A poisonous liquid used to preserve dead bodies.
~ Anyone need a light???
I have one picture here that I stole from a local news site from the Mock Crash. I should be getting some of my own up soon. Until then, check this out. (The guy is Jake, who played my "date" and "died".) I want to point out that My vehicle wasn't piloted by the drunk. I even had my seatbelt on! hehe. (no one else in my car did)
-5/5: Hello, I'm back. Last night was prom and I didn't go, which I'm actually very glad of.
I went to work all day yesterday, and today I'm just hanging out here at home. (Not really - I have a lot of homework to do. There's no such thing as a day that I can just "Hang Out".)
Anyway, I added - not 1 but 2 - new sections today which I'm sure you'll be thrilled about - thanks to our new EPSON scanner that just knocks my socks off. It can even scan negatives into pictures. It's sweeeeet!!!!!!
One is: The Mock Crash Section and then also:
New Pictures. Okay, so they aren't really NEW, they're my senior pictures, - but hey - I don't change much, ask anyone.
More later if I can think of anything else to say. - bye!
-5/6: *yawn* - it was supposed to be 77 today, but I think it was probably only 55 and raining. Ugh!
Darn communist weathermen.
I added this picture 
to the main page. Isn't it cute???? (it's Davey Havok, if you didn't know.) ~ Sorry, I love him, even if you don't. Haha, okay okay...I'm a little strange- yes, I know that.
*-starts humming*...-"I'm tired. So tired. I'm tired of hi-igh school (so tired). I'm spread, so thin...I don't know who I am...Monday night I'm makin' excuses..."-*can't think of anything else to rhyme-* haha ok, sorry, I have Weezer in my head, and I just started going along with that and making up my own words.
Ok, I have nothing left to say. I'm sure you're disappointed. Sorry.
-5/7: I had a meeting this morning, and then I went to eat...then once I got back to school it was time for band, and after band is lunch, then German (where we went down to help 3rd graders) then I had drama and that was it. It was pretty cool...
Aside from that I just want to be done with school. I know everyone else does too, but it's just KILLING me......ahh.
I don't know, I don't think I really have anything to say, as usual, so I don't really know why I do this so much. I mean, its not like anyone cares!!
Ok, I've said enough. Bye.
P.S:::
days until GRADUATION!!!!!!
- 5/8: I hate it when things get twisted.
I hate highschool.
I hate mind games.
I hate he said/she said crap.
I hate it when people lie.
I hate gossip.
I hate hurtful statements.
I hate rumors.
I hate not graduating for about 30 days.
I hate my school.
I hate being played a fool.
I hate how no one care's about the consequences of their actions.
I hate how people believe anything, and say anything, no matter how bogus it is.
I hate starting fights.
I hate accusations.
I hate how people can't seem to handle their own problems they have with others and so they create new ones.
I hate how girls always talk about each other.
I hate being a mediator.
I hate being dragged into stuff that doesn't involve me.
I could go on, but you'd hate that.
In lieu of this I wrote Anatomy of a Rumor.
If you can't say anything nice, shut up.
-5/9:I took a nap in band today. It was nice.
I put up two new poems today, too.
By the way, I'd like to add that I'm done trying to apologise to people that are mad at me for no reason.
I know what I've done and said, and if there's anyone that has a problem with that, I guess that's unfortunate for them.
- There's no reason I should spend my time trying to convince people -people that claim to be my friends- that I'm not as immature and inconsiderate as they are, or as they'd like me to be.
I'm not out to make enemies with anyone, especially my friends.
Common sense should tell you that.
So anyway, sorry for any inconvenience or spontaneous human combustion that statement may cause.
-5/12: Mother's Day
Yesterday was a long day!
I helped my friend sell t-shirts at an art exhibition, where I got really sick and my mom had to pick me up, it was really sad...then I ended up going to work.
