1知 scared. I can稚 see. I知 going blind. I知 scared of those guys unloading the truck across the street. Noises scare me (the only thing that makes me feel good is a rag on my forehead). I知 scared that they1re going to come and get me. I知 scared I知 going to be arrested and thrown in jail. I feel like I did something wrong. I知 guilty! I1m scared that poisonous molecules are getting into my system and giving me cancer. I知 scared to take a blood test. I知 scared of noises. Everything is too loud. It hurts me. I知 scared that people will really find out....that I1m a liar. That I really am...am what? 1知 scared that everybody around me is going to die (wait a minute...they already have). I知 scared of people getting too close and touching me and rubbing all their vibes off on me. I知 scared my computer is going to crash.I知 scared that everything is going to dissappear. That people are going to beat me up and yell at me. I don稚 feel very good. I must be getting sick. Jane痴 check in my wallet makes me scared. I知 scared shitless of trucks....of all people. Of movie theatres. Of long empty fields. Of too crowded restaurants. Of people talking too loud for no reason.Of hangup phone calls. Of stupid people with blue eyes in positions of power. Of not finding any place quiet. I知 scared that Jesus is not real Of people with no imagination. Of what happened to black and white. Of why people wear backwards baseball caps. I知.....of what the fuck....... Is he or isn杯 He? I知 scared that everything really IS choas, and that it敗 not just my brain.
I知 fucking scared.....
ｩharsh reality productions, inc., 1998
MY FAVORITE FEARS
YOUR FAVORITE FEARS
AGORAPHOBIA
SERIAL KILLER
CANCER....
AIRPLANE CRASH
MELANOMA (YEAH, MORE CANCER)
CHARLES MANSON AND RICHARD RAMIREZ SHOW UP AT YOUR DOOR
PEOPLE LAUGHING AT YOU FOR NO REASON
SHITTING IN YOUR PANTS (DON探 LIE,MAN, IT担 HAPPENED AND YOU KNOW IT)
DISCOVERING YOU HATE YOUR WIFE/HUSBAND
DISCOVEIRNG YOU HATE YOUR CHILDREN
REALIZING THAT NOBODY REALLY GIVES A FUCK ABOUT YOU
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