6 weeks later
Jina slowly walked out of the bathroom. She lost count of how many times she'd thrown up in the past week. Jina walked into the livingroom and sat down on the couch. She picked up the bowl of chicken noodle soup and placed it on her lap as she watched some TV. Jina looked over at her answering machine she had 10 new messages each day. She hadn't really conversed with Joel, Benji, Billy or Paul in weeks. Jina looked up at the clock her vision was blury as she read 9:00. The sun was shining and the air was cold that November morning.
" Jina open up I know your in there", she heard Billy say.
" It's open", she stated as she got up and ran to the bathroom spilling the soup onto the wooden floor.
" Jina?", he questioned stepping in slowly. He looked around to see the broken dish on the floor.
" In......the... bathroom", she coughed out as she leaned over the bowl. Billy ran over to the bathroom and walked in to see her throwing up. He walked over to her and sat down next to her. Holding her hair back he began to get worried.
" Do you have the flu?", he questioned.
" Ive been sick for a week and a half and nothing has changed I can't stop throwing up, I should be fine by later tho", she told him. She looked up at him and collapsed in his arms and he brought her into her bedroom. He sat her down on the broken bed.
" What happend to your bed?", he questioned as he bounced a little.
" It broke, I dont have money to buy a new one", she stated.
" Jina why haven't you called me, we've all been worried sick about you and we leave messages everyday whats the matter?", he questioned.
" Billy, I dont feel right being around everyone because im the cause of the brothers fighting and I just can't bare to talk to anyone I love you guys and when Im around i seem to f*ck everything up", Jina stated.
" You dont f*ck everything up you only think you do we all miss you. Dont worry Benj seems to be better about you not wanting to be with him. Joel's either mad or upset half the time because you dont ever call him and you told Benj that you love Joel, now Joel thinks he was lying and it all turned into drama", Billy stated he pushed her hair back behind her ears.
" Billy they are taking my house away in a week, I haven't payed the rent in months because I just haven't had the money. I dropped out of college well that was months ago while you guys were on tour, and Im just f*cking everything up and now im f*cking with their lives?", she stated.
" Maybe if you moved away from Maryland and got your own apartment again somewhere else, somewhere where you can find yourself a job and you can get away from this mess. You can stay with me until we find you a house. Maybe in another state and then maybe you'll have a better life", he told her.
" I definitly like that idea", she smiled.
" Good, now im going to come over tommorow and help you start packing how does that sound?", he quetioned as a smile became engraved on his face.
" Sounds good", she told him. She gave him a hug at the door and went to clean up the mess and start packing away.
~*~
" She's staying at your house dude?", Benji asked as they were all in the Madden living room watching cartoons.
" Yeah she says she feels like she f*cks everything up when she's around, so I figured she'll come to my house for a few weeks we can find her a house in another state then when we go on tour, she'll be safe in antoher place with a job and a house and a new life", Billy stated.
" She's leaving Maryland?", Joel looked over at them. He was laying on the couch eating popcorn and drinking beer.
" Yes Joel she is", Billy stated.
" She can't f*cking leave Maryland, Billy are you trying to f*cking ruin everything I had with her", Joel was getting anrgy.
" Man you had nothing with her", Paul stated.
" Oh f*ck no you did not just say that", Joel was getting angry. Benji grabbed his brother and sat him back down on the couch it looked like he was ready to pounce on Paul.
" Guys what happend to us? we used to be tight? what the f*ck is happening with us?", Billy questioned looking around at his friends.
" Jina", Paul plainley explained as he got up and grabbed his beer and walked out of the house.
" Thats not f*cking true and he knows it", Joel stated.
" Joel it is", Benji stated as he walked up stairs and went to his room.
" Is it true Billy?".
" Joel you do what you think is best, if you still love her then go and tell her before she's gone", Billy got up and walked out as well. They left Joel sitting on the couch thinking about the years behind him.
1 week later
Jina pumped her feet back and forth on the swing set at the park. Alot had been running through her mind. Late im late my period is late, ive been throwing up and my period is late. How do I tell Benji,Joel,Billy, ack im dead. Jina looked around as she went into a day dream about the past.
"Joel im late", Jina sat on his couch making sure his mom wasn't around. It was March of their senior year and they day after their birthday.
" Your late no, you got here on time", he looked confused.
" No Joel my period my period is f*cking late", she told him.
" Alright who have you been sleeping with?", he questioned getting angry.
" You JOEL F*CK IVE BEEN SLEEPING WITH YOU!", she yelled.
" You mean your, we're pregnant?", he questioned.
" maybe", she told him.
" Ive gotta go out so please leave", he told her getting up and pointing to the door.
" What the f*ck Joel".
" JUST GET OUT!", he yelled. Jina ran out the door. Joel sat on the couch and put his head in his hands.
" Pregnant", he mumbled.
" Hey Jina", she heard Benji's voice say. Jina opened her eyes.
" Benj!", she stated stopping the swing.
"Hey where've you been?", Benji stated. He missed Jina's smile and the warmth it had behind it.
" Hideing out", she stated.
" I thought I'd see you more since you live with Billy now for a few weeks", he told her as he sat next to her on the swing. She stood up and looked back at him.
" Whats wrong are you mad?", he asked as he fixed his mowhalk.
" No, Im sorry Benji I have alot on my mind and I just wanted to come here and be alone because I need time to think about my actions and how I could have possably made the biggest mistake of my life, and as of now ruined any chance I was going to get with Joel", she stated.
" How is that possable?", Benji stared into her hazel eyes.
" The fact that i might be pregnent would be a problem", she told him with tears welding in her eyes.
" With his baby?", she questioned.
" No Benj with yours", she told him.