Jina placed the dark gray pillow under her shirt as she stood in Billy's livingroom. She looked down at the buldge in her stomach as a tear rolled down her cheek.
" Jina it's Benji are you ready?", Benji questioned. Jina whiped her tear and opened the door forgetting to take the pillow out she opened the door.
" WOAH JEE IT HAPPENDS THAT FAST?", Benji smirked looking down at her stomach. Jina blushed and grabbed the pillow out of her shirt with a smile on her face.
" You ready to go get the results for that test?", he questioned it had been 3 days since Benji had recieved the news and they were going to tell Joel if there was a baby today when they found out the news.
" Yeah Im ready", she stated as she grabbed her bag off the kitchen table and ran out with Benji. They got into Benji's car and went to the doctors office. Benji walked in and everyone stopped to look at him like he was weird.
" Just ignore them", she told him as she dragged him to a window with a young lady sitting behind it. She had long brown hair and she looked to be about 20.
" How may I help you two?", she questioned with a gigantic smile on her face.
" Im here for my results of my pregnancy test with Dr. Shultz", Jina stated.
" Just sign in here", she looked up at Benji.
" Your Benji from Good Charlotte right?", the lady asked him.
" Yes Iam, do you want my autograph or something?", he questioned smiling.
" Actually it's for my sister she loves you guys soo much and you just happen to be her fav", she smiled.
" I'd be delighted to sign something for her", Benji stated. The lady smiled and grabbed a peice of paper and gave it to Benji.
" Whats your sisters name?", he questioned.
" Paige", she told him.
" Here you go", Benji smiled as he handed her the signed peice of paper.
" Thank you she's going to love me forever now", the lady laughed.
" Anytime", Benji smiled and went to go sit down with Jina.
" Jina Riens?", a nurse with short blonde hair stated. Jina grabbed Benji's arm and they both walked over together. She led them down a white hallway towards a wooden door.
" Dr. Shultz Ms. Riens is here to see you", she stated.
" Bring her in", the doctor stated. His hair was bleach white and so was his mustache. She walked into the white walled office. There were awards and such all over his walls. Jina and Benji walked over to the wooden desk and shook the doctors hands.
" Well Ms. Riens", he stated taking out papers from the manilla folder.
" Congrats you two are having a baby", the doctor smiled. Jina and Benji's smiles both turned to a frown. Benji looked over at her she looked scared. He grabbed her hand she didn't pull away suprisingly. "
Is everything okay?", the doctor asked concerned.
" I just wasn't expecting to have a baby, it just kind of ruins everything at the moment", Jina looked down Benji pulled his hand away.
" Well there's always abortion", the doctor pointed out on a sadder note.
" I dont believe in that and im sure Benji doesn't either", she stated.
" Well what do we need to do?", Benji asked.
" Here are some pamplets and such that you guys can read into, and we need to start making appointments.. as it gets closer we want the appointments to be weekly", he told her.
" Okay", she told him.
" How about 2 weeks from today we'll see how that baby's doing?", he questioned. Jina nodded with a smile hideing the tears. As they got into Benji's car Jina had tears rolling down her eyes.
" Im a slut i slept with the guy im in love withs brother", she stated.
" Jina your not a slut and stop f*cking thinking only about you", Benji stated as he sped away.
" What does that mean? im the one having this baby the one that everyones going to f*cking blame".
" Your such a self centered B*tch no wonder why you and Joel dont get along", he yelled.
" F*ck you Benji just take us to tell Joel", she stated looking away. Benji didn't say a word as he drove to their house. Jina got out and slammed the door as they walked toward the house. They found Joel and Paul playing video games.
" Paul can we have a word with Joel alone?", Jina asked rudley shutting off their game.
" Hey I was f*cking winning, f*ck you you whore", Paul stated getting up. Jina gave him the finger as he left. Benji sat down on the couch and Jina sat on a different chair.
" Whats up guys are you two dating or something?", he questioned. He looked at Jina who looked scared and upset.
" Jina whats wrong?", he walked over to her. She pushed him away.
" Joel Jina and I are pregnant and you can have the baby i f*cking dont want anything to do with it with Jina's attitude", Benji stated getting up and walking out of the room.
" How did this happen?", Joel questioned. Jina looked at Joel and broke down crying.
" I dont want to be pregnant with his baby Joel, I wanna be having your baby, I love you and I know I dont ever show it anymore, but Joel I f*cking love you ive never not loved you for one second we may get mad at each other but I love you and no one else", she stated as she pushed away and ran out the door. Joel sat there on his floor he didn't want to run after her because he figured she needed some time. Jina walked home in the 20 degree weather. Jina walked to Billy's house to see an unusal car sitting in the driveway.
" Hey Jina", Billy greated Jina as she came in her face was red and cold.
" Who's car is in the driveway?", Jina questioned. Jina looked over towards the blue couch to see a girl sitting there. The girl stood up she was about 5'7 she had long burgundy\reddish hair and a few freckles. She had a few peircings she had her nose her tounge and her belly peirced. Her shirt she was wearing was pulled above her stomach and she was wearing blue dickies. Billy walked over to the girl.
" Heather this is Jina my cousin, Jina this is Heather my girlfriend", Billy stated.
" Since when do you have a girlfriend?", Jina questioned.
" I met her a month ago at the bar and well we just clicked I guess", Billy stated with a smile.
" Hi Heather it's nice to meet you, I dont mean to be rude but I need some rest", Jina stated.
" It was nice to meet you too", she stated with a smile.
" Now where were we?", Billy questioned throwing her down on the couch.
" Billy what if your cousin comes down?", Heather questioned him.
" Jina likes to lock herself in her room she wont be down for hours", he told her.
" Okay", Heather agreed giggling.
~*~
" Hello?", Jina heard Joels voice on the other end of the phone.
" Joel, Hey it's Jina", she stated in a depressing voice.
" Hey baby", he stated hoping he hadn't said the wrong thing. A chill went up Jina's spine as he said that.
" I missed that Joel, but listen Im sorry about how I acted before, is Benj there I feel sooo horable what I did to him, and Im sorry about being a bitch to Paul too I just wish this all wasn't happening", she told him.
" I know Jina, let me go get him okay?", Joel stated. Jina heard some commotion and then Benji's voice.
" Yes?", he questioned.
" Benj, I feel like a jackass and Im sorry I should have been more sensitive to your feelings, I know I dont respect other peoples opinions and Im sorry but Im really confused right now and I know you must be too, and I know sorry isn't good enought but thats all I have to offer because I can't do anything to show you how sorry Iam", she told him.
" Listen Jina we both were wrong back there and I know your sorry, we are both going to get through this Jina I promise okay?", he told her.
" I know we will Benj your one of my best friends of course we will", she smiled but of course he couldn't see.
" Maybe we should just all go bowling or something and just all be together", Benji suggested.
" Yeah Ill tell Billy", she stated.
" Ill tell Joel and paul".
" Alright then how about we meet at 9:30 at the bowling alley?", she questioned.
" Sounds good to me".