Once I left there, we went out to eat, and as we pulled into the parking lot, I saw Jake - my "date" from the mock crash- on his way to his real prom, with his real date, alive and well. It was sort of funny, in a way. :-)
So what am I doing today? Well, I still don't feel that great, so I'm just working on stuff here at home, namely two art projects. In addition to that, I'm cleaning up the bathroom a bit for my mama.
Not to mention, listening to a lot of music...The 5 CDs in our big stereo in the living room today were: 2 mixed burned cds I made (artists including: Lennon Murphy, VNV Nation, Apoptygma Berzerk, Tiger Army, my friend John, AFI...) and then the other cds were: Snapcase, AFI, & Strife.
I just thought I should announce that I am completely devastated that Will Ferrell is leaving SNL. That just puts me in a bad mood...I mean, I see that he wants to move on to bigger things, but that doesn't mean it will be better for his career. Look what happened to Molly Shannon...anyone seen her recently? - I don't know though, I guess people like Bill Murray, Adam Sandler, John Belushi (RIP), Dana Carvey, Mike Myers, Jane Curtain, Chris Farley (RIP) and others have done pretty good in movies and other endeavors. Darn, I guess I don't really have an argument anymore...other than I still don't want him to leave!! We need him as George W.!!!!
*sniff*
All right, I have stuff to do. See ya around.
~ 5/13: Today I had another mock crash, only this one was with a bicycle, less bloody (although they still used more than I would have expected, given the audience was a group of about 30-40 10-year olds.)
My job was to arrive on the scene and try and get Chad (who was "hit" by a car) calmed down and everything until the paramedics and policemen could arrive.
It was really a lot of fun, but the sad thing is that these kids took the three of us less serious today than the highschool kids did for the car accident. Obviously, they don't really compare, but still...
At the end, we let kids ask questions, if they had any (most of them preferred to tell stories instead), and one of the only actual questions was: "what do you use to make the blood?" -I was totally shocked. Kids these days have seen so much Hollywood violence that they don't believe anything is real, and can't imagine it as such. I find that really rather sad.
I thought it was fun though, and there were a good number of kids who were paying attention, at least a little. Our goal of the day was to promote them following safe bike rules and to wear a helmet...
No more mock accidents, which is sad. I really really enjoy doing them, and I suppose that probably makes me a little morbid, but so what?
~ 5/15: *sigh*
I recieved an award yesterday for courage, which was really really cool. But as of right now, I'm way too lazy to type up details, but I will, I promise. :-)
Added 2 more new poems for your reading enjoyment. (riiight).
Ok, I gotta go for now.
See ya around.
~ 5/17: Wow, this has been quite possibly the longest school week all year....geez.
Last night I had a band concert, it wasn't exciting, but the cool thing (and maybe a little tough to have sink in yet) is that it's the last one....ever. I was mad, though, because for the second time this year, Mr. Maxwell has failed to identify me as a senior on the program, and I fail to think that's because he likes me so much he wants to keep me around another year.
Jason's last day was today because he moves on to the Bluecoats ~ (which is a kick-booty drum and bugle corps, if you didn't know) on Monday. Lucky him! -Another friend of mine, Liz, left today for Florida to play with Blast which is, in their words an, "ensemble of dancers, musicians, and specialty talent which employs elements of drum corps, parades, military bands, and stadium pagentry." Get it? Got it? Good.
I envy both of them.
I also envy anyone that has seen Star Wars: Episode 2. Screw all of you!!
Updated FAQ and Thoughts That Won't Make Any Sense, & Questions You Can't Answer.
Don't let my hard work go unseen, now...
~ 5/20: Wowzers.
I have 8, yes, E-I-G-H-T days left of school. Just 8!
Last night I saw Star Wars: Epsiode 2 
*Hayden Christensen as Anakin Skywalker*
Man, I love Star Wars sooooooo freaking much.
If you wanna see the coolest Yoda scene of all time, you have to see this movie.
If you wanna see Anakin's descent into the Dark Side, you have to see this movie.
If you've seen any Star Wars movie before, you have to see this movie.
If you've never seen Star Wars before, you have to see this movie. (you might not get it, but still...)
Screw the reasons, just see it.
Did I mention, there are only 8 days left of school for me?
Man, does that feel weird to say...
It's still not sinking in, but it will...
In other news, Will Ferrell's final SNL episode was pretty darn humerous...I was really sad afterwards, though, and a lot of cast members were crying. Mya Rudolph was sobbing, actually. It really blows that he's leaving, but I wish him all the best.
Observe that "news" today means "entertainment" and consequently eludes to the fact that I am severly lacking a social life.
That could be damaging, if I cared.
Oh, yeah, I have a new email address. FallChild@neo.rr.com I'm telling you this for a reason...
~ 5/22: S-I-X days!!! -Don't even ask me "until what?"
>=oÞ
I broke a blood vessel in my middle finger today while trying to slap my friend. (I hit his chair instead) Wanna see? It's all puffed up and vein-y colored, it's cool, and to make it even better, it hurts!
Yes, that is all I have to say.
~ 5/23: Had "Academic Awards" tonight, which is funny, because there was nothing academic about it at all for me. I was re-presented my courage award, and in addition to that, I sat with my friend Brian and made fun of people, it was the only thing to save me from the fact that I was sitting there for over 2 HOURS! It was such a freaking huuuuuge waste of time, oh my GOSH.......ahh....oh well. Five days, that's all I keep telling myself....
oh something interesting happened today, two of my good friends (who I shall keep anonymous - they know who they are) managed to rip a piece of paper with their...hmm...posterior regions. I saw the...aftermath...and I have to say it was probably one of the funniest things I've ever witnessed!!
I'm going through Star Wars withdrawl...must....see...it...again.....soon....
Yes....I have used a lot of periods this time......so what....I'm lazy, and its....fun.....yeah....
~ 5/27: I saw Star Wars again on Saturday.
It was even better this time, I really picked up on a lot more details.
Or, it could be that I wasn't in the very second row this time and could actually see. I dunno!
No school today, but I had to work all day...bummer. All weekend, actually...
On the upside, I have four -yes, FOUR- days of school left. How incredible, I'm so ready, I can't even describe the feeling I have...
As you all know, I'm not one to talk much about the appearance of boys, but I just have to say that Hayden Christensen is lookin' mighty fine these days....I apologize for the wave of girlie-ness, now I'll get back to my normal self.
Weekend recap: Friday; Sr. Talent Show: A lot of my friends were in it, such as Tom, John, Steve, Seth, Travis, Billy...wait, I think that's all.
Anything they were in was good, some of the other things needed work...
Went to Carole's house to suffer through Pride and Predjudice (the movie) and we both fell asleep before the first movie was over...oops.
Saturday: worked, then went to see Star Wars. Went out to eat with Carole and her sister, Eileen....drove around town with the bass up way too loud and pulled into some sleeping friends' driveways, attempting to wake them up with her stereo system. If you're one of those people, did you hear us???...ahh, and then she and I came home at 11:30 and watched SNL.
Sunday: Worked....went to WalMart....went to Barnes and Noble....went to eat....came home....worked on some drawings....
and then that brings you to today.
So all in all, my weekend was pretty nice, even if I did work a lot. There are worse things I could be doing.
I heard a rumor today that Dark Angel has been cancelled. If I find out this is true, I'm taking the hair dryer into the shower with me.
Read my lips: It CAN'T be true!!!
~ 5/28: 3 days, although, not technically. Why? I have to come back Monday for grad. practise and it's looking like I have to take my math final. Some words come to mind, but I won't say them aloud.
Otherwise, I feel like dying...Headache, nausea, sore throat....ugh...I really don't have much else to say.
Heck, I'm probably already dead. Let me know...
~*~5.30.02~*~ Holy Crapola. ONE day left........what am I going to do with myself?????
Dang it all, I still feel like total and utter CRAP. I think it's a virus, and I also think half of my head is going to blow off because of it.
But, I'm not going to bore you with complaints....so I'll talk later when what I have to say is actually....I dunno...just, not complaining, I guess...
Oh, wait, that won't happen.
